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Andrew Huberman: Neuroscience of Optimal Performance | Lex Fridman Podcast #139


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The following is a conversation with Andrew Huberman, a neuroscientist at Stanford,
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working to understand how the brain works, how it can change their experience,
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and how to repair brain circuits damaged by injury or disease.
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He has a great Instagram account at Huberman Lab, where he teaches the world about the brain
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and the human mind. Also, he's a friend and an inspiration in that he shows that you can be
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Yaron Brooke about Objectivism. Some people loved it, some people hated it. I misspoke in some parts,
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Friedman. And now, here's my conversation with Andrew Huberman. You've mentioned that in your
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lab at Stanford, you do stress by putting people into virtual reality and having them go through
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one of a set of experiences. I think you mentioned this on Rogan or with Whitney,
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that scare them. So just on a practical, psychological level and maybe on a philosophical
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level, what are people afraid of? What are the fears? What are these fear experiences that
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you find to be effective? Yeah, so it depends on the person, obviously. And we should probably
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define fear, right? Because you can, without going too far down the rabbit hole of defining
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these things, you can't really have fear without stress, but you could have stress without fear.
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And you can't really have trauma without fear and stress, but you could have fear and stress
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without trauma. So we can start playing the word game, and that actually is one of the
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motivations for even having a laboratory that studies these things is that we really need better
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physiological, neuroscientific, and operational definitions of what these things are. I mean,
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the field of understanding emotions and states, which is mainly what I'm interested in,
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is very complicated. But we can do away with a lot of complicated debate and say,
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in our laboratory, what we're looking for to assign it a value of fear is a big inflection
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in autonomic arousal. So increases in heart rate, increases in breathing,
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perspiration, pupil dilation, all the hallmark signature features of the stress response.
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And in some cases, we have the benefit of getting neurosurgery patients where we've got
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electrodes in their amygdala and their insula and the orbital frontal cortex down beneath the skull.
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So these are chronically implanted electrodes, we're getting multiunit signals. And we can start
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seeing some central features of meaning within the brain. And what's interesting is that
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as trivial as it might seem in listening to it, almost everybody responds to heights and falling
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from a high virtual place with a very strong stress, if not fear response. And that's because
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the visual vestibular apparatus, the optic flow and how it links to the balanced semicircular
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canals in the inner ears, all this technical stuff. But really, all of that pulls all your
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physiology, the feeling that your stomach is dropping, the feeling that suddenly you're
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sweating even though you're not afraid of falling off this virtual platform, but you feel as if
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you're falling because of the optic flow, that one is universal. So we've got a dive with Great
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White Sharks experience where you actually exit the cage. We went out into this in the real world
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and brought back 360 video that's built out pretty. Oh, so this is actually 360 video?
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360 video. And this was important to us, right? So when we decided to set up this platform,
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a lot of the motivation was that a lot of the studies of these things in laboratories, I don't
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want to call them lame because I want to be respectful of the people that did this stuff
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before, but they'd study fear by showing subjects a picture of a bloody arm or a snake or something
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like that. And it just, unless you have a snake phobia, it just wasn't creating a real enough
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experience. So we need to do something where people aren't going to get injured, but where we
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can tap into the physiology and that thing of presence of people momentarily, not the whole
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time, but momentarily forgetting they're in a laboratory. And so heights will always do it.
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And I, if people want to challenge me on this, I like to point to that movie Free Solo,
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which was wild because, you know, it's incredible movie, but I think a lot of its popularity can
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be explained by a puzzle, which is you knew he was going to live when you walked in the theater
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or you watched it at home. You knew before that he survived. And yet it was still scary
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that people somehow were able to put themselves into that experience or into Alex's experience
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enough that they, they were concerned or worried or afraid at some level. So heights always does it.
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If we get people who have generalized anxiety, these are people who
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wake up and move through life at a generally higher state of autonomic arousal and anxiety,
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then we can tip them a little bit more easily with things that don't necessarily get everyone afraid,
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things like claustrophobia, public speaking, that's going to vary from person to person.
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And then if you're afraid of sharks, like my sister, for instance, afraid of sharks,
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she won't even come to my laboratory because there's, there's a thing about sharks in it.
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That's how terrified some people are of these specific stimuli, but heights get some every time.
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And I'm terrified of heights. It's, you know, when we have you step off a platform,
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virtual platform, and it's a flat floor in my lab, but we, you're up there.
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Well, you actually allow them the possibility in the virtual world to actually take the leap
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of faith. Yeah, maybe I should describe a little bit of the experiment. So without giving away too
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much in case someone wants to be a subject in one of these experiments, we have them playing
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a cognitive game. It's a simple lights out kind of game where you're pointing a cursor and turning
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out lights on a grid, but it gets increasingly complex and it speeds up on them. And, you know,
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there's a failure point for everybody where they just can't make the motor commands fast enough.
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And then we surprise people essentially by placing them virtually all of a sudden,
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they're just, they're on a narrow platform between two buildings. And then we encourage them or we
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cue them with a, with talking to them through a microphone to continue across that platform to
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continue the game. And, you know, some people, they just won't, they actually will hold, get down
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on the ground and hold on to a virtual beam that doesn't even exist on a flat floor. And so what
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this really tells us is the power of the brain to enter these virtual states as if they were real.
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And we really think that anchoring the visual and the vestibular, the balance
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components of the nervous system are what bring people into that presence so quickly. There's
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also the potential and we haven't done this yet to bring in 360 sound. So the reason we did 360
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video is that when we started all this back in 2016, a lot of the VR was pretty lame, frankly,
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it was CGI. It just wasn't real enough. But with 360 video, we knew that we could get people into
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this presence where they think they're in a real experience more quickly. And our friend,
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Michael Muller, who I was introduced to because of the project I reached out to some friends,
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Michael Muller is a very famous portrait photographer in Hollywood, but he dives with
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great white sharks and he leaves the cage. And so we worked with him to build a 360 video apparatus
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that we could swim underwater with, went out to Guadalupe Island, Mexico, and actually got the
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experience. It was a lot of fun. There were some interesting moments out there of danger,
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but it came back with that video and built that for the sharks. And then we realized,
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we need to do this for everything. We need to do it for heights. We need to do it for public
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speaking, for claustrophobia. And what's missing still is 360 sound, where 360 sound would be,
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for instance, if I were to turn around and there was a giant attack dog there,
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the moment I would turn around and see it, the dog would growl. But if I turn back toward you,
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then it would be silent. And that brings a very real element to one's own behavior,
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where you don't know what's going to happen if you turn a corner. Whereas if there's a dog growling
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behind me and I turn around and then I turn back to you and it's still growling, that might seem
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like more of an impending threat and sustained threat. But actually, it's when you start linking
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your own body movements to the experience. So when it's closed loop, where my movements and choices
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are starting to influence things and they're getting scarier and scarier, that's when you can
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really drive people's nervous system down these paths of high states of stress and fear. Now,
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we don't want to traumatize people, obviously, but we also study a number of tools that allow
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them to calm themselves in these environments. So the short answer is height.
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Height? Yeah. Well, from a psychology and from a neuroscience perspective,
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this whole construction that you've developed is fascinating. We did this a little bit with
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autonomous vehicles. So to try to understand the decision making process of a pedestrian when they
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cross the road and trying to create an experience of a car that can run you over. So there's the
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danger there. I was so surprised how real that whole world was. And the graphics that we built
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wasn't ultra realistic or anything, but I was still afraid of being hit by a car. Everybody we
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tested were really afraid of being hit by that car. Even though it was all a simulation. It was
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all a simulation. It was kind of a boxy, actually. I mean, it wasn't like ultra realistic simulation.
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It's fascinating. Looms and heights. So any kind of depth, we're just programmed to not necessarily
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recoil, but to be cautious about that edge and that depth. And then looms, things coming at us
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that are getting larger. There are looming sensing neurons even in the retina at a very,
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very early stage of visual processing. And incidentally, the way Mueller and folks learned
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how to not get eaten by great white sharks when you're swimming outside the cage is as they start
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lumbering in, you swim toward them. And they get very confused when you loom on them because
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clearly you're smaller. Clearly they could eat you if they wanted to. But there's something about
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forward movement toward any creature that that creature questions whether or not it would be a
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good idea to generate forward movement toward you. And so that's actually the survival tool of these
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cage exit white shark divers. Are you playing around with like one of the critical things for
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the autonomous vehicle research is you couldn't do 360 video because there's a game theoretic.
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There's an interactive element that's really necessary. So maybe people realize this. Maybe
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they don't. But 360 video, you obviously, well, it's actually not that obvious to people, but you
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can't change the reality that you're watching. That's right. But you find that that's like,
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is there something fundamental about fear and stress that the interactive element is essential for?
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Or do you find you can you can arouse people with just the video? Great question. It works best to
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use mixed reality. So we have a snake stimulus. I personally don't like snakes at all. I don't
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mind spiders. We also have a spider stimulus. But like snakes, I just don't like them. There's
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something about the the slithering and the it just creates a visceral response for me.
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Some people not so much. And they have lower levels of stress and fear in there. But one way
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that we can get them to feel more of that is to use mixed reality, where we have an actual physical
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bat, and they have to stomp out the snake as opposed to just walk to a little safe corner,
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which then makes the snake disappear. That tends to be not as stressful as if they have a physical
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weapon. And so you've got people in there, you know, banging on the floor against this thing.
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And there's something about engaging that makes it more of a more of a threat. Now,
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I should also mention we we always get the subjective report from the subject of what
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they experienced because I we never want to project our own ideas about what they were feeling.
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But that's the beauty of working with humans is you can ask them how they feel.
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Exactly. And humans aren't great at explaining how they feel. But it's a lot easier to understand
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what they're saying than a mouse or a macaque monkey is saying. So it's the best we can do
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is language plus these physiological and neurophysiological signals.
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Is there something you've learned about yourself about your deepest fears?
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Like you said snakes, is there something that like if I were to torture you,
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I'm so I'm Russian. So, you know, I always kind of think, how can I murder this people that this
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person entered the room? But also, how can I torture you to get some information out of you?
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What would I go with? It's interesting, you should say that I never considered myself claustrophobic.
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But because I don't mind small environments provided they're well ventilated. But before
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COVID, I started going to this Russian Banya, you know, and then we jumped here. And I had never
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been to a Banya. So, you know, the whole experience of really, really hot sauna. And what are they
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called the plots? They're hitting you with the leaves. And it gets really hot and humid in there.
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And there were a couple of times where I thought, okay, this thing is below ground.
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It's in a city where there are a lot of earthquakes. Like if this place crumbled and we were stuck in
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here, and I'd start getting a little panicky, and I realized I'm like, I don't like small confined
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spaces with poor ventilation. So I realized I think I have some claustrophobia. And I wasn't
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aware of that before. So I put myself into our own claustrophobia stimulus, which involves getting
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into an elevator. And with a bunch of people, virtual people, and the elevator gets stalled.
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And at first, you're fine, you feel fine. But then as we start modulating the environment,
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and we actually can control levels of oxygen in the environment if we want to,
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it is really uncomfortable for me. And I never would have thought, you know, I fly,
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I'm comfortable in planes, but it is really uncomfortable. And so I think I've unhatched
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a bit of a claustrophobia. Yeah. Yeah, for me as well, probably. That one, that one's pretty bad.
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The heights, I tried to overcome. So I went to skydiving to try to overcome the fear of heights,
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but that didn't help. Did you jump out? Yeah, jump out. But it was, it was a,
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it was fundamentally different experience. And I guess there could be a lot of different
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flavors of fear of heights, maybe. But the one I have didn't seem to be connected to jumping
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out of a plane. It's a very different, because like once you accept that you're going to jump,
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then it's, it's a different thing. I think what I'm afraid of is the moments before it
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is the scariest part. Absolutely. And I don't think that's emphasized in the skydiving experience
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as much. And also just the acceptance of the fact that it's going to happen. So once you accept it
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is going to happen, it's not as scary. It's the fact that it's not supposed to happen. And it might,
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that's the scary part. I guess I'm not being eloquent in this description, but there's something
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about skydiving that was actually philosophically liberating. I was, I was like, wow, it, it was
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the possibility that you can walk on a surface. And then at a certain point, there's no surface
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anymore to walk on. And it's all of a sudden the world becomes three dimensional. And there's this
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freedom of floating that the concept of like, of earth disappears for a brief few seconds. I don't
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know. That was, that was wild. That was wild, but I'm still terrified of heights. So I mean, one,
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one thing I want to ask just on fear, because it's so fascinating is, have you
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learned anything about what it takes to overcome fears? Yes. And that comes from two, from a,
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you know, research study standpoint, two parallel tracks of research. One was done actually in mice,
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because we have a mouse lab also where we can probe around in different brain areas and try
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and figure out what interesting brain areas we might want to probe around in humans. And
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a graduate student in my lab, she's now at Caltech, Lindsey Salay, published a paper back
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in 2018 showing that what at first might seem a little bit obvious, but the mechanisms are not,
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which is that there are really three responses to fear. You can pause, you can freeze essentially.
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You can retreat, you can back up, or you can go forward. And there's a single hub of neurons
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in the midbrain, in the, just actually not the midbrain, but it's in the middle of the thalamus,
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which is a forebrain structure. And depending on which neurons are active there, there's a much
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higher probability that a mouse or it turns out or a human will advance in the face of fear,
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or will pause or will retreat. Now, that just assigns a neural structure to a behavioral phenomenon.
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But what's interesting is that it turns out that the lowest level of stress or autonomic arousal
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is actually associated with the pausing and freezing response. Then as the threat becomes
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more impending, and we used visual looms in this case, the retreat response has a slightly higher
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level of autonomic arousal and stress. So think about playing hide and go, seeking or trying to
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stay quiet in a closet that you're hiding. If you're very calm, it's easy to stay quiet and
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still. As your level of stress goes up, it's harder to maintain that level of quiet and stillness.
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You see this also in animals that are stalking, a cat will chatter its teeth. That's actually
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sort of top down inhibition and trying to restrain behavior. So the freeze response
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is actually an active response, but it's fairly low stress. And what was interesting to us is that
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the highest level of autonomic arousal was associated with the forward movement toward
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the threat. So in your case, jumping out of the plane. However, the forward movement in the face
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of threat was linked to the activation of what we call collateral, which means just a side
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connection, literally a wire in the brain that connects to the dopamine circuits for reward.
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And so when one safely and adaptively, meaning you survive, moves through a threat or toward a
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threat, it's rewarded as a positive experience. And so the key, it actually maps very well the
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cognitive behavioral therapy and a lot of the existing treatments for trauma is that you have
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to confront the thing that makes you afraid. So otherwise, you exist in this very low level of
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reverbitory circuit activity where the circuits for autonomic arousal are humming and they're
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humming more and more and more. And we have to remember that stress and fear and threat were
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designed to agitate us so that we actually move. So the reason I mention this is I think a lot
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of times people think that the maximum stress response or fear response is to freeze and to
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lock up. But that's actually not the maximum stress response. The maximum stress response is to
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advance, but it's associated with reward. It has positive valence. So there's this kind of,
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everyone always thinks about the bell shape curve for at low levels of rousal performance is low.
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And as the increases performance goes higher, and then it drops off as you get really stressed.
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But there's another bump further out that's distribution where you perform very well under
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very high levels of stress. And so we've been spending a lot of time in humans and in animals
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exploring what it takes to get people comfortable to go to that place. And also to let them experience
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how there are heightened states of cognition there. There's changes in time perception that
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allow you to evaluate your environment at a faster frame rate, essentially. This is the
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matrix as a lot of people think of it. But we tend to think about fear as all the low level
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stuff where things aren't worked out. But there are many, there are a lot of different features
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to the fear response. And so we think about it quantitatively and we think about it from a circuit
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perspective in terms of outcomes. And we try and weigh that against the threat. So we never want
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people to put themselves in unnecessary risk. But that's where the VR is fun, because you can push
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people hard without risk of physically injuring them. And that's a, like you said, the little
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bump that that seems to be a very small fraction of the human experience, right? So it's kind of
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fascinating to study it. Because most of us move through life without ever experiencing that kind
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of focus. Well, everything's in a peak state there. I really think that's where optimal
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performance lies. There's so many interesting words here. But what's performance? And what's
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optimal performance? We're talking about mental ability to what, to perceive the environment
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quickly, to make actions quickly. What's optimal performance? Yeah, well, it's very subjective
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and it varies depending on task and environment. So one way we can make it a little bit more
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operational and concrete is to say, there is a sweet spot, if you will, where the level of
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internal autonomic arousal, aka stress or alertness, whatever you want to call it, is ideally matched
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to the speed of whatever challenge you have to be facing in the outside world. So we all have
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perception of the outside world as exteroception and the perception of our internal real estate
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interoception. And when those two think when interoception and exteroception are matched
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along a couple dimensions, performance tends to increase or tends to be in an optimal range.
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So for instance, if you're, I don't play guitar, but I know you play guitar. So let's say you're
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trying to learn something new on the guitar. I'm not saying that being in these super high
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states of activation are the best place for you to be in order to learn. It may be that your internal
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arousal needs to be at a level where your analysis of space and time has to be well matched to the
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information coming in and what you're trying to do in terms of performance, in terms of playing
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chords and notes and so forth. Now, in these cases of high threat where things are coming in quickly
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and animals and humans need to react very quickly, the higher your state of autonomic arousal, the
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better because you're slicing time more finely just because of the way the autonomic system works,
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the pupil dilation, for instance, and movement of the lens essentially changes your optics.
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That's obvious. But with the change in optics is a change in how you bend time and slice time,
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which allows you to get more frames per second readout. With the guitar learning, for instance,
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it might actually be that you want to be almost sleepy, almost in a kind of drowsy state to be
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able to, and I don't play music, so I'm guessing here, but sense some of the nuance in the chords
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or the ways that you're to be relaxed enough that your fingers can follow an external cue. So
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matching the movement of your fingers to something that's pure extra reception. And so there is no
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perfect autonomic state for performance. This is why I don't favor terms like flow because
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they're not well operationally defined enough. But I do believe that optimal or peak performance
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is going to arise when internal state is ideally matched to the space time features of the external
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demands. So there's some slicing of time that happens, and then you're able to adjust a slice
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time more finely or more or less finely in order to adjust to the stimulus, the dynamics of the
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stimulus. What about the the realm of ideas? So like, you know, I'm a big believer, this guy named
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Cal Newport who wrote a book about deep work. Yeah, I love that book. Yeah, he's great. I mean,
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one of the nice things, I've always practiced deep work, but it's always nice to have words
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put to the concepts that you've practiced. It somehow makes them more concrete and allows
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you to get better. It turns it into a skill that you can get better at. But, you know, I also value
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deep thinking, where you think it's almost meditative, you think about a particular concept
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for long periods of time, the programming you have to do that kind of thing for, you just have to
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hold this concept, like, like you hold it, and then you take steps with it, you take further
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steps, and you're holding relatively complicated things in your mind as you're thinking about them.
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And there's a lot of, I mean, the hardest part is there's a frustrating things like you take a step,
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but it turns out to be the wrong direction. So you have to calmly turn around and take a step back,
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and then it's you kind of like exploring through the space of ideas. Is there something about
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your study of optimal performance that could be applied to the act of thinking,
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as opposed to action? Well, we haven't done too much work there, but I think I can comment on it
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from a neuroscience perspective, which is really all I do is, well, we do experiments in the lab,
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but looking at things through the lens of neuroscience. So what you're describing can be
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mapped fairly well to working memory, just keeping things online and updating them as they change
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in information that's coming back into your brain. Jack Feldman, who I'm a huge fan of and
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fortunate to be friends with, is a professor at UCLA, works on respiration and breathing,
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but he has a physics background. And so he thinks about respiration and breathing in terms of
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ground states and how they modulate other states, very, very interesting and I think,
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important work. Jack has an answer to your question. So I'm not going to get this exactly
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right because this is lifted from a coffee conversation that we had about a month ago.
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So apologies in advance, but I think I can get it mostly right. So we were talking about this,
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about how the brain updates cognitive states depending on demands and thinking in particular.
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And he used an interesting example, I'd be curious to know if you agree or disagree.
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He said, most great mathematics is done by people in their late teens and 20s, even you
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could say early 20s, sometimes into the late 20s, but not much further on. Maybe I just
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insulted some mathematicians. No, that's true. And I think that it demands, his argument was
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there's a tremendous demand on working memory to work out theorems in math and to keep a number
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of plates spinning, so to speak, mentally and run back and forth between them, updating them.
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In physics, Jack said, and I think this makes sense to me too, that there's
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a reliance on working memory, but an increased reliance on some sort of deep memory and deep
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memory stores, probably stuff that's moved out of the hippocampus and forebraining into the cortex
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and is more some episodic and declarative stuff. But really, so you're pulling from your library,
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basically, it's not all RAM, it's not all working memory. And then in biology,
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and physicists tend to have very active careers into their 30s and 40s and 50s and so forth,
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sometimes later. And then in biology, you see careers that have a much longer arc,
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kind of these protracted careers often, people still in their 60s and 70s doing really terrific work.
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Not always doing it with their own hands because people in the labs are doing them, of course,
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but and that work does tend to rely on insights gained from having a very deep knowledge base
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where you can remember a paper or maybe a figure in a paper, you could go look it up if you wanted
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to, but it's very different than the working memory of the mathematician. And so when you're
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talking about coding or being in that tunnel of thought and trying to iterate and keeping a lot
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of plate spinning, it speaks directly to working memory. My lab hasn't done too much of that.
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Working memory. But we are pushing working memory when we have people do things like
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these simple lights out tasks while they're under, we can increase the cognitive load
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by increasing the level of autonomic arousal to the point where they start doing less well.
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And, you know, everyone has a cliff. This is what's kind of fun. We've had, you know,
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seal team operators come to the lab, we have people from other units in the military, very,
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you know, we've had a range of of intellects and backgrounds and all sorts of things and
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everyone has a cliff. And those cliffs sometimes show up as a function of the demands of speed
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of processing or how many things you need to keep online. I mean, we're all limited at some
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point in the number of things we can keep online. So what you're describing is very interesting
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because it I think it has to do with how narrow or broad the information set is because and I don't
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program I'm not an active programmer. So this is a regime I don't really fully know. So I don't
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want to comment about it in that in any way that, you know, doesn't suggest that. But I think that
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what you're talking about is top down control. So this is prefrontal cortex, keeping every bit
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of reflexive circuitry at bay, the one that makes you want to get up and use the restroom,
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the one that makes you want to check your phone, all of that, but also running these
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anterior thalamus to prefrontal cortex loops, which we know are very important for working
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memory. Yeah, let me try to think through this a little bit. So reducing the process of thinking
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to working memory access is tricky. He's probably ultimately correct. But if I were to say some
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of the most challenging things that an engineer has to do, and a scientific thinker, I would say
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it's kind of depressing to think that we do that best in our 20s. But is this kind of first
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principles thinking step of saying you you're accessing the things that you know, and then
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saying, Well, let me how do I do this differently than I've done it before this this weird like
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stepping back like, is this right? Let's try it this other way that that's the most
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mentally taxing step is like, you've gotten quite good at this particular pattern of how you solve
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this particular problem. So there's a there's a pattern recognition first, you're like, Okay,
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I know how to build a thing that solves this particular problem in programming, say,
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and then the question is, but can I do it much better? And I don't know if that's
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I don't know what the hell that is. I don't know if that's accessing working memory.
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That's that's almost access. Maybe it is accessing memory in a sense is trying to find
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similar patterns in a totally different place that could be projected onto this.
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But you're you're it's you're not querying facts, you're querying, like, functional things, like,
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yes, patterns, I mean, you're running out, you're testing algorithms. Yeah, right,
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you're testing algorithms. So I want to just because I know some of the people listening
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to this and you how have basis in, you know, scientific training and have scientific training.
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So I want to be clear, I think we can be correct about some things like the role of working memory
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in these kinds of processes without being exhaustive. We're not saying they're the only thing
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we're not, you know, we can be correct, but not assume that that's the only thing involved.
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Right. And I mean, neuroscience, let's face it is still in its infancy. I mean, we probably
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know 1% of what there is to know about the brain. You know, we've learned so much. And yet,
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there may be global states that underlie this that make prefrontal circuitry work differently
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than it would in a in a different regime, or even time of day. I mean, there's a lot of mysteries
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about this. But so I just want to make sure that we sort of are we're aiming for precision
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inaccuracy, but we're not going to be exhaustive. So there's a difference there. And I think,
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you know, sometimes in the vastness of the internet, that gets forgotten.
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So the other is that, you know, we think about, you know, we think about these operations at,
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you know, really focused keeping a lot of things online. But what you were describing is actually
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it, it speaks to the very real possibility probably that with certainty, there's another
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element to all this, which is when you're trying out lots of things, in particular,
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lots of different algorithms, you don't want to be in a in a state of very high autonomic
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arousal. That's not what you want, because the higher level of autonomic arousal and stress in
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the system, the more rigidly you're going to analyze space and time. Right. And what you're
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talking about is playing with space time dimensionality. And I want to be very clear. I mean,
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I'm the son of a physicist. I am not a physicist. When I talk about space and time, I'm literally
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talking about visual space and how long it takes for my finger to move from this point to this point.
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You are facing a tiger and trying to figure out how to avoid being eaten by the tiger.
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And that's primarily going to be determined by the visual system in humans. We don't walk
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through space, for instance, like a sent hound would and look at three dimensional sent plumes.
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You know, when a sent hound goes out in the environment, they have depth to their odor
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trip, the odor trails they're following. And they don't think about them. We don't think about odor
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trails. You might say, Oh, well, the smell is getting more intense. Aha. But they actually
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have three dimensional odor trails. So they see a cone of odor, see, of course, with their nose,
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with their olfactory cortex. We do that with our visual system. And we parse time often
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subconsciously, mainly with our visual system, also with our auditory system. And this shows up
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for the musicians out there, metronomes are a great way to play with this, you know, base
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drumming, when the frequency of base drumming changes, your perception of time changes quite
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a lot. So in any event, space and time are linked in that through the sensory apparatus,
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through the eyes and ears and nose, and probably through taste to and through touch
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for us, but mainly through vision. So when you drop into some coding or iterating through a
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creative process or trying to solve something hard, you can't really do that well if you're in a rigid
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high level of autonomic arousal, because you're plugging in algorithms that are
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in this space regime, this time regime matches at space time matched, whereas creativity,
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I always think the lava lamp is actually a pretty good example, even though it has these
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counterculture, new agey connotations, because you actually don't know which
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direction things are going to change. And so in drowsy states, sleeping and drowsy states,
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space and time become dislodged from one another somewhat, and they're very fluid. And I think
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that's why a lot of solutions come to people after sleep and naps. And this could even take us into
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a discussion, if you like, about psychedelics. And what we now know, for instance, that people
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thought that psychedelics work by just creating spontaneous bursting of neurons and hallucinations,
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but that the 5H2C and 2A receptors, which are the main sites for things like LSD and
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psilocybin and some of the other ones that create hallucinations, the drugs that create hallucinations,
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the most of those receptors are actually in the collection of neurons that encase the thalamus,
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which is where all the sensory information goes into, a structure called the thalamic
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reticular nucleus. And it's an inhibitory structure that makes sure that when we're
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sitting here talking, that I'm mainly focused on whatever I'm seeing visually, that I'm
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essentially eliminating a lot of sensory information under conditions where people take
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psychedelics and these particular serotonin receptors are activated, that inhibitory shell,
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it's literally shaped like a shell, starts losing its ability to inhibit the passage of
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sensory information. But mostly, the effects of psychedelics are because the lateral connectivity
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in layer five of cortex across cortical areas is increased. And what that does is that means
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that the spacetime relationship for vision, like moving my finger from here to here, a very rigid
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spacetime relationship, if I slow it down, it's slower, obviously, but there's a prediction
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that can be made based on the neurons in the retina and the cortex. On psychedelics, this
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could be very strange experience. But the auditory system has one that's slightly different
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spacetime and they're matched to one another in deeper circuits in the brain. The olfactory
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system has a different spacetime relationship to it. So under conditions of these
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increased activation of these serotonin receptors, spacetime across sensory area starts
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being fluid. So I'm no longer running the algorithm from moving my finger from here to here and
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making a prediction based on vision alone. I'm now, this is where people talk about hearing
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sites, right? You start linking, this might actually make a sound in a psychedelic state.
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Now, I'm not suggesting people run out and do psychedelics because it's very disorganized.
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But essentially what you're doing is you're mixing the algorithms. And so when you talk about being
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able to access new solutions, you don't need to rely on psychedelics. If people choose to do that,
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that's their business. But in drowsy states, this lateral connectivity is increased as well.
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The shell of the thalamus shuts down. And what's happening is you're getting whole
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brain activation at a level that you start mixing algorithms. And so sometimes I think
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solutions come not from being in that narrow tunnel of spacetime and strong activation of
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working memory and trying to iterate if this, then that's very strong, deductive and inductive
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thinking and working from first principles, but also from states where something that was
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an algorithm that you never had in existence before suddenly gets lumped with another algorithm.
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And all of a sudden, a new possibility comes to mind. And so space and time need to be fluid and
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space and time need to be rigid in order to come up with something meaningful. And I realize I'm
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riffing long on this. But this is why I think there was so much interest a few years ago with
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Michael Pollan's book and other things happening about psychedelics as a pathway to exploration
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and all this kind of thing. But the real question is what you export back from those experiences.
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Because dreams are amazing. But if you can't bring anything back from them, they're just amazing.
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I wonder how to experiment with a mind without any medical assistance first.
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I pushed my mind in all kinds of directions. I definitely want to, I did shrooms a couple of
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times. I definitely want to figure out how I can experiment with psychedelics. I'm talking to Rick
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Dobin, I think. Doblin. Doblin. Soon. I went back and forth. So he does all these studies on
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psychedelics. And he keeps ignoring the parts of my email that asks, like, how do I participate in
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these studies? There are some legality issues. I mean, conversation, I want to be very clear.
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I'm not saying that anyone should run out and do psychedelics. I think that drowsy states and
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sleep states are super interesting for accessing some of these more creative states of mind.
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Hypnosis is something that my colleague David Spiegel, Associate Chair of Psychiatry at Stanford,
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works on. Where also, again, it's a unique state because you have narrow context. So this is very
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kind of tunnel vision and yet deeply relaxed where new algorithms, if you will, can start to surface.
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Strong state for inducing neuroplasticity. And I think, so if I had a, I'm part of a group
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that it's called the liminal collective as a group of people that get together and talk about
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just wild ideas, but they try and implement. And it's a really interesting group, some people from
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military, from Logitech and some other backgrounds, academic backgrounds. And I was asked, what would
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be if you could create a tool, if you just had a tool like your magic wand wish for the day,
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what would it be? I thought it'd be really interesting if someone could develop psychedelics
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that have on off switches. So you could go into a psychedelic state very deeply for 10 minutes,
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but you could launch yourself out of that state and place yourself into a linear real world state
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very quickly so that you could extract whatever it was that happened in that experience and then go
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back in if you wanted. Because the problem with psychedelic states and dream states is that,
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first of all, a lot of the reason people do them is they're lying. They say they want plasticity
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and they want all this stuff. They want a peak experience inside of an amplified experience.
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So they're kind of seeking something unusual. I think we should just be honest about that
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because a lot of times they're not trying to make their brain better. They're just trying to
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experience something really amazing. But the problem is space and time are so unlocked
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in these states, just like they are in dreams, that you can really end up with a whole lot of
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nothing. You can have an amazing amplified experience housed in an amplified experience
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and come out of that thinking you had a meaningful experience when you didn't bring anything back.
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You didn't bring anything back. All you have is a fuzzy memory of having a transformational
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experience. But you don't actually have tools to bring back or actually concrete ideas to bring
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back. Yeah, it's interesting. I wonder if it's possible to do that with the mind to be able to
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hop back and forth. I think that's where the real power of adjusting states is going to be.
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It probably will be with devices. I mean, maybe it'll be done through pharmacology. It's just that
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it's hard to do on off switches in human pharmacology, that we have them for animals.
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I mean, we have Cree flip recombinases and we have channelopsins and haloridopsins and
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all these kinds of things. But to do that work in humans is tricky. But I think you could do it
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with virtual reality, augmented reality, and other devices that bring more of the somatic
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experience into it. You're, of course, a scientist who's studying humans as a collective. I tend to
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be just a one person scientist of just looking at myself. When these deep thinking, deep work
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sessions, I'm very cognizant in the morning that there's times when my mind is so
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eloquent at being able to jump around for ideas and hold them all together. I'm almost like,
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I step back from a third person perspective and enjoy that whatever that mind is doing. I do not
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waste those moments. I'm very conscious of this little creature that woke up that's only awake
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for, if we're being honest, maybe a couple hours a day. Early part of the day for you. Early part
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of the day. Not always. Early part of the day for me is a very fluid concept. You're one of those.
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Yeah, you're one of those. Being single, one of the problems. Single and no meetings. I don't
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schedule any meetings. I've been living on like a 28 hour day. So I like, it drifts. So it's all
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over the place. But after a traditionally defined full night's sleep, whatever the heck that means,
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I find that like in those moments, there's a clarity of mind that's just,
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everything is effortless. And it's the deepest dives intellectually that I make. And I'm cognizant
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of it. And I try to bring that to the other parts of the day that don't have it and treasure them
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even more in those moments, because they only last like five or 10 minutes. Because of course,
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in those moments, you want to do all kinds of stupid stuff that are completely is worthless,
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like Czech social media or something like that. But those are the most precious things in intellectual
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life is those mental moments of clarity. And I wonder, I'm learning how to control them.
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I think caffeine is somehow involved. I'm not sure exactly.
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Sure. Well, because if you learn how to titrate caffeine,
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everyone's slightly different with this, what they need. But if you learn to titrate caffeine with
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time of day and the kind of work that you're trying to do, you can bring that autonomic
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arousal state into the close to perfect place. And then you can tune it in with,
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you know, sometimes people want a little bit of background music, sometimes they want less,
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these kinds of things. The early part of the day is interesting because the one thing that's not
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often discussed is this transition out of sleep. So there's a book, I think it's called Winston
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Churchill's nap. And it's about naps and the transition between wake and sleep as a valuable
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period. I've a long time ago, someone who I respect a lot was mentoring me said,
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be very careful about bringing in someone else's sensory experience early in the day.
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So when I wake up, I'm very drowsy. I sleep well, but I don't emerge from that very quickly. I need
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a lot of caffeine to wake up and whatnot. But there's this concept of getting the download from
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sleep, which is, you know, in sleep, you were essentially expunging the things that you don't
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need, the stuff that was meaningless from the previous day. But you were also running variations
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on these algorithms of whatever it is you're trying to work out in life on short timescales,
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like the previous day and long timescales, like your whole life. And those lateral connections
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in layer five of the neocortex are very robustly active and cross sensory areas. And you're running
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an algorithm or a brain, it's a brain state that will be useless in waking. You wouldn't get anything
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done. You'd be the person talking to yourself in the hallway or something about something that
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no one else can see. But in those states, you do that the theory is that you arrive at certain
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solutions. And those solutions will reveal themselves in the early part of the day, unless
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you interfere with them by bringing in social media is a good example of you immediately enter
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somebody else's space time sensory relationship, someone is the conductor of your thoughts in
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that case. And so many people have written about this, what I'm saying isn't entirely new, but
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allowing the download to occur in the early part of the day. And asking the question,
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am I more in my head or am I in more of an interoceptive or exteroceptive mode? And
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depending on the kind of work you need to do, if it sounds like for you, it's very interoceptive
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and very got a lot of thinking going on and a lot of computing going on, allowing yourself to
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transition out of that sleep state and arrive with those solutions from sleep and plug into the work
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really deeply. And then and only then allowing things like music, news, social media doesn't
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mean you shouldn't talk to loved ones and see faces and things like that. But some people have
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taken this to the extreme. When I was a graduate student at Berkeley, there was a guy there
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was a professor is brilliant, odd, but brilliant, who was so fixated on this concept that he wouldn't
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look at faces in the early part of the day, because he just didn't want to anything else to
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impact him. Now he would didn't have the most rounded life, I suppose. But if you're talking
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about cognitive performance, this could actually be very beneficial. You said so many brilliant
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things. So one, if you read books that describe the habits of brilliant people like writers,
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they do control that sensory experience in the in the hours after wake, like many writers,
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you know, they have a particular habit of several hours early in the morning of actual
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writing, they do don't do anything else for the rest of the day. But they control, they're very
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sensitive to noises and so on. I think they make it very difficult to live with them. I try to,
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I'm definitely like that, like I could, I, I love to control the sensory, how much information
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is coming in. There's something about the peaceful, just everything being peaceful.
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At the same time, and we were talking to a mutual friend of Whitney Cummings, who
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has has a has a mansion, a castle on top of a cliff in the middle of nowhere, she actually
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purchased her own island. She wants silence. She wants to control how much sound is coming in.
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She's very sensitive to sound and environment. Yeah. Beautiful home and environment, but like
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clearly puts a lot of attention into, into details. Yeah. And very creative. Yeah. And that's,
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yeah, that allows for creativity to flourish. I'm also, I don't like, that feels like a slippery
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slope. So I enjoy introducing noises and signals and training my mind to be able to tune them out.
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Because I feel like you can't always control the environment so perfectly because,
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because your mind gets comfortable with that. I think it's a skill that you want to learn to be
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able to shut it off. Like I often go to like back before COVID to a coffee shop. It really
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annoys me when there's sounds and voices and so on. But I feel like I can train my mind to block
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them out. So it's a balance, I think. Yeah. And I think, you know, two things come to mind as
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you're saying this. First of all, yeah, I mean, we're talking about what's best for work is not
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always what's best for, you know, completeness of life. I mean, you know, autism is probably many
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things. Like when you hit autism, just like feet, they're probably 50 ways to get a fever,
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they're probably 50 ways to that the brain can create what looks like autism or what people
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call autism. There's an interesting set of studies that have come out of David Ginty's lab at Harvard
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Med looking at these are mouse mutants where these are models for autism where nothing is
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disrupted in the brain proper and in the central nervous system. But the sensory app, the sensory
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neurons, the ones that innervate the skin and the ears and everything are are hypersensitive.
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And this maps to a mutation in certain forms of human autism. So this means that the overload of
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sensory information and sensory experience that a lot of autistics feel, they're like that they
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can't tolerate things. And then they get the stereotype behaviors, the rocking and the kind
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of the shouting, it, you know, we always thought of that as a brain problem. In some cases, it might
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be. But in many cases, it's because they just can't, they seem to have a, it's like turning the
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volume up on every sense. And so they're overwhelmed. And none of us want to become like that. I think
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it's very hard for them and it's hard for their parents and so forth. So I like the coffee shop
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example because the way I think about trying to build up resilience, you know, physically or
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mentally or otherwise is one of, I guess we could call it limb, I like to call it limbic friction,
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that's not a real scientific term. And I acknowledge that I'm making it up now, because I think it
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captures the concept, which is that, you know, we always hear about resilience, it makes it sound
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like, oh, you know, under stress, where everything's coming at you, you're gonna stay calm. But there's
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another, you know, so limbic, the limbic system wants to pull you in some direction, typically
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in the direction of reflexive behavior. And the prefrontal cortex through top down mechanisms
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has to suppress that and say, no, we're not going to respond to the banging of the coffee cups behind
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me or I'm going to keep focusing. That's pure top down control. So limbic friction is high
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in that environment, you've put yourself into a high limbic friction environment mean that the
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prefrontal cortex has to work really hard. But there's another side to limbic friction too,
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which is when you're very sleepy, there's nothing incoming, it can be completely silent.
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And it's hard to engage and focus because you're drifting off and you're getting sleepy. So their
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limbic friction is high, but for the opposite reason autonomic arousal is too low. So they're
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turning on Netflix in the background or looping a song might boost your level of alertness that
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will allow top down control to be in the play exactly the sweet spot you want it. So this is
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why earlier I was saying it's all about how we feel inside relative to what's going on on the
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outside. We're constantly in this, I guess one way you could envision it spatially, especially if
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people are listening to this just an audio is I like to think about it kind of like a glass barbell
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where one sphere of perception and attention can be on what's going on with me and one sphere of
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attention can be on what's going on with you or something else in the room or in my environment.
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But this barbell isn't rigid, it's not really glass. Would plasma work here? I don't know
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anything about plasma. Sorry, I don't know. Okay. So imagine that this thing can contort the size
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of the globes at the end of this barbell can get bigger or smaller. So let's say I close my eyes
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and I bring all my experience into what's going on through interoception internally.
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Now it's as if I've got two orbs of perception just on my internal state, but I can also do the
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opposite and bring to both orbs of perception outside me. I'm not thinking about my heart rate
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or my breathing, I'm just thinking about something I see. And what you'll start to realize as you
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kind of use this spatial model is that two things, one is that it's very dynamic and that the more
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relaxed we are, the more these two orbs of attention, the two ends of the barbell can move
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around freely. The more alert we are, the more rigid they're going to be tethered in place.
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And that was designed so that if I have a threat in my environment, it's tethered to that threat.
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I'm not going to be, if something's coming to attack me, I'm not going to be like, oh,
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my breathing cadence is a little bit quick. That's not how it works. Why? Because both orbs
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are linked to that threat. And so my behavior is now actually being driven by something external,
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even though I think it's internal. And so I don't want to get too abstract here because I'm a
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neuroscientist, I'm not a theorist. But when you start thinking about models of how the brain
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work, I mean, brain works, excuse me, they're only really three things that neurons do. They're
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either sensory neurons, they're motor neurons, or they're modulating things. And the models of
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attention and perception that we have now, 2020, tell us that we've got interoception and extra
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reception. They're strongly modulated by levels of autonomic arousal. And that if we want to form
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the optimal relationship to some task or some pressure or something, whether or not it's sleep
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and impending threat or coding, we need to adjust our internal space time relationship with the
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external space time relationship. And I realize I'm repeating what I said earlier. But we can
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actually assign circuitry to this stuff. It mostly has to do with how much limbic friction there is,
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how much you're being pulled to some source. That source could be internal. If I have pain,
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physical pain in my body, I'm going to be much more interoceptive than I am exteroceptive.
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You could be talking to me and I'm just going to be thinking about that pain. It's very hard.
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And the other thing that we can link it to is top down control, meaning anything in our environment
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that has a lot of salience will tend to bring us into more extra reception than interoception.
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And again, I don't want to litter the conversation with just a bunch of terms. But
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what I think it can be useful for people is to do what essentially you've done, Lex, is to start
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developing an awareness. When I wake up, am I mostly in a mode of interoception or extra
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reception? When I work well, what does working well look like from the perspective of autonomic
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arousal? How alert or calm am I? What kind of balance between internal focus and external
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focus is there? And to sort of watch this process throughout the day.
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Can you just briefly use this term a lot and be nice to try to get a little more color to it,
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which is interoception and extra reception? What are we exactly talking about? What's included
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in each category and how much overlap is there? Interoception would be an awareness of anything
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that's within the confines or on the surface of my skin that I'm sensing.
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So literally physiological. Physiologically, like within the boundaries of my skin
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and probably touch to the skin as well. Extra reception would be perception of anything that's
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beyond the reach of my skin. So that bottle of water, a scent, a sound, although, and this
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can change dramatically, actually, if you have headphones in, you tend to hear things in your
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head as opposed to a speaker in the room. That's interesting, yeah.
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This is actually the basis of ventriloquism. So there are beautiful experiments done by Greg
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Reckon's own up at UC Davis looking at how auditory and visual cues are matched in an array
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of speakers. And this will become obvious as I say it, but obviously the ventriloquist doesn't
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throw their voice. What they do is they direct your vision to a particular location and you
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think the sound is coming from that location. And there are beautiful experiments that Greg
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and his colleagues have done where they suddenly introduce an auditory visual mismatch,
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and it freaks people out because you can actually make it seem from a perception standpoint as if
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the sound arrived from the corner of the room and hit you physically and people will recoil.
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And so sounds aren't getting thrown across the room. They're still coming from this
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defined location and array of speakers. But this is the way the brain creates these internal
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representations. And again, not to, I don't want to go down a rabbit hole, but I think
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as much as, I'm sure the listeners appreciate this, but everything in the brain is an abstraction.
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I mean, the sensory apparatus that are the eyes and ears and nose and skin and taste and all that
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are taking information and with interoception, taking information from sensors inside the body,
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the enteric nervous system for the gut. I've got sensory neurons that innervate my liver,
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etc., taking all that. And the brain is abstracting that in the same way that if I took a picture
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of your face and I handed it to you and I'd say, that's you, you'd say, yeah, that's me.
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But if I were an abstract artist, I'd be doing a little bit more of what the brain does,
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where if I took a pen and pad and paper, maybe I could do this because I'm a terrible artist,
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and I could just mix it up. And let's say I would make your eyes like water bottles,
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but I'd flip them upside down and I'd start assigning fruits and objects to the different
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features of your face. And I show it to you, I say, Lex, that's you. Say, well, that's not me.
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And I'd say, no, but that's my abstraction of you. But that's what the brain does.
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The space time relationship of the neurons that fire that encode your face has have no resemblance
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to your face. Right. And I think people don't really, I don't know if people have fully internalized
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that. But the day that I, and I'm not sure I fully internalized that, because it's weird to think
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about, but all neurons can do is fire in space and in time, different neurons in different
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sequences, perhaps with different intensities. It's not clear the action potential is all or none,
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although neuroscientists don't like to talk about that, even though it's been published in nature
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a couple of times. The action potential for a given neuron doesn't always have the exact same
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waveform. People, it's in all the textbooks, but you can modify that waveform.
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I mean, there's a lot of fascinating stuff with neuroscience about the fuzziness of all the,
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of the transfer of information from neuron to neuron. I mean, we certainly touch upon it
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every time we at all try to think about the difference between artificial neural networks and
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biological neural networks. But can we maybe linger a little bit on this, on the circuitry
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that you're getting at. So the brain is just a bunch of stuff firing and it forms abstractions
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that are fascinating and beautiful, like layers upon layers upon layers of abstraction.
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And I think it just like when you're programming, you know, on programming in Python,
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it's awe inspiring to think that underneath it all, it ends up being zeros and ones.
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And the computer doesn't know about no stupid Python or Windows or Linux. It only knows about
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the zeros and ones in the same way with the brain. Is there something interesting to you
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or fundamental to you about the circuitry of the brain that allows for the magic
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that's in our mind to emerge? How much do we understand? I mean, maybe even focusing on the
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vision system. Is there something specific about the structure of the vision system,
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the circuitry of it that allows for the complexity of the vision system to emerge?
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Or is it all just a complete chaotic mess that we don't understand?
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It's definitely not all a chaotic mess that we don't understand if we're talking about vision.
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And that's not just because I'm a vision scientist.
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Let's stick to vision.
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Let's stick to vision. Well, because in the beauty of the visual system,
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the reason David Hubel and Tornton Weasel on the Nobel Prize was because they were
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brilliant and forward thinking and adventurous and all that good stuff.
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But the reason that the visual system is such a great model for addressing these kinds of
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questions and other systems are hard is we can control the stimuli. We can adjust spatial frequency,
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how finer the gratings are, thick gratings, thin gratings, we can adjust temporal frequency,
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how fast things are moving. We can use coenisolating stimuli.
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We can use it. There's so many things that you can do in a controlled way,
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whereas if we're talking about cognitive encoding, encoding the space of concepts or
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something, I like you, if I may, am drawn to the big questions in neuroscience.
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But I confess, in part because of some good advice I got early in my career,
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and in part because I'm not perhaps smart enough to go after the really high level stuff,
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I also like to address things that are tractable. And we need to address what we can stand to make
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some ground on at a given time. You can construct brilliant controlled experiments
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to study, to really literally answer questions about it, yeah.
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Yeah, I mean, I'm happy to have a talk about consciousness, but it's a scary talk, and I
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think most people don't want to hear what I have to say, which is we can save that for later,
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perhaps, or another day. I mean, it's an interesting question of
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we talk about psychedelics, we can talk about consciousness, we can talk about cognition.
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Can experiments in neuroscience be constructed to shed any kind of light on these questions?
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So I mean, it's cool that vision, I mean, to me, vision is probably one of the most beautiful
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things about human beings. Also, from the AI side, computer vision has some of the most
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exciting applications of neural networks is in computer vision. But it feels like that's a
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neighbor of cognition and consciousness. It's just that we maybe haven't come up with experiments
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to study those yet. Yeah, the visual system is amazing. We're mostly visual animals to navigate
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it, survive humans mainly rely on vision, not smell or something else. But it's a filter for
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cognition, and it's a strong driver of cognition, maybe just because it came up and then we're
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moving to higher level concepts. The way the visual system works can be summarized in a few
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relatively succinct statements, unlike most of what I've said, which has not been succinct at all.
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Let's go there. The retina. Yeah, so the retina is this three layers of neuron structure at the
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back of your eyes, but I think it's a credit card. It is a piece of your brain. And sometimes people
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think I'm kind of wriggling out of reality by saying that it's absolutely a piece of the brain.
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It's a four brain structure that in the first trimester, there's a genetic program
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that made sure that that neural retina, which is part of your central nervous system,
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was squeezed out into what's called the embryonic eye cups, and that the bone formed with a little
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hole where the optic nerve is going to connect it to the rest of the brain. And that window
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into the world is the only window into the world for a mammal, which has a thick skull.
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Birds have a thin skull, so their pineal gland sits and lizards too, and snakes actually have
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a hole so that light can make it down into the pineal directly and in trained melatonin rhythms
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for time of day and time of year. Humans have to do all that through the eyes.
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So, three layers of neurons that are a piece of your brain, their central nervous system,
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and the optic nerve connects to the rest of the brain. The neurons in the eye,
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some just care about luminance, just how bright or dim it is, and they inform the brain about
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time of day, and then the central circadian clock informs every cell in your body about time of
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day and make sure that all sorts of good stuff happens if you're getting light in your eyes
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at the right times, and all sorts of bad things happen if you are getting light randomly throughout
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the 24 hour cycle. We could talk about all that, but this is a good incentive for keeping
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a relatively normal schedule, consistent schedule of light exposure. Consistent schedule,
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try and keep a consistent schedule. When you're young, it's easy to go off schedule and recover.
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As you get older, it gets harder, but you see everything from outcomes in cancer patients to
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diabetes improves when people are getting light at a particular time of day and getting darkness
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at a particular phase of the 24 hour cycle. We were designed to get light and dark at different
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times of the circadian cycle. All that information is coming in through specialized type of neuron
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in the retina called the melanopsin intrinsically photosensitive ganglion cell discovered by
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David Berson at Brown University. That's not spatial information. It's subconscious. You
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don't think, oh, it's daytime. Even if you're looking at the sun, it doesn't matter. It's a
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photon counter. It's literally counting photons. It's saying, oh, even though it's a cloudy day,
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lots of photons coming in at winter in Boston, it must be winter, and your system is a little
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depressed. It's spring, you feel alert. That's not a coincidence. That's these melanopsin cells
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signaling the circadian clock. There are a bunch of other neurons in the eye that signal to the
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brain, and they mainly signal the presence of things that are lighter than background or darker
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than background. A black object would be darker than background, a light object lighter than
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background. It's looking at pixels. Mainly, they look at circles, and those neurons have
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receptive fields, which not everyone will understand, but those neurons respond best to
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little circles of dark light or little circles of bright light. Little circles of red light versus
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little circles of green light or blue light. It sounds very basic. It's like red, green, blue,
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and circles brighter or dimmer than what's next to it. That's basically the only information that
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sent down the optic nerve. When we say information, we can be very precise. I don't mean little bits
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of red traveling down the optic nerve. I mean spikes, neural action potentials in space and time,
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which for you makes total sense, but I think for a lot of people, it's actually beautiful to think
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about all that information in the outside world is converted into a language that's very simple.
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It's just a few syllables, if you will. Those syllables are being shouted down the optic
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nerve converted into a totally different language like Morse code. Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep.
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Goes into the brain, and then the thalamus essentially responds in the same way that the
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retina does, except the thalamus is also weighting things. It's saying, you know what,
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that thing was moving faster than everything else, or it's brighter than everything else,
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so that signal I'm going to allow up to cortex. Or that signal is much redder than it is green,
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so I'm going to let that signal go through that signal as much. It's kind of more like the red
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next to it. Throw that out. The information just doesn't get up into your cortex. And then in cortex,
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of course, is where perceptions happen. And in V1, if you will, visual area one,
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but also some neighboring areas, you start getting representations of things like oriented lines. So
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there's a neuron that responds to this angle of my hand versus vertical. This is the defining work
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of Hubel and Wiesel's Nobel. And it's a very systematic map of orientation, line orientation,
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direction of movement, and so forth. And that's pretty much end color. And that's how the visual
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system is organized all the way up to the cortex. So it's hierarchical. You don't build, I want to
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be clear, it's hierarchical because you don't build up that line by suddenly having a neuron that
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responds to lines in some random way. It responds to lines by taking all the dots that are aligned
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in a vertical stack, and they all converge on one neuron. And then that neuron responds to vertical
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lines. So it's not random. There's no abstraction at that point, in fact. In fact, if I showed you
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a black line, I could be sure that if I were imaging V1, that I would see a representation
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of that black line as a vertical line somewhere in your cortex. So at that point, it's absolutely
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concrete. It's not abstract. But then things get really mysterious. Some of that information travels
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further up into the cortex and goes from one visual area to the next, to the next, to the next,
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so that by time you get into an area that Nancy Kenwisher at MIT has studied much of her career,
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the fusiform face area, you start finding single neurons that respond only to your father's face
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or to Joe Rogan's face, regardless of the orientation of his face. I'm sure if you saw Joe,
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because you know him well, from across the room and you just saw his profile, you'd be like,
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oh, that's Joe. Walk over and say hello. The orientation of his face isn't there. You wouldn't
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even see his eyes necessarily. But he's represented in some abstract way by a neuron that actually
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would be called the Joe Rogan neuron or collection neurons. You might have limits. I might not
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recognize him if he was upside down or something like that. It'd be fascinating to see what the
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limits of that Joe Rogan concept is. So Nancy's lab has done that because early on,
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she was challenged by people that said there aren't face neurons. There are neurons that
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they only respond to space and time, shapes and things like that, moving in particular
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directions and orientations. And it turns out Nancy was right. They used these stimuli
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called greeble stimuli, which any computer programmer would appreciate, which kind of morphs
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a face into something gradually that eventually just looks like this alien thing they call the
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greeble. And the neurons don't respond to greebles. In most cases, they only respond to faces and
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familiar faces. Anyway, I'm summarizing a lot of literature and forgive me, Nancy, and for those
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of the greeble people, if there are anything like, don't come after me with pitchforks. Actually,
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you know what? Come after me with pitchforks. I think you know what I'm trying to do here.
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So the point is that in the visual system, it's very concrete up until about visual area four,
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which has color pinwheels and seems to respond to pinwheels of colors. And so the stimuli become
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more and more elaborate. But at some point, you depart that concrete representation and you start
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getting abstract representations that can't be explained by simple point to point wiring.
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And to take a leap out of the visual system to the higher level concepts,
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what we talked about in the visual system, maps to the auditory system where you're encoding what
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that frequency of tone sweeps. So this is going to sound weird to do, but like a Doppler,
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like hearing something, car passing by, for instance. But at some point, you get into motifs
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of music that can't be mapped to just what they call a tonotopic map of frequency. You start
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abstracting. And if you start thinking about concepts of creativity and love and memory,
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like what is the map of memory space? Well, your memories are very different than mine,
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but presumably there's enough structure at the early stages of memory processing,
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or at the early stages of emotional processing, or at the earlier stages of creative processing
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that you have the building blocks, your zeros and ones, if you will,
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but you depart from that eventually. Now, the exception to this, and I want to be really clear
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because I was just mainly talking about neocortex, the six layered structure on the outside of the
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brain that explains a lot of human abilities, other animals have them too, is that subcortical
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structures are a lot more like machines. It's more plung and chug. And what I'm talking about
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is the machinery that controls heart rate and breathing and receptive fields, neurons that
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respond to things like temperature on the top of my left hand. And I came into neuroscience from
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the more of a perspective initially of psychology, but one of the reasons I forced upon myself to
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learn some electrophysiology, not a ton, but enough. And some molecular biology and about
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circuitry is that one of the most beautiful experiences you can have in life, I'm convinced,
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is to lower an electrode into the cortex and to show a person or an animal,
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you do this ethically, of course, stimulus, like an oriented line or a face. And you can
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convert the recordings coming off of that electrode into an audio signal, an audio monitor,
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and you can hear what they call hash. It's not the hash you smoke, it's the hash you hear,
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and it sounds like noise. And in the cortex, eventually you find a stimulus that gets the
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neuron to spike in fire action potentials that convert it into an auditory stimulus
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that are very concrete. Crack, crack, crack sounds like a bat cracking, like home runs
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or outfield balls. When you drop electrodes deeper into the thalamus or into the hypothalamus
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or into the brainstem areas that control breathing, it's like a machine. You never hear
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hash. You drop the electrode down. This could be like a grungy old Tuggestin electrode,
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not high fidelity electrode, as long as it's got a little bit of insulation on it. You plug
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it into an audio monitor, it's picking up electricity. And if it's a visual neuron and
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it's in the thalamus or the retina and you walk in front of that animal or person, that neuron goes
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crack, and then you walk away and it stops. And you put your hand in front of the eye again and
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it goes crack, and you could do that for two days. And that neuron will just, every time
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there's a stimulus, it fires. So whereas before, it's a question of how much information is getting
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up to cortex. And then these abstractions happening where you're creating these ideas,
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when you go subcortical, everything is... There's no abstractions. It's two plus two equals four.
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There's no abstractions. And this is why I know we have some common friends at Neural Link.
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And I love the demonstration they did recently. I'm a huge fan of what they're doing and where
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they're headed. And no, I don't get paid to say that. And I have no business relationship to them.
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I'm just a huge fan of the people in the mission. But my question was to some of them,
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when are you going to go subcortical? Because if you want to control an animal,
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you don't do it in the cortex. The cortex is like the abstract painting I made of your face.
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Removing one piece or changing something may or may not matter for the abstraction. But when
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you are in the subcortical areas of the brain, a stimulating electro can evoke an entire behavior
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or an entire state. And so the brain, if we're going to have a discussion about the brain and how
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the brain works, we need to really be clear which brain. Because everyone loves neocortex.
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It's like, oh, canonical circuits in cortex, we can get the cortical connectome. And sure,
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necessary, but not sufficient. Not to be able to plug in patterns of electrical stimulation
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and get behavior. Eventually we'll get there. But if you're talking subcortical circuits,
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that's where the action is. That's where you could potentially cure Parkinson's by stimulating
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the subthalamic nucleus. Because we know that it gates motor activation patterns in very predictable
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ways. So I think for those that are interested in neuroscience, it pays to pay attention to,
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like, is this a circuit that abstracts the sensory information? Or is it just one that builds up
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hierarchical models in a very predictable way? And there's a huge chasm in neuroscience right
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now because there's no conceptual leadership. No one knows which way to go. And this is why I think
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Neuralink has captured an amazing opportunity, which was, okay, well, while all you academic
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research labs are figuring all this stuff out, we're going to pick a very specific goal and make
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the goal the endpoint. And some academic laboratories do that. But I think that's a beautiful way to
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attack this whole thing about the brain because it's very concrete. Let's restore motion to the
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Parkinsonian patient. Academic labs want to do that too, of course. Let's restore
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speech to the stroke patient. But there's nothing abstract about that. That's about
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figuring out the solution to a particular problem. So anyway, those are my, and I admit I've mixed
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in a lot of opinion there. But having spent some time, like 25 years digging around in the brain
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and listening to neurons firing and looking at them anatomically, I think, given it's 2020,
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we need to ask the right, you know, the way to get better answers, ask better questions. And
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the really high level stuff is fun. It makes for good conversation. And it has brought enormous
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interest. But I think the questions about consciousness and dreaming and stuff, they're
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fascinating. But I don't know that we're there yet.
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So you're saying there might be a chasm in the two views
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of the power of the brain arising from the circuitry that forms abstractions or the power of
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the brain arising from the majority of the circuitry that's just doing very brute force
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dumb things that don't have any fancy kind of stuff going on. That's really interesting to think
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about. And which one to go after first? And here I'm poaching badly from someone I've never met,
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but whose work I follow, which is, and it was actually on your podcast, I think Elon Musk
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said, you know, basically the brain is a monkey brain with a supercomputer on top.
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And I thought that's actually probably the best description of the brain I've ever heard,
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because it captures a lot of important features like limbic friction, right? But we think of like,
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oh, you know, when we're making plans, we're using the prefrontal cortex and we're
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executive function and all this kind of stuff. But think about the drug addict,
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who's driven to go pursue heroin or cocaine, they make plans. So clearly they use their
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frontal cortex, it's just that it's been hijacked by the limbic system and all the monkey brain
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as you refer to. It's really not fair to monkeys though, Elon, because actually monkeys can make
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plans. They just don't make plans as sophisticated as us. I've spent a lot of time with monkeys,
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but I've also spent a lot of time with humans. Anyway, I'm you're putting you're saying like,
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which there's a lot of value to focusing on the monkey brain or whatever the heck you call it.
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I do because let's say I had an ability to place a chip anywhere I wanted in the brain today,
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and activate it or inhibit that area. I'm not sure I would put that chip in neocortex,
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except maybe to just kind of have some fun and see what happens. The reason is it's an
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abstraction machine. And especially if I wanted to make a mass production tool, a tool in mass
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production that I could give to a lot of people, because it's quite possible that your abstractions
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are different enough than mine, that I wouldn't know what patterns of firing to induce. But if I
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want, let's say I want to increase my level of focus and creativity, well, then I would love to
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be able to, for instance, control my level of limbic friction. I would love to be able to wake up
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and go, oh, you know, I have an eight o clock appointment, I wake up slowly. So between seven,
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eight, but I want to do a lot of linear thinking. So you know what, I'm going to just, I'm going to
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turn down the limbic friction and or ramp up prefrontal cortex is activation. So there's a
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lot of stuff that can happen in the thalamus with sensory gating. For instance, you could shut down
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that shell around the thalamus and allow more creative thinking by allowing more lateral
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connections. These would be some of the those would be the experiments I'd want to do. So
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they're in the subcortical, quote unquote, monkey brain. But you could then look at what
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sorts of abstract thoughts and behaviors would arise from that, rather than and here I'm not
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pointing my finger at neural link at all. But there's this obsession with neocortex. But I'm
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going to, well, I might lose a few friends, but I'll hopefully gain a few. And also,
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one of the reasons people spend so much time in neocortex is I have a fact and an opinion. One
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fact is that you can image there and you can record there. Right now, the two photon and one
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photon microscopy methods that allow you to image deep into the brain still don't allow you to image
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down really deep unless you're jamming prisms in there and endoscopes. And then the endoscopes
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are very narrow. So you're getting very, you know, it's like looking at the bottom of the ocean
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through a through a spotlight. And so you much easier look at the waves up on top, right? So
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let's face it, folks, a lot of the reasons why there's so many recordings in layer two, three of
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cortex with all this advanced microscopy is because it's very hard to image deeper. Now,
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the microscopes are getting better. And thanks to the amazing work mainly of engineers and
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chemists and physicists, let's face it, they're the ones who brought this revolution to neuroscience
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in the last 10 years or so, you can image deeper. But we don't really, that's why you see so many
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reports on layer two, three. The other thing, which is purely opinion, and I'm not going after
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anybody here, but is that as long as there's no clear right answer, it becomes a little easier
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to do creative work in a structure where no one really knows how it works. So it's fun to probe
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around because anything you see is novel. If you're going to work in the thalamus or the pulvinar or
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the hypothalamus or these structures they've been known about since the 60s and 70s and really
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since the centuries ago, you are dealing with exist, you have to combat existing models.
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Yeah. And we're as in cortex, no one knows how the thing works. Neocortex, six layer cortex.
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And so there's a lot more room for discovery. There's a lot more room for discovery. And I'm
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not calling anyone out. I love cortex. We've published some papers on cortex. It's super
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interesting. But I think with the tools that are available nowadays, and where people are trying
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to head of not just reading from the brain, monitoring activity, but writing to the brain,
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I think we really have to be careful and we need to be thoughtful about what are we trying to write?
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What script are we trying to write? Because there are many brain structures for which we
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already know what scripts they write. And I think there's tremendous value there. I don't think it's
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boring. The fact that they act like machines makes them predictable. Those are your zeros and ones.
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Let's start there. But what's sort of happening in this field of writing to the brain is there's
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this idea. And again, I want to be clear, I'm not pointing at neural link. I'm mainly pointing at
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the neocortical jockeys out there that you go in, you observe patterns, and then you think replaying
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those patterns is going to give rise to something interesting. I should call out one experiment
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or two experiments which were done by Sasumoto Nagawa, Nobel Prize winner from MIT, done important
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work in memory and immunology, of course, as well as Mark Mayford's lab at UC San Diego.
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They did an experiment where they monitored a bunch of neurons while an animal learned something.
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Then they captured those neurons through some molecular tricks so they could replay the neurons.
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So now there's like perfect case scenario. It's like, okay, you monitor the neurons in your brain,
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then I say, okay, neurons one through 100 were played in the particular sequence. So you know
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the space time, you know the keys on the piano that were played that gave rise to the song,
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which was the behavior. And then you go back and you reactivate those neurons, except you
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reactivate them all at once, like slamming on all the keys once on the piano. And you get the exact
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same behavior. So the space time code may be meaningless for some structures. Now that's
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freaky. That's a scary thing because what that means is that all the space time firing in cortex,
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the space part may matter more than the time part. So you know, rate codes and space time codes,
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we don't know. And you know, I'd rather have more, I'd rather deliver more answers in this
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discussion questions. But I think it's an important consideration. You're saying some of the magic
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is in the early stages of what the closer to the raw information. I believe so. I believe so. You
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know the stimulus, you know, the neuron then codes that stimulus, so you know the transformation.
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When I say this for those that will think about sensory transformations, it's like,
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I can show you a red circle. And then I look at how many times the neuron fires in response to
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that red circle. And then I could show the red circle a bunch of times, green circle,
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see if it changes. And then essentially the number of times that is the transformation,
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you've converted red circle into like three action potentials, you know,
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or whatever you want to call it, you know, for those that think in sound space. So
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that's what you've created, you know, the transformation and you march up the, it's
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called the nerve axis as you go from the periphery up into the cortex. And we know that,
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and I know Lisa Feldman Barrett, or is it Barrett Feldman? Barrett Feldman, excuse me,
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Lisa, that talked a lot about this, that, you know, birds can do sophisticated things and
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whatnot as well. But humans, there's a strong what we call sephalization. A lot of the processing
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is moved up into the cortex and out of these subcortical areas. But it happens nonetheless.
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And so as long as you know the transformations, you are in a perfect place to build machines
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or add machines to the brain that exactly mimic what the brain wants to do, which is take events
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in the environment and turn them into internal firing of neurons. So the mastery of the brain
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can happen at their early load. You know, another perspective of it is you saying this means that
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humans aren't that special. If we look at the evolutionary time scale, the leap to intelligence
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is not that special. So like the extra layers of abstraction isn't where most of the magic
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happens of intelligence, which gives me hope that maybe if that's true, that means the evolution
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of intelligence is not that rare of an event. I certainly hope not. I hope there are other
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forms of intelligence. I mean, I think what humans are really good at, and here I want to
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be clear that this is not a formal model, but what humans are really good at is taking that
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plasma barbell that we were talking about earlier and not just using it for analysis of space,
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like the your media environment, but also using historical information. Like I can read a book
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today about the history of medicine. I happen to be doing that lately for some stuff I'm researching.
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And I can take that information. And if I want, I can inject it into my plans for the future.
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Other animals don't seem to do that over the same time scales that we do. Now, it may be that the
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chipmunks are all hiding little notebooks everywhere in the form of little dirt castles or
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something that we don't understand. I mean, the waggle dance of the bee is in the most famous
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example. Bees come back to the hive, they orient relative to the honeycomb, and they waggle.
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There's a guy down in Australia named Serena Vissan who studied this in it. It's really
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interesting. No one really understands it except he understands it best. The bee waggles in a couple
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ways relative to the orientation of the honeycomb. And then all the other bees see that it's visual
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and they go out and they know the exact coordinate system to get to the source of whatever was the
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food and bring it back. And he's done it where they isolate the bees, he's changed the visual
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flight environment, all this stuff. They are communicating. And they're communicating something
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about something they saw recently, but it doesn't extend over very long periods of time.
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The same way that you and I can both read a book or you can recommend something to me and then we
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could converge on a set of ideas later. And in fairness, because she was the one that said it
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and I didn't and I hadn't even thought of it, when you talked to Lisa on your podcast, she
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brought up something beautiful, which is that I never really occurred to me and I was sort of
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embarrassed that it hadn't. But it's really beautiful and brilliant, which is that we don't
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just encode senses in the form of color and light and sound waves and taste, but ideas become a form
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of sensory mapping. And that's where the really, really cool and exciting stuff is, but we just
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don't understand what the receptive fields are for ideas. What's an idea of receptive field?
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And how they're communicated between humans because we seem to be able to encode those ideas
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in some kind of way. Yes, it's taking all the raw information and the internal physical states,
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the that sensory information put into this concept blob that we store and then we're
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able to communicate that. Your abstractions are different than mine. I actually think the
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comment section on social media is a beautiful example of where the abstractions
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are different for different people. So much of the misunderstanding of the world
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is because of these idea receptive fields. They're not the same. Whereas I can look at
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a photoreceptor neuron or olfactory neuron or a V1 neuron. And I am certain I would bet my life
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that yours look and respond exactly the same way that Lisa's do and mine do. But once you get
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beyond there, it gets tricky. And so when you say something or I say something and somebody gets upset
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about it or even happy about it, their concept of that might be quite a bit different. They don't
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really know what you mean. They only know what it means to them. Yeah, so from a neural link
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perspective, it makes sense to optimize the control and the augmentation of the of the more
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primitive circuitry. So like the stuff that is closer to the raw sensory information.
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Go deeper if they I think by the way deeper into the brain. And to be fair, so Matt McDougall,
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who's the neurosurgeon neural link and clinical nurse, a great guy, brilliant. They have amazing
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people. I have to give it to them. They have been very cryptic in recent years. Their website was
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just like a neural like nothing there. They really know how to do things with style and
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they've upset a lot of people, but that's good too. But Matt is there. I know Matt,
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he actually came out through my lab at Stanford, although he was a neurosurgery resident. We
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spent time in our lab. He actually came out on the shark dive and did great white shark diving
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with my lab to collect the VR that we use in our fear stuff. I've talked to Matt and I think he
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and other folks that are hungry for the deeper brain structures. The problem is that damn vasculature,
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all that blood supply. It's not trivial to get through and down into the brain without damaging
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the vasculature in the neocortex, which is on the outer crust. But once you start getting into
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the thalamus and closer to some of the main arterial sources, you really risk getting
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massive bleeds. It's an issue that can be worked out. It just is hard.
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Maybe it'd be nice to educate. I'm sure of my ignorance. The smart stuff is on the surface.
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I didn't quite realize because you keep saying deep. The early stages are deep
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in actual physically in the brain. Of course, you've got your deep brain structures that
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are involved in breathing and heart rate and kind of lizard brain stuff. And then on top of that,
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this is the model of the brain that no one really subscribes to anymore. But anatomically,
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it works. And then on top in mammals. And then on top of that, you have the limbic structures,
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which gate sensory information and decide whether or not you're going to listen to
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something more that you're going to look at it or you're going to split your attention to both.
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Kind of sensory allocation stuff. And then the neocortex is on the outside. And that is where
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you get a lot of this abstraction stuff. And now not all cortical areas are doing abstraction,
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some are like visual area one, auditory area one, they're just doing concrete representations.
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But as you get into the higher order stuff, that when you start hearing names like
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infro, parietal cortex, and when you start hearing multiple names in the same,
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then you're talking about higher order areas. But actually, there's an important experiment
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that drives a lot of what people want to do with brain machine interface. And that's the work of
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Bill Newsom, who is at Stanford and Tony Moveshin, who runs the Center for Neural Science at NYU.
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This is a wild experiment. And I think it might freak a few people out if they really think about
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it too deeply. But anyway, here he goes. There's an area called MT in the cortex. And if I showed
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you a bunch of dots all moving up, and this is what Tony and Bill and some of the other people
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in that lab did way back when, is they show a bunch of dots moving up. Somewhere in MT,
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there are some neurons that respond, they fire when the neurons move up. And then what they did
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is they started varying the coherence of that motion. So they made it so only 50% of the dots
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moved up and the rest move randomly. And that neuron fires a little less. And eventually,
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it's random and that neuron stops firing because it's just kind of dots moving everywhere.
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It's awesome. And there's a systematic map so that other neurons are responding and
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things moving down and other things are responding left and other things are moving right. Okay.
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So there's a map of direction space. Okay, well, that's great. You could lesion MT,
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animals lose the ability to do these kind of coherence discrimination or direction
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discrimination. But the amazing experiment, the one that just is kind of eerie, is that
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they lowered a stimulating electrode into MT, found a neuron that responds to when dots go up. But
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then they silenced that neuron. And sure enough, the animal doesn't recognize the neurons are going
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up. And then they move the dots down. They stimulate the neuron that responds to things
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moving up. And the animal responds, because it can't speak, it responds by doing a lever
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press, which says the dots are moving up. So in other words, the sensory, the dots are moving
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down in reality on the computer screen. They're stimulating the neuron that responds to dots
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moving up. And the perception of the animal is that dots are moving up, which tells you that
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your perception of external reality absolutely has to be a neuronal abstraction. It is not
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tacked to the movement of the dots in any absolute way. Your perception of the outside world depends
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entirely on the activation patterns of neurons in the brain. And you can hear that and say, well,
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duh, because if I stimulate the stretch reflex and you kick or something or whatever,
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the knee reflex, and you kick, of course, there's a neuron that triggers that,
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but it didn't have to be that way. Because A, the animal had prior experience. B,
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you're way up in this higher order cortical areas. What this means is that, and I generally try to
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avoid conversations about this kind of thing, but what this means is that we are constructing our
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reality with this space time firing the zeros and ones. And it doesn't have to have anything to do
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with the actual reality. And the animal or person can be absolutely convinced that that's what's
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happening. Are you familiar with the work of Donald Hoffman? So he's, so he makes an evolution
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argument. That's not important. That we, our brains are completely detached from reality,
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in the sense that he makes a radical case that we have no idea what physical reality is. And in fact,
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is drastically different than what we think it is. Oh my. So he goes, that's scary. So he doesn't
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say like there's just, because you're kind of implying there's a, there's a gap. There might,
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there might be a gap. We're constructing an illusion. And then maybe using communication to
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maybe create a consistency that's sufficient for human collaboration, whatever, or mammal could,
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you know, just maybe even just life forms are constructing a consistent reality that's maybe
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detached. I mean, that's really cool that neurons are constructing that, like that you can prove
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this is when you were science at his best vision science. But he says that like, our brain is actually
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just lost its shit on the path of evolution to where we're normal. We're just playing games
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with each other in constructing realities that allow our survival. But it's completely detached
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from physical reality. We're missing a lot. We're missing like most of it, if not all of it.
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Well, this was, it's fascinating because I just saw the Oliver Sacks documentary,
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there's a new documentary out about his life. And there's this one part where he's like,
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I've spent part of my life trying to imagine what it would like to be to be a bat or something to
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see the world through the life, the sensory apparatus of a bat. And he did this with these
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patients that were locked into these horrible syndromes that to pull out some of the beauty of
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their experience as well, not just communicate the suffering, although the suffering too.
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And as I was listening to him talk about this, I started to realize, it's like,
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well, what, you know, like they're these mantis shrimps that can see 60 shades of
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pink or something. And they see this stuff all the time and animals, they can see UV light.
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Every time I learn about an animal that can sense other things in the environment that I
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can't like heat sensing, why not? I don't crave that experience the same way Sacks talked about
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craving that experience. But it does throw another penny in the jar for what you're saying, which is
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that it could be that most, if not all of what I perceive and believe is just a neural fabrication.
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And that for better or for worse, we all agree on enough of the same neural
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fabrications in the same time and place that we're able to function.
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Not only that, but we agree with the things that are trying to eat us
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enough to where we don't, they don't eat us, meaning like that it's not just us humans,
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you know, I see, because it's interactive, it's interactive. So like, so like, now,
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I think it's a really nice thought experiment. I think because Donald really frames it in a
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scientific, like he makes a hard, like as hard as our discussion has been now, he makes a hard
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scientific case that we don't know shit about reality. I think that's a little bit hard core,
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but I think it's, I think it's our core. But I think it's a good thought experiment
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that kind of cleanses the palate of the confidence we might have about about because we are operating
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in the subtraction space. And, you know, and, you know, the sensory spaces might be something very
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different. And it's kind of interesting to think about if you start to go into a realm of neural
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link or start to talk about just everything that you've been talking about with dream states and
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psychedelics and stuff like that, which part of the which layer can we control and play around with
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to maybe look into a different slice of reality? You just got to do the experiment. The key is to
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just do the experiment in the most ethical way possible. You just, I mean, that's the beauty
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of experiments. This is why, you know, there's, there's wonderful theoretical neuroscience happening
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now to make predictions. But that's why experimental science is so wonderful. You can go into the
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laboratory and poke around in there and be a brain explorer and listen to and write to neurons.
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And when you do that, you get answers. You don't always get the answers you want, but that's,
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you know, that's the beauty of it. I think when you were saying this thing about reality and the
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Donald Hoffman model, I was thinking about children, you know, like when I have an older
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sister, she's very sane. But when she was a kid, she had an imaginary friend. And she played with
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this imaginary friend. And it had, there was this whole, there was a consistency. This friend was
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like, it was Larry lived in a purple house. Larry was a girl. It was like all this stuff that a
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child, a young child wouldn't have any issue with. And then one day she announced that Larry had
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died, right? And it wasn't traumatic or traumatic. And that was it. And she just stopped. And I
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always wonder what that neurodevelopmental event was that a kept her out of a psychiatric ward
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had she got, you know, kept that imaginary friend. But it's also there was something kind of sad to
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it. I think the way it was told to me because I'm the younger brother, I didn't, I wasn't around
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for that. But my dad told me that, you know, there was a kind of a sadness because it was this
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beautiful reality that had been constructed. And so we kind of wonder, I wonder as you're
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telling me this, whether or not, you know, as adults, we try and create as much reality for
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children as we can so that they can make predictions and feel safe because the ability to make
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predictions is a lot of what keeps our autonomic arousal in check. I mean, we go to sleep every
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night and we give up total control. And that should frighten us deeply. But, you know,
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unfortunately, autonomic arousal be yanks us down under and we don't negotiate too much.
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So you sleep sooner or later. I don't know. I was a little worried we get into discussions
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about the nature of reality because it's interesting. In the laboratory, I'm very much
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like, what's the experiment? What's the analysis going to look like? What mutant mouse are we going
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to use? What experience are we going to put someone through? But I think it's wonderful
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that in 2020, we can finally have discussions about this stuff and look kind of peek around
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the corner and say, well, no link. And people, others who are doing similar things,
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are going to figure it out. The answers will show up and we just have to be open to interpretation.
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Do you think there could be an experiment centered around consciousness? I mean, you're
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plugged into the neuroscience community. I think for the longest time, the quote unquote,
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C word was totally not, was almost anti scientific. But now more and more people are talking about
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consciousness. Elon is talking about consciousness. AI folks are talking about consciousness.
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It's still nobody knows anything, but it feels like a legitimate domain of inquiry that's hungry
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for a real experiment. So I have, fortunately, three short answers to this.
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The first one is a, I'm not, I'm not particularly succinct. I agree. The joke I always tell is
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there are two things you never want to say to a scientist. One is what do you do? And the second
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one is take as much time as you need. And you definitely don't want to say them in the same
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sentence. I have three short answers to it. So there's a, there's a cynical answer kind of,
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and it's not one I enjoy giving, which is that if you look into the 70s and a back at the 1970s
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and 1980s, and even into the early 2000s, there were some very dynamic, very impressive speakers
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who are very smart in the field of neuroscience and related fields who thought hard about the
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consciousness problem and fell in love with the problem, but overlooked the fact that the
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technology wasn't there. So I admire them for falling in love with the problem, but they gleaned
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tremendous taxpayer resources, essentially for nothing. And these people know who they are,
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some of them are alive, some of them aren't. I'm not referring to Francis Crick, who was brilliant,
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by the way, and thought the classroom was involved in consciousness, which I think is a
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great idea. It's this obscure structure that no one's really studied. People are now starting
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to study it. So I think Francis was brilliant and wonderful. But there it, you know, there were
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books written about it. It makes for great television stuff and thought around the table
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or after a couple glasses of wine or whatever. It's an important problem nonetheless. And so I
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think I do think the consciousness, the issue is it's not operationally defined, right? That
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psychologists are much smarter than a lot of hard scientists in that for the following reason,
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and they put operational definitions. They know that psychology, if we're talking about motivation,
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for instance, they know they need to put operational definitions on that so that
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two laboratories can know they're studying the same thing. The problem with consciousness is
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no one can agree on what that is. And this was a problem for attention when I was coming up. So
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in the early 2000s, people would argue, what is attention? Is it spatial attention, auditory
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attention? And finally, people are like, you know what, we agree. Have they agreed on that one?
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I remember hearing people scream a lot of attention. Right. They couldn't even agree on
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attention. So I was coming up as a young graduate student, I'm thinking like,
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I'm definitely not going to work on attention. And I'm definitely not going to work on consciousness.
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And I wanted something that I could solve or figure out. I want to be able to see the circuit
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or the neurons. I want to be able to hear it on the audio. I want to record from it. And then I
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want to do gain a function and loss a function, take it away, see something change, put it back,
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see something change a systematic way. And that takes you down into the depths of some stuff
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that's pretty plug and chug. But I'll borrow from something in the military because I'm
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fortunate to do some work with units from special operations and they have beautiful language
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around things because their world is not abstract. And they talk about three meter targets,
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10 meter targets and 100 meter targets. And it's not an issue of picking the 100 meter target
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because it's more beautiful or because it's more interesting. If you don't take down the
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three meter targets and the 10 meter targets first, you're dead. So I think scientists could pay to
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adopt a more kind of military thinking in that sense. The other thing that is really
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important is that just because somebody conceived of something and can talk about it beautifully
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and can glean a lot of resources for it, doesn't mean that it's led anywhere. So this isn't just
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true of the consciousness issue. And I don't want to sound cynical, but I could pull up some names
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of molecules that occupied hundreds of articles in the very premier journals that then were later
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discovered to be totally moot for that process. And biotech companies folded everyone and the
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lab pivots and starts doing something different with that molecule. And nobody talks about it
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because as long as you're in the game, we have this thing called anonymous peer review. You
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can't afford to piss off anybody too much unless you have some other funding stream. And I have
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avoided battles most of my career, but I pay attention to all of it. And I've watched this
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and I don't think it's ego driven. I think it's that people fall in love with an idea. I don't
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think there's any, there's not enough money in science for people to sit back there rubbing
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their hands together. The beauty of what Neuralink and Elon and team, because obviously he's
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very impressive, but the team as a whole is really what gives me great confidence in their mission,
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is that he's already got enough money, so it can't be about that. He doesn't seem to need it at a
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level of, I don't know him, but he doesn't seem to need it at a kind of an ego level or something.
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I think it's driven by genuine curiosity. And the team that he's assembled include people that
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are very kind of abstract neuro neocortex, space time coding people. They're people like Matt,
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who is a neurosurgeon. You can't BS neurosurgery. Failures in neurosurgery are not tolerated,
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so you have to be very good to exceptional to even get through the gate. And he's exceptional.
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And then they've got people like Dan Adams, who was at UCSF for a long time, is a good
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friend and a known name for years, who is very concrete, studied the vasculature in the eye
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and how it maps to the vasculature in cortex. When you get a team like that together,
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you're going to have dissenters. You're going to have people that are high level thinkers,
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people that are coders. When you get a team like that, it no longer looks like an academic
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laboratory or even a field in science. And so I think they're going to solve some really hard
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problems. And again, I'm not here, I have nothing at stake with them. But I think that's the solution.
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You need a bunch of people who don't need first author papers, who don't need to complete their
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PhD, who aren't relying on outside funding, who have a clear mission, and you have a bunch of
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people who are basically will adapt to solve the problem. I like the analogy of the three
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meter target and the hundred meter target. So the folks at Neuralink are basically many of them
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are some of the best people in the world at the three meter target. Like you mentioned Matt,
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Neurosurgery, like they're solving real problems. There's no BS, philosophical
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smoke. So we need to look back and look at the stars. But
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so both on Elon and because I think like this, I think it's really important to think about
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the hundred meter and the hundred meter is not even not even a hundred meter, but like
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like the stuff behind the hill that's that's that's too far too far away, which is which is
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where I put consciousness. I'm maybe I tend to believe that consciousness can be engineered.
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I mean, part of the reason part of the the the business I want to build leverages that idea
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that consciousness is a lot simpler that we've then we've been talking about.
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Well, if someone can simplify the problem, right, that will be wonderful. I mean, the reason we can
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talk about something as abstract as face representations and fusiform face area is
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because Nancy Kenwisher had the brilliance to tie it to the kind of lower level statistics
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of visual scenes. It wasn't because she was like, oh, I bet it's there. That wouldn't have been
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interesting. So people like her understand how to bridge that gap. And they put a tractable definition.
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So I just that's what I'm begging for in science is a tractable definition.
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This is what but I want people to sit in it. I want people who are really uncomfortable with
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woo woo, like consciousness, like high level stuff to sit in that topic and sit uncomfortably,
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because it forces them to then try to ground and simplify it into something that's concrete.
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Because too many people are just uncomfortable to sit in the consciousness room,
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because there's no definitions. It's like attention or intelligence in the artificial
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intelligence community. But the reality is, it's easy to avoid that room all together,
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which is what I mean, there's analogies to everything you've said with the artificial
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intelligence community with Minsky and even Alan Turing that talked about intelligence a lot.
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And then they drew a lot of funding and then it crashed because they really didn't do anything
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with it. And it was a lot of force of personality and so on. But that doesn't mean the topic of
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the Turing test and intelligence isn't something we should sit on and think. Turing actually
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attempted this with the Turing test. He tried to make concrete this very question of intelligence.
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It doesn't mean that we shouldn't linger on it. And we shouldn't forget that ultimately that is
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what our efforts are all about in the artificial intelligence community. And in the people,
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whether it's neuroscience or whatever bigger umbrella you want to use for understanding the
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mind, the goal is not just about understanding layer two or three of the vision. It's to understand
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consciousness and intelligence and maybe create it or just all the possible biggest questions
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of our universe. That's ultimately the dream. Absolutely. And I think what I really appreciate
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about what you're saying is that everybody, whether or not they're working on a kind of
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low level synapse that's like a reflex in the musculature or something very high level abstract
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can benefit from looking at those who prefer three, everyone's going after three meter,
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10 meter and 100 meter targets in some sense. But to be able to tolerate the discomfort of
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being in a conversation where there are real answers where the zeros and ones are known zeros
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and ones are those the equivalent of them in the nervous system. And also, as you said,
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for the people that are very much like, oh, I can only trust what I can see and touch,
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those people need to put themselves into the discomfort of the high level conversation because
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what's missing is conversation and conceptualization of things at multiple levels. I think one of the
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this is I don't gripe about my life's been fortunate, we've been funded from the start and
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we've been happy in that regard and lucky and we're grateful for that. But I think one of the
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challenges of research being so expensive is that there isn't a lot of time, especially nowadays,
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for people to just convene around a topic because there's so much emphasis on productivity. And
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so there are actually, believe it or not, there aren't that many concepts, formal concepts in
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neuroscience right now. The last 10 years has been this huge influx of tools. And so people
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in neural circuits and probing around and connectomes, it's been wonderful. But 10,
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20 years ago, when the consciousness stuff was more prominent, the C word, as you said,
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what was good about that time is that people would go to meetings and actually discuss ideas and
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models. Now, it's sort of like demonstration day at the School of Science Fair where everyone's
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got their thing and some stuff is cooler than others. But I think we're going to see a shift.
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I'm grateful that we have so many computer scientists and theoreticians and or theorists,
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I think they call themselves. Somebody tell me what the difference is someday. And psychology and
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even dare I say philosophy, these things are starting to converge. Neuroscience,
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the name neuroscience, there wasn't even such a thing. When I started graduate school or as a
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postdoc, it was neurophysiology or you're a neuroanatomist or what now, it's sort of everybody's
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invited. And that's beautiful. That means that something useful is going to come up all this.
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And there's also tremendous work, of course, happening for the treatment of disease. And
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we shouldn't overlook that. That's where eliminating, reducing suffering is also a huge
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initiative of neuroscience. So there's a lot of beauty in the field. But the consciousness thing
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continues to be a, it's like an exotic bird. It's like, no one really quite knows how to handle it
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and it dies very easily. Well, yeah, I think also from the AI perspective, I so I view the brain
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as less sacred. I think from a neuroscience perspective, you're a little bit more sensitive
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to BS, like BS narratives about the brain or whatever. I'm a little bit more comfortable
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with just poetic BS about the brain as long as it helps engineer intelligence systems.
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Well, I mean,
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and I have to, you know, I confess ignorance when it comes to, you know, most things about coding
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and I have some quantitative ability, but I don't have strong quantitative leanings. And so
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I know my limitations too. And so I think the next generation coming up, you know, a lot of the
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students at Stanford are really interested in quantitative models and theory and AI. And
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I remember when I was coming up, a lot of the people who were doing work ahead of me, I kind of
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rolled my eyes at some of the stuff they were doing, including some of their personalities,
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although I have many great senior colleagues everywhere, the world. So it's the way of the
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world. So nobody knows what it's like to be, you know, a young graduate student in 2020 except
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the young graduate students. So I know what I do. I know there are a lot of things I don't know.
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And in addition to why I do a lot of public education, increased scientific literacy and
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neuroscientific thinking, etc. A big goal of mine is to try and at least pave the way so that
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these really brilliant and forward thinking younger scientists can make the biggest possible
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dent and make what will eventually be all us old guys and gals look stupid. I mean, that's
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what we were all trying to do. That's what we were trying to do. So yeah. So from the highest
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possible topic of consciousness to the, to the lowest level topic of David Goggins, let's go.
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I don't know if it's low level. He's high performance. High performance. But like low,
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like there's no, I don't think David has, has, has any time for philosophy. Let's just put it
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this way. Well, it's, I mean, I think we can tack it to what we were just saying in a, in a
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meaningful way, which is whatever goes on in that abstraction part of the brain, he's figured,
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you know, he's figured out how to dig down in whatever the limbic friction. He's figured out
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how to grab ahold of that, scruff it and send it in the direction that he's decided it needs to go.
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And what's wild is that he's what we're talking about is him doing that to himself. Right? He's,
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it's like he's scruffing himself and directing himself in a particular direction
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and sending himself down that trajectory. And he, what's beautiful is that he acknowledges
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that that process is not pretty. It doesn't feel good. It's kind of horrible at every level.
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But he's created this rewarding element to it. And I think that's what's so, it's so admirable.
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And it's what so many people crave, which is regulation of the self at that level.
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And he practices, I mean, there's a ritual to it. There's every single day, like no exceptions.
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There's a practice aspect to the suffering that he goes through.
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It's principle suffering. Principle suffering. I mean, I just, I mean,
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I admire all aspects of it, including him and his girlfriend slash wife. I'm not sure.
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Should probably know this. I don't know. I'm not asking him.
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No, no, we've only communicated, I've only communicated with her by text about some stuff
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I was asking David. But yeah, they clearly have formed a powerful team.
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Yeah. And it's a beautiful thing to see people working in that kind of synergy.
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It's inspiring to me, same as with Elon, that a guy like David Goggins can find love.
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That you find a thing that works, which gives me hope that like whatever,
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whatever flavor of crazy I am, you can always find another thing that works with that.
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But I've had the, so maybe let's trade Goggins stories, you're from a neuroscience
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perspective, me from a self inflicted pain perspective. I somehow found myself
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in communication with David about some challenges that I was undergoing.
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One of which is we were communicating every single day, email phone about the particular
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30 day challenge that I did and that stretched for longer of pushups and pullups.
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You made a call out on social media. Yeah, social media.
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Actually, I think that was the point. I knew of you before, but that's where I started tracking
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some of what you were doing with these physical challenges. And I,
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the hell is wrong with that guy? Well, no, I think I actually, I don't often comment on people's
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stuff, but I think I commented something like neuroplasticity loves a non negotiable rule.
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But no, I said a non negotiable contract because at the point where yeah, neuroplasticity really
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loves a non negotiable contract because, you know, and I've said this before, so forgive me,
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but you know, the brain is doing analysis of duration path and outcome. And that's a lot
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of work for the brain. And the more that it can pass off duration path and outcome to just
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reflex, the more energy and it can allocate to other things. So if you decide there's no
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negotiation about how many pushups, how far I'm going to run, how many days, how many pullups,
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et cetera, you actually have more energy for pushups running in pullups.
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And when you say neuroplasticity, you mean like the brain wants the decision is made,
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it'll start rewiring stuff to, to make sure that this we can actually make this happen.
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That's right. I mean, so much of what we do is reflexive at the level of just core circuitry,
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breathing, heart rate, all that boring stuff, digestion. But then there's a lot of reflexive
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stuff like how you drink out of a mug of coffee, that's reflexive too, but that you had to learn
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at some point in your life earlier when you were very little, analyzing duration path and outcome.
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And that involves a lot of top down processing with the prefrontal cortex. But through plasticity
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mechanisms, you now do it. So when you take on a challenge, provided that you understand the core
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mechanics of how to, you know, run pushups and pullups and whatever else you decided to do.
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Once you set the number and the duration and all that, then you all you have to do is just go.
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But people get caught in that tide pool of just, well, do I really have to do it? How do I not do
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that? What if I get injured? What if I, you know, can I sneak at this? So that, you know, and that's
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work. And to some extent, I look, I not David Goggins, obviously, nor nor do I claim to understand
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his process. Partially, you know, but maybe a little bit, which is that it's clear that by
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making the decision, there's more resources to devote to the effort of the actual execution.
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Well, that's a really, like what you're saying was not a lesson that was obvious to me. And it's
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still not obvious. It's something I really work at, which is there is always an option to quit.
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And I mean, that's something I really struggle with. I mean, I've quit some things in my life.
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It's like stupid stuff. And one lesson I've learned is if you quit once, it opens the door
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that like, it's really valuable to trick your brain into thinking
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that you're going to have to die before you quit. Like, it's actually really convenient. So actually,
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what you're saying is very profound, but you shouldn't intellectualize it. Like,
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it took me time to develop, like out psychologically in ways that I think it would be
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another conversation, because I'm not sure how to put it into words, but it's really tough
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on me to do certain parts of that challenge.
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Well, it's a huge output.
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I thought it would be the number would be hard, but it's not. It's the entirety of it,
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especially in the early days, was just spending, I'm kind of embarrassed to say how many hours
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this took. So I didn't say publicly how many hours because people I knew people would be like,
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don't you aren't you supposed to do other stuff? Well, it's how are you doing?
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Again, I don't want to speculate too much about but occasionally, David has said this publicly
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where people will be like, don't you sleep or something? And his process used to just be that
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he would just block, delete, you know, like gone. But it's actually, it's a super interesting
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topic. And because self control and directing our actions and the role of emotion and quitting,
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these are vital to the human experience. And they're vital to performing well at anything.
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And obviously at a super high level, being able to understand this about the self is crucial.
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So I have a friend who was also in the teams. His name is Pat Dossett. He did nine years in the
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SEAL teams. And in a similar way, there's a lore about him among team guys, because of a kind of
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funny challenge he gave himself, which was so he and I swim together, although he swims further
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up front than I do. And he's very patient. But, you know, he was on a he was assigned when he
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was in the teams to a position that gave him a little more time behind a desk than he wanted.
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And there's not as much time out in deployments, although he did deployments. So he didn't know
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what to do at that time. But he thought about it and he asked himself, what does he hate the most?
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And it turns out the thing that he hated doing the most was bear crawls, you know,
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walking in your hands and knees. So he decided to bear crawl for a mile for time. So he was
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bear crawling a mile a day, right? And I thought that was an interesting example that he gave,
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because, you know, like, why pick the thing you hate the most? And I think it maps right back
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to limbic friction. It's the thing that creates the most limbic friction. And so if you can overcome
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that, then there's carryover. And I think the notion of carryover has been talked about psychologically
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and kind of in the self help space, like, oh, if you run a marathon, it's going to help you in
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other areas of life. But will it really? Will it? Well, I think it depends on whether or not
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there's a lot of limbic friction. Because if there is, what you're exercising is not a circuit
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for bear crawls, or a circuit for pull ups, what you're doing is you're exercising a circuit for
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top down control. And that circuit was not designed to be for bear crawls, or pull ups, or coding,
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or waking up in the middle of the night to do something hard. That circuit was designed to
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override limbic friction. And so neural circuits were designed to generalize, right? The stress
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response to an incoming threat that's a physical threat was designed to feel the same way and be
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the same response internally as the threat to an impending exam, or divorce, or marriage, or whatever
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it is that's stressing somebody out. And so neural circuits are not designed to be for one particular
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action or purpose. So if you can, as you did, if you can train up top down control under conditions
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of the highest limbic friction, that when the desired acquit is at its utmost, either because
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of fatigue or hyperarousal, being too stressed or too tired, you're learning how to engage a
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circuit. And that circuit is forever with you. And if you don't engage it, it sits there, but
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it's atrophied. It's like a plant that doesn't get any water. And a lot of this has been discussed
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in self help and growth mindset and all these kinds of ideas that circle the internet and social
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media. But when you start to think about how they map to neural circuits, I think there's some
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utility because what it means is that the limbic friction that you'll experience in, I don't know,
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maybe some future relationship to something or someone, it's a category of neural processing
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that should immediately click into place. It's just like the limbic friction you experienced
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trying to engage in the God knows how many push ups, pull ups, and running runs you were doing.
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25,000, 20,000. So folks, if Lex does this again, more comments, more likes.
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This is the problem with you getting more followers as you're going to get more.
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Actually, I should say that's the benefit. I don't know. Maybe it's not politically
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correct for me to ask, but there is this stereotype about Russians being like being really
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durable. And I started going to that Russian Banya way back before COVID and they could tolerate a
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lot of heat and they would sit very stoic and no one was going, oh, it's hot in here. They were
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just kind of like ease into it. So maybe there's something there who knows.
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There might be something there, but it could be also just personal. I just have some,
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I found myself, everyone's different, but I've found myself to be able to do
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something unpleasant for very long periods of time. Like, I'm able to shut off the mind.
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And I don't think that's been fully tested.
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Monkey mind or the supercomputer?
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Well, it's interesting. I mean, which mind tells you to quit exactly?
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Limbic friction tells you.
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Limbic friction is the source of that, but who are you talking with exactly?
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So there's a, we can put something very concrete to that. So there's a paper published in Cell,
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super top tier journal, two years ago, looking at effort. And this was in a visual environment
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of trying to swim forward toward a target and a reward. And it was a really cool experiment
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because they manipulated virtually the visual environment. So the same amount of effort was
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being expended every time, but sometimes the perception was you're making forward progress
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and sometimes the perception was you're making no progress because stuff wasn't drifting by,
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meant no progress. So you can be swimming and swimming and not making progress.
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And it turns out that with each bout of effort, there's a epinephrine and norepinephrine is being
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released in the brainstem. And glia, what traditionally were thought of as support cells
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for the neurons, but they do a lot of things actively too, are measuring the amount of
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epinephrine and norepinephrine in that circuit. And when it exceeds a certain threshold,
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the glia send inhibitory signals that shut down, top down control, they literally,
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it's the quit, you stop, there's no more, it's you quit enduring. It can be rescued,
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endurance can be rescued with dopamine. So that's where the subjective part really comes into play.
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So you quit because you've learned how to turn that off or you've learned how to,
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some people will reward the pain process so much that friction becomes the reward.
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And when you talk about people like Goggins and other people I know from special operations and
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people have gone through cancer treatments three times, you hear about, just when you hear about
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people, the Victor Frankel stories, I mean, you hear about Nelson Mandela, you hear about these
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stories, I'm sure the same process is involved. Again, this speaks to the generalizability of
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these processes as opposed to a neural circuit for a particular action or cognitive function.
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So I think you have to learn to subjectively self reward in a way that replenishes you.
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Goggins talks about eating souls. It's a very dramatic example. In his mind, apparently,
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that's a form of reward, but it's not just a form of reward where it's like you're picking up a
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trophy or something. It's actually it gives the energy. It's a reward that gives more neural energy
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and I'm defining that as more dopamine to suppress the noradrenaline and adrenaline circuits in the
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brainstem. So ultimately maps of that. Yeah, he creates enemies. He's always fighting enemies.
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I never, I think I have enemies, but they're usually just versions of me inside my head.
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So I thought about through that 30 day challenge, I tried to come up with like
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fake enemies. It wasn't working. The only enemy I came up with is David.
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Well, now you certainly have a formidable adversary in this one. I don't care. David,
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I'm willing to die on this one. So let's go there. Well, let's hope you both survive this.
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Well, my problem is the physical. So everything we've been talking about has been in the mind.
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There's a physical aspect that's just practically difficult, which is when you injure yourself
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at a certain point, you just can't function. Or you're doing more damage talking about it,
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taking yourself out of running for the rest of your life potentially or for years. So
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you know, I'd love to avoid that, right? There's just like stupid physical stuff that you just
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want to avoid. You want to keep it purely in the mental. And if it's purely in the mental,
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that's when the race is interesting. But yeah, the problem with these physical challenges,
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as David has experienced, I mean, it has a toll on your body. I tend to think of the mind as
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limitless and the body is kind of unfortunately quite limited. Well, I think the key is to
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dynamically control your output. And that can be done by reducing effort, which doesn't work throughout,
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but also by restoring through these subjective reward processes. And we don't want to go down
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the rabbit hole of why this all works. But these are ancient pathways that were designed to
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bring resources to an animal or to a person through foraging for hunting or mates or water or
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all these things. And they work so well because they're down in those circuits where we know
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the zeros and ones. And that's great because it can be subjective at the level of, oh, I reached
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this one milestone, this one horizon, this one three meter target. But if you don't reward it,
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it's just effort. If you do self reward it, it's effort minus one in terms of the adrenaline output.
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But I have to ask you about this. You're one of the great communicators in science. I'm
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really a big fan of yours enjoying in terms of like the educational stuff you're putting
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on neuroscience. Thank you. What's the, do you have a philosophy behind it or is it just an
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instinct? Oh my unstoppable force. Do you have like, what's your thinking? Because it's rare
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and it's exciting. I'm excited that somebody from Stanford, so I, okay, I'm in multiple places in
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the sense of like where my interests lie. And politically speaking, academic institutions
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are under fire for many reasons we don't need to get into. I get into it in a lot of other places.
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But I believe in places like Stanford and places like MIT as one of the most magical
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institutions for inspiring people to dream, people to build the future. I mean, I believe
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that it is a really special, these universities are really special places. And so it's always
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exciting to me when somebody as inspiring as you represents those places. So it makes me
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proud that somebody from Stanford is like something like you is representing Stanford.
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So maybe you could speak to what's, how did you come to be who you are in being a communicator?
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Well, first of all, thanks for the kind words, especially coming from you. I think
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Stanford is an amazing place as is MIT. And it's such a... MIT is better by the way.
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I'll let it out anything you say at this point. I've got many friends at MIT.
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Smarter friends, yeah. Ed Boyden is among the best in class. There's some people,
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not me, that can hold a candle to him, but not many, maybe one or two. I think the
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great benefit of being in a place like MIT or Stanford is that when you look around,
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the average is very high. You have many best in class among the one or two or three best in
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the world at what they do. And it's a wonderful privilege to be there. And one thing that I
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think also makes them and other universities like them very special is that there's an emphasis on
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what gets exported out of the university, not keeping it ivory tower and really trying to keep
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an eye on what's needed in the world and trying to do something useful. And I think the proximity
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to industry and Silicon Valley and in the Boston area in Cambridge also lends itself well to that.
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And there are other institutions too, of course. So the reason I got involved in educating on
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social media was actually because of Pat Dossett, the mile bear call guy. I was at the turn of
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2018 to 2019. We had formed a good friendship and he talked to me into doing these early morning
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cold water swims. I was learning a lot about pain and suffering, but also the beauty of cold water
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swims. And we were talking one morning, he said, so what are you going to do to serve the world
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in 2019? That's the way that a Texan former seal talks. We're just literally like, what are you
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going to do to serve the world in 2019? Well, I run my lab, it's like, no, no, no, what are you
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going to do that's new? And he wasn't forceful in it, but I was like, that's interesting question.
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I said, well, if I had my way, I would just teach people, everyone about the brain because I think
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it's amazing. He goes, we'll do it. All right. He goes, shake on it. So we did it. And so I
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started putting out these posts and it's grown into to include a variety of things. But you asked
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about a governing philosophy. So I want to increase interest in the brain and in the nervous system
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and in biology generally. That's one major goal. I'd like to increase scientific literacy, which
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can't be rammed down people's throats of talking about how to look at a graph and statistics and
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z scores and p values and genetics. It has to be done gradually in my opinion. I want to put
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valuable tools into the world, mainly tools that map to things that we're doing in our lab.
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So these will be tools centered around how to understand and direct one's states of mind and
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body. So reduce stress, raise one's stress threshold. So it's not always just about being
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calm. Sometimes it's about learning how to tolerate not being not calm,
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raise awareness for mental health. There's a ton of micro missions in this. But it all really maps
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back to the eight and 10 year old version of me, which is I used to spend my weekends when I was
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a kid reading about weird animals. And I had this obsession with medieval weapons and stuff like
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catapults. And then I used to come into school on Monday and I would ask if I could talk about it
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to the class and teach. And I promise and some people might not believe me, but I don't really
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like being the point of focus. I just get so excited about these gems that I find in the
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world in books and in experiments and in discussions with colleagues and discussions with people like
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you and around the universe. And just compulsively, I got to tell people about it. So I try and package
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it into a form that people can access. I think the reception has been really wonderful. Stanford
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has been very supportive, thankfully. I've done some podcasts even with them and they've reposted
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some stuff on social media. It's a precarious place to put yourself out there as a research
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academic. I think some of my colleagues, both locally and elsewhere, probably wonder if I'm
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still serious about research, which I absolutely am. And I also acknowledge that their research and
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the research coming out of the field needs to be talked about. And not all scientists are good at
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translating that into a language that people can access. And I don't like the phrase dumb it down.
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What I like to do is take a concept that I think people will find interesting and useful
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and offer it sort of like you would offer food to somebody visiting your home. You're not going
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to cram Fragras in their face. You're going to say, do you want a cracker? And they say, yeah,
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do you want something on that cracker? Do you like cheese? Yeah, do you want Swiss cheese or
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you want that really stinky French cheese? I don't like cheese much. But do you want
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Fragras? What's that? So the best information prompts more questions of interest, not questions
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of confusion, but questions of interest. And so I feel like one door opens, then another door opens,
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then another door opens. And pretty soon, the image in my mind is you create a bunch of neuroscientists
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who are thinking about themselves neuroscientifically. And I don't begin to think that I have all the
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answers at all. I cast a neuroscience, sometimes a little bit of a psychology lens onto what I
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think are interesting topics. And someday I'm going to go into the ground or the ocean or
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wherever it is I end up. And I'm very comfortable with the fact that not everyone's going to be
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happy with how I deliver the information. But I would hope that people would feel like some of
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it was useful and meaningful and got them to think a little bit harder. Since you mentioned going
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into the ground and Victor Franco man search for meaning, I reread that book quite often. Let me
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ask the the big ridiculous question about life. What do you think is the the meaning of it all?
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Like maybe why do you do you mention that book from a psychologist's perspective,
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which Victor Franco was? Do you ever think about the the bigger philosophical questions
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that raises about meaning? What's and the meaning of it all?
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One of the great challenges in assigning a good, you know, giving a good answer to the question
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of like, what's the meaning of life is, I think illustrated best by the Victor Franco example,
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although there are other examples too, which is that our sense of meaning is very elastic
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in time and space. And we talked a little bit about this earlier, but it's amazing to me that
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somebody locked in a cell or a concentration camp can bring the horizon in close enough
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that they can then micro slice their environment so that they can find rewards and meaning and power
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and beauty even in a little square box or or a horrible situation. And I think this is really
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speaks to one of the most important features of the human mind, which is we could do let's take two
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opposite extremes. One would be, let's say the alarm went off right now in this building and the
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building started shaking. Our vision, our hearing, everything would be tuned to this space time bubble
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for those moments. And everything that we would process, all that would matter, the only meaning
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would be get out of here safe, figure out what's going on, contact loved ones, etc. If we were
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to sit back totally relaxed, we could do the, you know, as I think it's called pale blue dot thing
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or whatever, where we could imagine ourselves in this room, and then they were in the United
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States and this continent and the earth and then it's peering down us. And all of a sudden you
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get back, it can seem so big that all of a sudden it's meaningless, right? If you see yourself as
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just one brief glimmer in all of time and all of space, you go to, I don't matter. And if you go to,
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oh, every little thing that happens in this text thread or this, you know, comment section on
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YouTube or Instagram, your space time bubble is tiny, then everything seems inflated and the brain
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will contract and dilate its space time, vision and time, but also sense of meaning. And that's
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beautiful. And it's what allows us to be so dynamic in different environments and we can pull from
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the past and the present and future. It's why examples like Nelson Mandela and Victor Frankel
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had to include. It makes sense that it wasn't just about grinding it out, they had to find
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those dopamine rewards even in those little boxes they were forced into. So I'm not trying to dodge
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an answer, but for me personally, and I think about this a lot, because I have this complicated
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history in science where my undergraduate graduate advisor and postdoctoral advisor all died young.
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So, you know, and they were wonderful people and had immense importance in my life. But what I
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realized is that we can get so fixated on the thing that we're experiencing holding tremendous
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meaning, but it only holds that meaning for as long as we're in that space time regime. And this
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is important because what really gives meaning is the understanding that you can move between
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these different space time dimensionalities. And I'm not trying to sound like a theoretical
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physicist or anyone that thinks about the cosmos and saying that. It's really the fact that sometimes
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we say and do and think things and it feels so important. And then two days later, we're like,
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what happened? Well, you had a different brain processing algorithm entirely, you were in a
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completely different state. And so what I want to do in this lifetime is I want to engage in as
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many different levels of contraction and dilation of meaning as possible. I want to go to the micro.
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I sometimes think about this. I'm like, if I just pulled over the side of the road, I bet you
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there's an ant hill there and their whole world is fascinating. You can't stay there. And you also
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can't stay staring up at the clouds and just think about how we're just these little beings and it
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doesn't matter. The key is the journey back and forth up and down that staircase back and forth
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and back and forth. And my goal is to get as many trips up and down that staircase as I can before
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the Reaper comes for me. Oh, beautiful. So the dance of dilation and contraction between the
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difference, zoom in, zoom out, and get as many steps in on that staircase. That's my goal anyway.
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And I've watched people die. I watched my postdoc advisor die with or away. It was tragic, but
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they found beauty in these closing moments because their bubble was their kids in one case or
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like one of them was a Giants fan and got to see a Giants game in her last moments.
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And you just realize it's a Giants game, but not in that moment because time is closing and so
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those time bins feel huge because she's slicing things so differently. So I think learning how
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to do that better and more fluidly, recognizing where one is and not getting too tacked to the
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idea that there's one correct answer, like that's what brings meaning. That's my goal anyway.
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I don't think there's a better way to end it. Andrew, I really appreciate that you would come
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down and contract your space time and focus on this conversation for a few hours. It is
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a huge honor. I'm a huge fan of yours as I told you. I hope you keep growing and educating the world
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about the human mind. Thanks for talking today. Thank you. I really appreciate the invitation
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to be here. And people might think that I'm saying it just because I'm here, but I'm a huge fan of
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yours. I send your podcasts to my colleagues and other people. And I think what you're doing isn't
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just amazing. It's important. And so thank you. Thanks for listening to this conversation with
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Andrew Huberman. And thank you to our sponsors. ASleep, a mattress that cools itself and gives
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from Carl Jung. I am not what happened to me. I am what I choose to become. Thank you for listening
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and hope to see you next time.