back to indexBryan Johnson: Kernel Brain-Computer Interfaces | Lex Fridman Podcast #186
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The following is a conversation with Brian Johnson, founder of Colonel, a company that
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has developed devices that can monitor and record brain activity.
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And previously, he was the founder of BrainTree, a mobile payment company that acquired Venmo
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and then was acquired by PayPal and eBay.
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Check them out in the description to support this podcast.
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As a side note, let me say that this was a fun and memorable experience, wearing the
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kernel flow brain interface in the beginning of this conversation, as you can see if you
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watched the video version of this episode.
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And there's a Ubuntu Linux machine sitting next to me collecting the data from my brain.
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The whole thing gave me hope that the mystery of the human mind will be unlocked in the
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coming decades, as we begin to measure signals from the brain in a high bandwidth way.
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To understand the mind, we either have to build it or to measure it.
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Both are worth a try.
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Thanks to Brian and the rest of the kernel team for making this little demo happen.
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This is the Lex Friedman podcast, and here is my conversation with Brian Johnson.
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Do you guys want to come in and put the interfaces on our heads?
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And then I will proceed to tell you a few jokes.
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So we have two incredible pieces of technology and a machine running Ubuntu 20.04 in front
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What are we doing?
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Are these going on our heads?
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They're going on our heads, yeah.
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And they will place it on our heads for proper alignment.
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Does this support giant heads?
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Because I kind of have a giant head.
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Is this just giant heads?
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As like an ego or are you saying physically both?
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It's a nice massage.
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Okay, how does this feel?
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It's okay to move around?
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It feels, oh yeah.
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This feels awesome.
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It's a pretty good fit.
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So this is big head friendly.
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It suits you well, Lex.
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I feel like I need to, I feel like when I wear this, I need to sound like Sam Harris.
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Calm, collected, eloquent.
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I feel smarter actually.
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I don't think I've ever felt quite as much like I'm part of the future as now.
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Have you ever worn a brain interface or had your brain imaged?
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Oh, never had my brain imaged.
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The only way I've analyzed my brain is by talking to myself and thinking.
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That is definitely a brain interface that has a lot of blind spots.
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It has some blind spots, yeah.
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So, Lex, the objective of this, I'm going to tell you some jokes and your objective
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is to not smile, which as a Russian, you should have an edge.
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Make the mother line proud.
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Let's hear the jokes.
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Lex, and this is from the Colonel crew.
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We've been working on a device that can read your mind and we would love to see your thoughts.
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That's the opening.
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If I'm seeing the muscle activation correctly on your lips, you're not going to do well
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Here comes the first one.
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Here comes the first one.
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Is this going to break the device?
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Is it resilient to laughter?
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Lex, what goes through a potato's brain?
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I got really failed.
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That's the hilarious opener.
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What kind of fish performs brain surgery?
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And so we're getting data of everything that's happening in my brain right now?
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We're getting activation patterns of your entire cortex.
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I'm going to try to do better.
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I'll edit out all the parts where I left in Photoshop.
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You have a serious face over me.
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Lex, what do scholars eat when they're hungry?
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I don't know what.
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That's pretty good.
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So what we'll do is, so you're wearing kernel flow, which is an interface built using technology
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called spectroscopy.
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So it's similar to what we wear wearables on the wrist using light.
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So using light as you know.
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And we're using that to image the functional imaging of brain activity.
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And so as your neurons fire, electrically and chemically, it creates blood oxygenation
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We're measuring that.
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And so when you'll see in the reconstructions we do for you, you'll see your activation
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patterns on your brain as throughout this entire time we are wearing it.
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So in the reaction to the jokes and as we were sitting here talking, and so it's a, we're
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moving towards a real time feed of your cortical brain activity.
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So there's a bunch of things that are in contact with my skull right now.
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How many of them are there?
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And so how many of them are, what are they?
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What are the actual sensors?
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There's 52 modules and each module has one laser and six sensors.
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And they're the sensors fire in about 100 picoseconds.
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And then the photons scatter and absorb in your brain and then a few go in, a few come
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back out, a bunch go in, then a few come back out and we sense those photons and then we
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do the reconstruction for the activity.
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Overall there's about a thousand plus channels that are sampling your activity.
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How difficult is it to make it as comfortable as it is?
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Because it's surprisingly comfortable.
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I would not think it would be comfortable.
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Yeah, it's measuring brain activity, I would not think it would be comfortable, but it
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In fact, I want to take this home.
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Yeah, that's right.
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So people are accustomed to being in big systems like fMRI where there's 120 decibels
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sounds and you're in a claustrophobic encasement or EEG which is just painful or surgery.
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And so yes, I agree that this is a convenient option to be able to just put on your head
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and measure your brain activity in the contextual environment you choose.
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So if we want to have it during a podcast or if we want to be at home in a business
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setting, it's freedom to be aware, to record your brain activity in the setting that you
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Yeah, but sort of from an engineering perspective, are these, what is it, there's a bunch of
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different modular parts and there's like a rubber band thing where they mold to the
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shape of your head.
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So we built this, this version of the mechanical design to accommodate most adult heads.
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But I have a giant head and it fits fine.
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It fits well actually.
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So I don't think I have an average head.
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Okay, maybe I feel much better about my head now.
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Maybe I'm more average than I thought.
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Okay, so what else is there, interesting you could say while it's on our heads.
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I can keep this on the whole time.
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This is kind of awesome.
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And it's amazing for me as a fan of Ubuntu, I use Ubuntu Mate, you guys should use that
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But it's amazing to have code running to the side measuring stuff and collecting data.
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I mean, I just, I feel like much more important now that my data is being recorded.
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Like somebody care, like, you know, when you have a good friend that listens to you that
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actually like listens, like actually is listening to you, this is what I feel like, like a much
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better friend because it's like accurately listening to me, Ubuntu.
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What a cool perspective.
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I hadn't thought about that of feeling understood, heard deeply by the mechanical system that
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is recording your brain activity versus the human that you're engaging with, that your
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mind immediately goes to that there's this dimensionality in depth of understanding of
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this software system, which you're intimately familiar with.
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And now you're able to communicate with this system in ways that you couldn't before.
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Yeah, I feel heard.
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Yeah, I mean, I guess what's interesting about this is your intuitions are spot on.
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Most people have intuitions about brainer faces that they've grown up with this idea
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of people moving cursors on the screen or typing or changing the channel or skipping
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It's primarily been anchored on control.
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And I think the more relevant understanding of brain interfaces or neural imaging is that
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it's a measurement system.
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And once you have numbers for a given thing, a seemingly endless number of possibilities
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emerge around that of what to do with those numbers.
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So before you tell me about the possibilities, this was an incredible experience.
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I can keep this on for another two hours, but I'm being told that for a bunch of reasons,
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just because we probably want to keep the data small and visualize it nicely for the
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final product, we want to cut this off and take this take this amazing helmet away from
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So, Brian, thank you so much for this experience.
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And let's let's continue without helmet lists.
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So that was an incredible experience.
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Can you maybe speak to what kind of opportunities that opens up that stream of data, that rich
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stream of data from the brain?
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First, I'm curious, what is your reaction?
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What comes to mind when you put that on your head?
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What does it mean to you?
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And what possibilities emerge?
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And what significance might it have?
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I'm curious where your orientation is at.
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Well, for me, I'm really excited by the possibility of various information about my body, about
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my mind being converted into data such that data can be used to create products that make
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So that to me is really exciting possibility.
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Even just like a Fitbit that measures, I don't know, some very basic measurements about
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your body is really cool.
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But it's the bandwidth of information, the resolution of that information is very crude.
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So it's not very interesting.
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The possibility of recording, of just building a data set coming in a clean way and a high
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bandwidth way from my brain opens up all kinds of, you know, at the very, I was kind of joking
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when we're talking, but it's not really is like, I feel heard in the sense that it feels
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like the full richness of the information coming from my mind is actually being recorded
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I mean, there's a, I can't, I can't quite put it into words, but there is a genuinely
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for me, there's not some kind of joke about me being a robot is just genuinely feels like
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I'm being heard in a way that that's going to improve my life as long as the thing that's
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on the other end can do something useful with that data.
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But even the recording itself is like, once you record, it's like taking a picture.
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That moment is forever saved in time.
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Now picture cannot allow you to step back into that world, but perhaps recording your
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brain is a much higher resolution thing, much more personal recording of that information
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than a picture that would allow you to step back into that, where you were in that particular
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moment in history and then map out a certain trajectory to tell you certain things about,
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about yourself that could open up all kinds of applications.
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Of course, there's health that I consider, but honestly, to me, the exciting thing is
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My state of mind, the level of focus, all those kinds of things being heard.
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What I heard you say is you have an entirety of lived experience, some of which you can
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communicate in words and in body language, some of which you feel internally, which cannot
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be captured in those communication modalities and that this measurement system captures
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both the things you can try to articulate in words, maybe in a lower dimensional space
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using one word, for example, to communicate focus when it really may be represented in
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a 20 dimensional space of this particular kind of focus and that this information is
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It's a closer representation to the entirety of your experience captured in a dynamic fashion
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that is not just a static image of your conscious experience.
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Yeah, that's the promise, that's the hope, that was the feeling and it felt like the
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So it was a pretty cool experience.
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And from the sort of mechanical perspective, it was cool to have an actual device that
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feels pretty good, that doesn't require me to go into the lab.
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And also the other thing I was feeling, there's a guy named Andrew Huberman, he's a friend
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of mine, amazing podcast, people should listen to a Huberman Lab podcast.
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We're working on a paper together about eye movement and so on.
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And we're kind of, he's a neuroscientist and I'm a data person, I'm a machine learning
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person and we're both excited by how much the data measurements of the human mind, the
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brain and all the different metrics that come from that can be used to understand human
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beings and in a rigorous scientific way.
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So the other thing I was thinking about is how this could be turned into a tool for science.
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Sort of not just personal science, not just like Fitbit style, like how am I doing my
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personal metrics of health, but doing larger scale studies of human behavior and so on.
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So like data, not at the scale of an individual, but data at a scale of many individuals, large
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number of individuals.
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So it's personal being heard was exciting and also just for science is exciting.
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Cause it's very easy, like there's a very powerful thing to it being so easy to just
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put on that you can scale much easier.
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If you think about that second thing you said about the science of the brain, most, we've
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done a pretty good job, like we, the human race has done a pretty good job, figuring
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out how to quantify the things around us from distant stars to calories and steps and our
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So we can measure and quantify pretty much everything in the known universe except for
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And we can do these one offs if we're going to get an fMRI scan or do something with the
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low res EEG system, but we haven't done this at population scale.
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And so if you think about human thought or human cognition is probably the single law,
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largest raw input material into society at any given moment.
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It's our conversations with our, with ourselves and with other people.
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And we have this, this raw input that we can't, haven't been able to measure yet.
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And if you, when I think about it through that frame, it's remarkable, it's almost
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like we live in this wild, wild West of unquantified communications within ourselves and between
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each other when everything else has been grounded me.
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For example, I know if I buy an appliance at the, at the store or on a website, I don't
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need to look at the measurements on the appliance to make sure it can fit through my door.
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It's an engineered system of appliance manufacturing and construction.
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Everyone's agreed upon engineering standards.
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And we don't have engineering standards around cognition.
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It's not a, it has not entered as a formal engineering discipline that enables us to
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scaffold in society with everything else we're doing, including consuming news, our relationships,
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politics, economics, education, all the above.
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And so to me that the most significant contribution that kernel technology has to offer would
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be the formal, the introduction of the formal engineering of cognition as it relates to
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everything else in society.
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I love that idea that you kind of think that there is just this ocean of data that's coming
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from people's brains as being in a crude way reduced down to like tweets and texts and
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So it's a very hard core, many scale compression of actual, the raw data.
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But maybe you can comment because you're using the word cognition.
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I think the first step is to get the brain data.
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But is there a leap to be taking to sort of interpreting that data in terms of cognition?
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So is your, is your idea is basically you need to start collecting data at scale from
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the brain and then we start to really be able to take little steps along the path to actually
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measuring some deep sense of cognition because it's, you know, as I'm sure you know, we don't,
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we understand a few things, but we don't understand most of what makes up cognition.
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This has been one of the most significant challenges of building kernel and kernel wouldn't exist
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if I wasn't able to fund it initially about myself because when I engage in conversations
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with investors, the immediate thought is what is the killer app?
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And of course, I understand that heuristic, that's what they're looking at is they're
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looking to de risk.
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Is the product solved?
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Is there a customer base?
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Are people willing to pay for it?
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How does it compare to competing options?
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And in the case with brain interfaces, when I started the company, there was no known
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path to even build a technology that could potentially become mainstream.
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And then once we figured out the technology, we could even we could commence having conversations
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with investors and it became what is the killer app?
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And so what has been, so I funded the first $53 million for the company.
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And to raise the round of funding, the first one we did, I spoke to 228 investors.
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It was remarkable and it was mostly around this concept around what is a killer app?
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And so internally, the way we think about it is we think of the the go to market strategy
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much more like the Drake equation, where if we can build technology that has the characteristics
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of it has the data quality is high enough, it meets some certain threshold, cost, accessibility,
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comfort, it can be worn in contextual environments, it meets the criteria of being a mass market
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device, then the responsibility that we have is to figure out how to create the algorithm
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that enables the human to enable humans to then find value with it.
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So it's so the analogy is like brain interfaces are like early 90s of the Internet is you
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want to populate an ecosystem with a certain number of devices, you want a certain number
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of people who play around with them who do experiments of certain data collection parameters,
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you want to encourage certain mistakes from experts and non experts.
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These are all critical elements that ignite discovery.
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And so we believe we've accomplished the first objective of building technology that reaches
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And now it's the Drake equation component of how do we try to generate 20 years of value
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discovery in a two or three year time period, how do we compress that?
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So just to clarify, so when you mean the Drake equation, which for people who don't
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know, I don't know why you if you listen to this, I bring up aliens every single conversation.
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So I don't know how you wouldn't know what the Drake equation is, but you mean like the
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killer app, it would be one alien civilization at equations, meaning like, this is in search
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of an application that's impactful transformative, by the way, it should be a we need to come
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up with a better term and killer app as it's also violent, right?
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You can go like viral app, that's horrible to write some very inspiringly impactful application.
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Okay, so bullets stick with killer app.
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So what do you do?
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I dislike the chosen words in capturing the concept.
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You know, it's one of those sticky things that is as effective to use in the tech world,
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but when you're now become a communicator outside of the tech world, especially when
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you're talking about software and hardware and artificial intelligence applications,
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it sounds horrible.
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Yeah, no, it's interesting.
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I actually regret now having called attention to, I regret having used that word in this
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conversation because it's something I would not normally do, I used it in order to create
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a bridge of shared understanding of how others would, what terminology others would use.
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But yeah, I concur.
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Let's go with impactful application or value creation, value creation, something people
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So what do you have any ideas?
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So basically creating a framework where there's the possibility of a discovery of an application
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that people love using, is do you have ideas?
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We've begun to play a fun game internally where when we have these discussions, we begin circling
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around this concept of does anybody have an idea?
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Does anyone have intuitions?
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And if we see the conversation starting to veer in that direction, we flag it and say
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human intuition alert, stop it.
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And so we really want to focus on the algorithm of there's a natural process of human discovery
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that when you populate a system with devices and you give people the opportunity to play
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around with it in expected and unexpected ways, we are thinking that is a much better
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system of discovery than us exercising intuitions.
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And it's interesting, we're also seeing a few neural scientists who have been talking
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to us where I was speaking to one young associate professor and I approached the conversation
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and said, hey, we have these five data streams that we're pulling off.
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When you hear that, what weighted value do you add to each data source?
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Which one do you think is going to be valuable for your objectives and which one's not?
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And he said, I don't care, just give me the data.
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All I care about is my machine learning model.
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But importantly, he did not have a theory of mind.
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He did not come to the table and say, I think the brain operates in this way and these
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reasons have these functions.
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He just wanted the data.
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And we're seeing that more and more that certain people are devaluing human intuitions for
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good reasons as we've seen in machine learning over the past couple of years.
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And we're doing the same in our value creation market strategy.
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So collect more data, clean data, make the products such that the collection of data
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is easy and fun, and then the rest will just spring to life through humans playing around
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Our objective is to create the most valuable data collection system of the brain ever.
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And with that, then apply all the best tools of machine learning and other techniques to
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extract out, you know, to try to find insight.
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But yes, our objective is really to systematize the discovery process because we can't put
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definite timeframes on discovery.
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The brain is complicated and science is not a business strategy.
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And so we really need to figure out how to, this is the difficulty of bringing technology
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like this to market.
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And it's why most of the time it just languishes in academia for quite some time.
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But we hope that we will cross over and make this mainstream in the coming years.
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The thing was cool to wear.
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But are you chasing a good reason for millions of people to put this on their head and keep
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on their head regularly?
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Is there like who's going to discover that reason?
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Is it going to be people just kind of organically, or is there going to be angry bird style application
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that's just too exciting to not use?
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If I think through the things that have changed my life most significantly over the past few
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years when I started wearing a wearable on my wrist that would give me data about my
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heart rate, heart rate variability, respiration rate, metabolic approximations, et cetera.
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For the first time in my life, I had access to information sleep patterns that were highly
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They told me, for example, if I eat close to bedtime, I'm not going to get deep sleep.
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And not getting deep sleep means you have all these follow on consequences in life.
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And so it opened up this window of understanding of myself that I cannot self introspect and
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deduce these things.
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This is information that was available to be acquired, but it just wasn't.
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I would have to get an expensive sleep study, then it's an one night, and that's not good
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enough to run all my trials.
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And so if you look just at the information that one can acquire on their wrist, and now
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you're planted to the entire cortex on the brain, and you say, what kind of information
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It opens up a whole new universe of possibilities.
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For example, we did this internal study at Kernel where I wore a prototype device and
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we were measuring the cognitive effects of sleep.
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So I had a device measuring my sleep.
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I performed with 13 of my coworkers.
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We performed four cognitive tasks over 13 sessions.
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And we focused on reaction time, impulse control, short term memory, and then arresting state
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And with mine, we found, for example, that my impulse control was independently correlated
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with my sleep outside of behavioral measures of my ability to play the game.
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The point of the study was I had the brain study I did at Kernel confirmed my life experience
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that if my deep sleep determined whether or not I would be able to resist temptation the
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following day, and my brain did it show that as one example.
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And so if you start thinking, if you actually have data on yourself on your entire cortex
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and you can control the settings, I think there's probably a large number of things
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that we could discover about ourselves, very, very small and very, very big.
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And just for example, like when you read news, what's going on?
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Like when you use social media, when you use news, like all the ways we allocate attention
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with the computer.
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I mean, that seems like a compelling place to where you would want to put on Kernel.
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By the way, what is it called?
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We have two technologies.
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If you look at the kernel flow, it seems like to be a compelling time and place to do it
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is when you're behind a desk, behind a computer, because you could probably wear it for prolonged
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periods of time as you're taking in content.
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And there could be a lot of, because so much of our lives happens in the digital world
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now, that kind of coupling the information about the human mind with the consumption
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and the behaviors in the digital world might give us a lot of information about the effects
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of the way we behave and navigate the digital world to the actual physical meat space effects
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It's interesting to think this certain terms of both like for work, I'm a big fan of Cal
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Newport, his ideas of deep work that I spend with few exceptions, I try to spend the first
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two hours of every day, usually if I'm like at home and have nothing on my schedule is
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going to be up to eight hours of deep work of focus, zero distraction.
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And for me to analyze the, I mean, I'm very aware of the, the waning of that the ups and
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And it's almost like you, you're surfing the ups and downs of that as you're doing programming,
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as you're doing thinking about particular problems, you're trying to visualize things
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in your mind, you're just trying to stitch them together.
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You're trying to, when there's a dead end about an idea, you have to kind of calmly
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like walk back and start again, all those kinds of processes, it'd be interesting to
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get data on what my mind is actually doing.
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And also recently started doing, I just talked to Sam Harris a few days ago and been building
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He started using, started meditating, using his app, waking up, very much recommend it.
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And it'd be interesting to get data on that because it's, you're very, it's like, you're
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removing all the noise from your head and you very much, it's an active process of active
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noise removal, active noise canceling like the headphones.
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And it'd be interesting to see what is going on in the mind before the meditation, during
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it and after all those kinds of things.
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And all of your examples, it's interesting that everyone who's designed an experience
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for you, so whether it be the meditation app or the deep work or all the things you mentioned,
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they constructed this product with a certain number of knowns.
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Now, what if we expand to the number of knowns by 10X or 20X or 30X, they would reconstruct
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their product, quote, incorporate those knowns.
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So it'd be, and so this is the dimensionality that I think is the promising aspect is that
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people will be able to use this quantification, use this information to build more effective
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And this is, I'm not talking about better products to advertise to you or manipulate
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I'm talking about our focus is helping people, individuals have this contextual awareness
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and this quantification and then to engage with others who are seeking to improve people's
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lives that the objective is, is betterment across ourselves individually and also with
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So it's a nice data stream to have if you're building an app, like if you're building a
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podcast listening app, it would be nice to know data about the listener so that like
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if you're bored or you fell asleep, maybe pause the podcast.
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It's like really dumb, just very simple applications that could just improve the quality of the
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experience of using the app.
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Kind of imagining if you have your neurom, this is Lex and there's a statistical representation
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of you and you engage with the app and it says, Lex, you're best to engage with this
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meditation exercise in the following settings at this time of day after eating this kind
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of food or not eating fasting with this level of blood glucose and this kind of night sleep.
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And all these data combined to give you this contextually relevant experience just like
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we do with our sleep.
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You've optimized your entire life based upon what information you can acquire and know
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And so the question is, how much do we really know of the things going around us?
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And I would venture to guess in my life experience, I capture my self awareness captures an extremely
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small percent of the things that actually influence my conscious and unconscious experience.
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Well, in some sense, the data would help encourage you to be more self aware, not just because
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you trust everything the data is saying, but is it'll give you a prod to start investigating.
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Like I'd love to get a rating, like a ranking of all the things I do and what are the things
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that's probably important to do without the data, but the data will certainly help is
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like rank all the things you do in life and which ones make you feel shitty, which ones
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make you feel good.
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Like you're talking about evening, Brian, like this is a good example, somebody like,
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I do pig out at night as well.
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And it never makes you feel good.
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Like you're in a safe space.
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This is a safe space.
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You know, I definitely have much less self control at night.
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And the same, you know, people might criticize this, but I know my own body.
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I know when I eat carnivore, just eat meat, I feel much better than if I eat more carbs.
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The more carbs I eat, the worse I feel.
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I don't know why that is.
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There is science supporting, but I'm not leading on science.
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I'm leading on personal experience.
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And that's really important.
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I don't need to read, I'm not going to go in a whole rant about nutrition science,
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but many of those studies are very flawed.
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They're doing their best, but nutrition science is a very difficult field of study because
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humans are so different.
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And the mind has so much impact on the way your body behaves.
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And it's so difficult from a scientific perspective to conduct really strong studies that you
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have to be almost like a scientist of one, you have to do these studies on yourself.
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That's the best way to understand what works for you and not.
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And I don't understand why, because it sounds unhealthy, but eating only meat always makes
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And I don't have any allergies, any of that kind of stuff.
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I'm not full like Jordan Peterson, where like, if he like deviates a little bit, that he
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goes off, like deviates a little bit from the carnivore diet, he goes off like the cliff.
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No, I can, I can have like chalk, I can, I can go off the diet, I feel fine.
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It's not, it's a, it's a gradual, uh, uh, it's a gradual worsening of how I feel.
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But when I eat only meat, I feel great.
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And it'd be nice to be reminded of that.
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Like it's a very simple fact that I feel good when I eat carnivore.
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And I think that repeats itself in all kinds of experiences.
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Like I feel really good, uh, when I exercise, not I hate exercise, okay.
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But in the rest of the day, the, the, uh, the impact it has on my mind, on the clarity
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of mind, on the experiences and the happiness and all those kinds of things, I feel really
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And to be able to concretely express that through data would be, would be nice.
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It would be a nice reminder, almost like a statement, like remember what feels good
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And there could be things like, uh, that I'm not, many things like just, you're suggesting
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that I could not be aware of, there might be sitting right in front of me that, uh,
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make me feel really good and make me feel not good.
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And the data would show that.
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I've actually employed the same strategy.
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I, I fired my mind entirely from being responsible for constructing my diet.
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And so I started doing a program where I now track over 200 biomarkers every 90 days.
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And it captures of course the things you would expect like cholesterol, but also DNA methylation
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and all kinds of things that, uh, about my body, all the processes that make up me.
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And then I let that data generate the shopping list.
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And so I never actually asked my mind what it wants.
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It's entirely what my body is reporting that it wants.
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And so I call this goal alignment within Brian.
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And there's 200 plus actors that I'm currently asking their opinion of.
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And so I'm asking my liver, how are you doing?
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And it's expressing via the biomarkers.
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And so that I construct that diet and I only eat those foods until my next testing round.
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And that has changed my life more than I think anything else.
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Because in the demotion of my conscious mind that I gave primacy to my entire life, it
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led me astray because like you're saying, the mind then goes out into the world and
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it navigates the dozens of different dietary regimens people put together in books.
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And it's all has their, all has their supporting science in certain contextual settings, but
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it's not end of one.
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And like you're saying, this dietary really is an end of one.
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These, what people have published scientifically, of course, can be used, uh, for nice groundings,
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but it changes when you get to an end of one level.
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And so that's what gets me excited about brainer faces is if you, if I could do the same thing
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for my brain where I can stop asking my conscious mind for its advice or for its decision making,
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which is flawed, and I'd rather just look at this data that, and I've never had better
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health markers in my life than when I stopped actually asking myself to be in charge of
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And the idea of, uh, demotion of the conscious mind is, uh, is such a sort of engineering
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way of phrasing like meditation with, what they, that's what we're doing, right?
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That means really beautifully put a, uh, by the way, testing round, what does that look
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Well, you mentioned, uh, yeah, the, the very, the tests I do.
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So includes, uh, a complete blood panel, I do a microbiome test.
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I do a food inflammation, uh, a diet induced inflammation.
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So I look for Xatokine expressions.
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So foods that produce inflammatory reactions.
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I look at my neuroendocrine systems.
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I look at all my neurotransmitters, uh, I do, uh, yeah, there's several micronutrient
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tests to see how I'm looking at the very, very nutrients.
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What about like self report of like how you feel, you know, almost like, uh, you can't
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demote your con, you still exist within your conscious mind, right?
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So that, that lived experience of, is of a lot of value.
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So how do you measure that?
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I do a temporal sampling over some duration of time.
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So I'll think through how I feel over a week, over a month, over three months.
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I don't do a temporal sampling of if I'm at the grocery store in front of a cereal box
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and be like, you know what, captain crunch is probably the right thing for me today.
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Cause I'm feeling like I need a little fun in my life.
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And so it's a temporal sampling.
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If the data sets large enough, then I, I smooth out the function of my natural oscillations
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of how I feel about life where some days I may feel upset or depressed or down or whatever.
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And I don't want those moments to then rule my decision making.
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That's why the demotion happens.
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And it says really, if you're looking at health over a 90 day period of time, all my 200 voices
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speak up on the interval and they're all given voice to say, this is how I'm doing and this
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And so it really is an accounting system for everybody.
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So that's why I think that if you think about the future of being human, there's two things
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I think that are really going on.
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One is the design, manufacturing and distribution of intelligence is heading towards zero kind
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of cost curve over, over a certain design, over a certain timeframe, but our ability
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to, you know, evolution produced us an intelligent form of intelligence.
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We are now designing our own intelligence systems and the design, manufacturing, distribution
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of that intelligence over a certain timeframe is going to go to a cost of zero design, manufacture
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distribution of intelligent costs is going to zero.
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For example, just give me a second.
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And evolution is doing the design, manufacturing, distribution of intelligence and now we are
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doing the design, manufacturing, distribution of intelligence and the cost of that is going
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That's a very nice way of looking at life on earth.
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So if that, that's going on and then now in parallel to that, then you say, okay, what,
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what then happens if when that cost curve is heading to zero, our existence becomes
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a goal alignment problem, a goal alignment function.
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And so the same thing I'm doing where I'm doing goal alignment within myself of these
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200 biomarkers where I'm saying when, when Brian exists on a database and this entity
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is deciding what to eat and what to do and et cetera, it's not just my conscious mind
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It's 200 biological processes and there's a whole bunch of more voices involved.
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So in that equation, we're going to increasingly automate the things that we spend high energy
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on today because it's easier and now we're going to then negotiate the terms and conditions
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of intelligent life.
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Now we say conscious existence because we're biased because that's what we have, but it
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will be the largest computational exercise in history because you're now doing goal alignment
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with planet earth, within yourself, with each other, within all the intelligent agents
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we're building bots and other voice assistants.
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You basically had to have a trillions and trillions of agents working on the negotiation
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of goal alignment.
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This, this is in fact true.
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And what was the second thing?
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So the cost, the design manufacturing distribution of intelligence going to zero, which then
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means what's really going on?
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What are we really doing?
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We're negotiating the terms and conditions of existence.
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Do you worry about the survival of this process, that life as we know what on earth comes to
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an end or at least intelligent life, that as the cost goes to zero, something happens
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where all of that intelligence is thrown in the trash by something like nuclear war or
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development of AGI systems that are very dumb, not AGI I guess, but AI is just the paperclip
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thing on mass is dumb but has unintended consequences to where it destroys human civilization.
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Do you worry about those kinds of things?
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I mean, it's unsurprising that a new thing comes into the sphere of human consciousness.
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Humans identify the foreign object in this case, artificial intelligence.
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Our amygdala fires up and says, scary, foreign, we should be apprehensive about this.
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And so it makes sense from a biological perspective that humans, the knee jerk reaction is fear.
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What I don't think has been properly weighted with that is that we are the first generation
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of intelligent beings on this earth that has been able to look out over their expected
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lifetime and see there is a real possibility of evolving into entirely novel forms of consciousness.
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So different that it would be totally unrecognizable to us today.
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We don't have words for it.
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We can't hint at it.
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We can't point at it.
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We can't, you can't look in the sky and see that thing that is shining.
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We're going to go up there.
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You cannot even create an aspirational statement about it and instead we've had this knee jerk
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reaction of fear about everything that could go wrong.
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But in my estimation, this should be the defining aspiration of all intelligent life on earth
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that we would aspire that basically every generation surveys the landscape of possibilities
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that are afforded given the technological, cultural and other contextual situation that
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We're in this context.
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We haven't yet identified this and said, this is unbelievable.
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We should carefully think this thing through, not just of mitigating the things that wipe
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Like we have this potential and so we just haven't given voice to it, even though it's
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within this realm of possibilities.
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Also you're excited about the possibility of superintelligence systems and what the opportunities
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I mean, there's parallels to this.
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You think about people before the internet as the internet was coming to life.
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I mean, there's kind of a fog through which you can't see.
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What does the future look like?
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Predicting collective intelligence, which I don't think we're understanding that we're
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living through that now is that there's now we've in some sense stopped being individual
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intelligences and become much more like collective intelligences because ideas travel much, much
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faster now and they can in a viral way sweep across the populations and so it almost feels
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like a thought is had by many people now, thousands or millions of people as opposed
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to an individual person and that's changed everything.
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But to me, I think we're realizing how much that actually changed people or societies,
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but to predict that before the internet would have been very difficult and in that same
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way we're sitting here with the fog before us thinking, what is superintelligence systems?
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How is that going to change the world?
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What is increasing the bandwidth like plugging our brains into this whole thing?
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How is that going to change the world?
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And it seems like it's a fog, you don't know and it could be, it could, whatever comes
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to be could destroy the world, we could be the last generation, but it also could transform
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in ways that creates an incredibly fulfilling life experience that's unlike anything we've
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It might involve the solution of ego and consciousness and so on, you're no longer one individual,
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it might be more, that might be a certain kind of death and ego death, but the experience
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might be really exciting and enriching.
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Maybe we'll live in a virtual, like it's funny to think about a bunch of sort of hypothetical
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questions of would it be more fulfilling to live in a virtual world, like if you were
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able to plug your brain in in a very dense way into a video game, like which world would
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you want to live in, in the video game or in the physical world?
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For most of us, we're kind of touring it with the idea of the video game, but we still want
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to live in the physical world, have friendships and relationships in the physical world, but
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we don't know that.
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Again, it's a fog and maybe in a hundred years we're all living inside a video game, hopefully
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not Call of Duty, hopefully more like Sims 5, which version is it on?
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For you individually though, does it make you sad that your brain ends?
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That you die one day very soon?
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That the whole thing, that data source just goes offline sooner than you would like?
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That's a complicated question.
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I would have answered it differently in different times of my life.
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I had chronic depression for 10 years, and so in that 10 year time period, I desperately
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wanted lights to be off, and the thing that made it even worse is I was born into a religion.
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It was the only reality I ever understood, and it's difficult to articulate to people
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when you're born into that kind of reality and it's the only reality you're exposed to.
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You are literally blinded to the existence of other realities because it's so much the
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in group, out group thing, and so in that situation, it was not only that I desperately
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wanted lights out forever, it was that I couldn't have lights out forever.
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It was that there was an afterlife, and this afterlife had this system that would either
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penalize or reward you for your behaviors, and so it's almost like this indescribable
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hopelessness of not only being in a hopeless despair of not wanting to exist, but then
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also being forced to exist, and so there was a duration of my time of a duration of life
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where I'd say, yes, I have no remorse for lights being out and actually want it more
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than anything in the entire world.
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There are other times where I'm looking out at the future and I say, this is an opportunity
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for future evolving human conscious experience that is beyond my ability to understand, and
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I jump out of bed and I race to work and I can't think about anything else, but I think
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the reality for me is, I don't know what it's like to be in your head, but in my head, when
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I wake up in the morning, I don't say, good morning, Brian, I'm so happy to see you like
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I'm sure you're just going to be beautiful to me today.
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You're not going to make a huge long list of everything you should be anxious about.
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You're not going to repeat that list to me 400 times.
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You're not going to have me relive all the regrets I've made in life.
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I'm sure you're not going to do any of that.
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You're just going to just help me along all day long.
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I mean, it's a brutal environment in my brain, and we've just become normalized to this environment
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that we just accept that this is what it means to be human, but if we look at it, if we try
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to muster as much soberness as we can about the realities of being human, it's brutal
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So am I sad that the brain may be off one day?
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It depends on the contextual setting.
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At what moment are you asking me that?
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It's my mind is so fickle, and this is why, again, I don't trust my conscious mind.
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I have been given realities, I was given a religious reality that was a video game.
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And then I figured out it was not a real reality.
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And then I lived in a depressive reality, which delivered this terrible hopelessness.
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That wasn't a real reality.
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Then I discovered behavioral psychology, and I figured out how 188 chronicle biases and
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how my brain is distorting reality at the time.
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I have gone from one reality to another.
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I don't trust reality.
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I don't trust realities are given to me.
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And so to try to make a decision on what I value or not value that future state, I don't
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trust my response.
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So not fully listening to the conscious mind at any one moment as the ultimate truth, but
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allowing you to go up and down as it does, and just kind of being observing it?
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I assume that whatever my conscious mind delivers up to my awareness is wrong on pond landing.
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And I just need to figure out where it's wrong, how it's wrong, how wrong it is, and then
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try to correct for it as best I can.
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But I assume that on impact, it's mistaken in some critical ways.
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Is there something you can say by way of advice when the mind is depressive, when the conscious
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mind serves up something that dark thoughts, how you deal with that, like how in your own
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life you've overcome that and others who are experienced in that can overcome it?
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One, that those depressive states are biochemical states.
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And the suggestions that these things that this state delivers to you about suggestion
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of the hopelessness of lies or the meaninglessness of it or that you should hit the eject button,
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that's a false reality.
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And that it's when I completely understand the rational decision to commit suicide.
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It is not lost to me at all that that is an irrational situation, but the key is when
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you're in that situation and those thoughts are landing to be able to say, thank you,
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I know you're not real.
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And so I'm in a situation where for whatever reason I'm having this neurochemical state,
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but that state can be altered.
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And so it again, it goes back to the realities of the difficulties of being human.
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And like when I was trying to solve my depression, I tried literally, if you name it, I tried
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it systematically and nothing would fix it.
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And so this is what gives me hope with brain interfaces.
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For example, like, could I have numbers on my brain?
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Can I see what's going on?
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I go to the doctor and it's like, how do you feel?
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Like on a scale from one to 10, how bad do you want to commit suicide?
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Here's his bottle.
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How much do I take?
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Well, I don't know.
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It's very, very crude.
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It opens up the, yeah, it opens up the possibility of really helping in those dark moments to
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first understand the ways, the ups and downs of those dark moments.
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On the complete flip side of that, I am very conscious in my own brain and deeply, deeply
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grateful that it's almost like a chemistry thing, a biochemistry thing, that I go many
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times throughout the day, I'll look at like this cup and I'll be overcome with joy how
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amazing it is to be alive.
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I actually think my biochemistry is such that it's not as common, like I've talked to people
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and I don't think that's that common, like it's a, and it's not a rational thing at all.
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It's like, I feel like I'm on drugs and I'll just be like, whoa, and a lot of people talk
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about like the meditative experience will allow you to sort of, you know, look at some basic
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things like the movement of your hand as deeply joyful because that's like, that's life.
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But I get that from just looking at a cup, like I'm waiting for the coffee to brew.
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And I'll just be like, fuck, life is awesome.
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And I'll sometimes tweet that, but then I'll like regret it later, like, God damn it,
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you're so ridiculous.
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But yeah, so, but that is purely chemistry, like there's no rational, it doesn't fit with
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the rest of my life.
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I have all this shit.
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I'm always late to stuff.
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I'm always like, there's all this stuff, you know, I'm super self critical, like really
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self critical about everything I do, to the point I almost hate everything I do.
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But there's this engine of joy for life outside of all that.
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And that has to be chemistry.
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And the flip side of that is what depression probably is, is the opposite of that feeling
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of like, because I bet you that feeling of the cup being amazing is would save anybody
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in a state of depression.
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Like that would be like fresh, you're in a desert and it's a drink of water shit, man.
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And the brain is a, it would be nice to understand where that's coming from, to be able to understand
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how you hit those lows and those highs that have nothing to do with the actual reality.
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It has to do with some very specific aspects of how you maybe see the world, maybe it could
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be just like basic habits you engage in and then how to walk along the line to find those
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experiences of joy.
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And this goes back to the discussion we're having of human cognition is in volume, the
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largest input of raw material into society.
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And it's not quantified.
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We have no bearings on it.
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And so we just, you wonder, we both articulated some of the challenges we have in our own
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And it's likely that others would say, I have something similar.
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And you wonder when you look at society, what, how does that contribute to all the other compounder
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problems that we're experiencing?
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How does that blind us to the opportunities we could be looking at?
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And so it really, it has this potential distortion effect on reality that just makes everything
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And I hope if we can put some, if we can assign some numbers to these things and just to get
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our bearings, so we're aware of what's going on, if we could find greater stabilization
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in how we conduct our lives and how we build society, it might be the thing that enables
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us to scaffold because we've really, again, we've done a, humans have done a fantastic
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job systematically scaffolding technology and science institutions.
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It's our own selves, which we have not been able to scaffold.
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It's we are the, we are the one part of this intelligence infrastructure that remains unchanged.
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Is there something you could say about coupling this brain data with not just the basic human
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but say an experience, you mentioned sleep, but the wildest experience, which is psychedelics.
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Is there, and there's been quite a few studies now that are being approved and run, which
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is exciting from a scientific perspective on psychedelics.
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Do you think, what do you think happens to the brain on psychedelics?
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And how can data about this help us understand it?
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And when you're on DMT, do you see elves and can we guess, can we convert that into data?
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Can you add aliens in there?
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Aliens, definitely.
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Do you actually meet aliens and elves are elves, the aliens I'm asking for, for a few
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Austin friends yet that are convinced that they've actually met the elves.
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What are elves like?
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Are they friendly?
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I haven't met them personally.
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They like the smurfs of like they're, like they're industrious and they have different
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skill sets and they, yeah, I think they're very, they're very critical as friends.
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They're trolls, the elves are trolls.
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No, but they care about you.
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So there's a bunch of different version of trolls, there's loving trolls that are harsh
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on you, but they want you to be better and there's trolls that just enjoy your destruction.
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And I think they're the ones that care for you.
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Like, I think they're criticism for my, see, I'm talking, I haven't met them directly.
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So I'm talking, it's like a friend of a friend.
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They're getting the telephone.
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The whole point is that psychedelics and certainly a DMT word, this is where the brain
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data versus word data fails, which is, you know, words can't convey the experience.
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Most people that you can be poetic and so on, but it really does not convey the experience
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of what it actually means to meet the elves.
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To me, what baselines this conversation is, imagine if you, if we were interested in the
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health of your heart and we started and said, okay, Lex, self introspect, tell me how's the
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health of your heart?
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And you sit there and you close your eyes and you think, feels all right.
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Like things, things feel okay.
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And then you went to the cardiologist and the cardiologist like, hey, Lex, you know,
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tell me how you feel.
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And I go, actually, what I really like you to do is do an EKG and a blood panel and look
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at arterial plaques and let's look at my cholesterol and there's like five to 10 studies
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They would then give you this report and say, here's the quantified health of your heart.
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Now with this data, I'm going to prescribe the following regime of exercise and maybe
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I'll put you on a statin, like, et cetera, but the protocol is based upon this data.
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You would think the cardiologist is out of their mind if they just gave you a bottle
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of statins based upon your like, well, I think something's kind of wrong and they're just
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just kind of experiment and see what happens.
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But that's what we do with our mental health today.
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So it's, it's kind of absurd.
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And so if you look at psychedelics to have, again, to be able to measure the brain and
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get a baseline state and then to measure during a psychedelic experience and post a psychedelic
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experience and then do it longitudinally, you now have a quantification of what's going
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And so you could then pose questions, what molecule is appropriate at what dosages at
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what frequency in what contextual environment, what happens when I have this diet with this
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molecule with this experience, all the experimentation you do when you have good sleep data or HRV.
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And so that's what I think happens.
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What we could potentially do with psychedelics is we could add this level of sophistication
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that is not in the industry currently.
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And it may improve the outcomes people experience, it may improve the safety and efficacy.
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And so that's what I hope we are able to achieve.
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And it would transform mental health because we would finally have numbers to work with
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the baseline ourselves.
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And then if you think about it, we, when we talk about things related to the mind, we
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talk about the modality.
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We use words like meditation or psychedelics or something else because we can't talk about
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a marker in the brain.
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We can't use a word to say, we can't talk about cholesterol.
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We don't talk about plaque in the arteries.
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We don't talk about HRV.
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And so if we have numbers, then the solutions get mapped to numbers instead of the modalities
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being the thing we talk about.
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Meditation just does good things in a crude fashion.
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So in your blog post, zero principle thinking, good title, you partner, how do people come
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up with truly original ideas?
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What's your thoughts on this as a human and as a person who's measuring brain data?
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Zero principles are building blocks.
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First principles are understanding of system laws.
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So if you take, for example, I can Sherlock Holmes, he's a first principle stinker.
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So he says, once you've eliminated the impossible, anything that remains, however improbable,
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is true, whereas dirt gently, the holistic detective by Douglas Adams says, I don't
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like eliminating the impossible.
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So when someone says, from a first principles perspective, and they, they're trying to assume
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the fewest number of things within a given timeframe.
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And so when I, after brain tree Venmo, I set my mind to the question of what single thing
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can I do that would maximally increase the probability that the human race thrives beyond
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what we can even imagine.
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And I found that in my conversations with others in the books I read in my own deliberations,
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I had a missing piece of the puzzle.
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Because I didn't feel like, yeah, I didn't feel like the future could be deduced from
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first principles thinking.
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And that's when I read the book Zero, A Biography of a Dangerous Idea.
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It's a really good book, by the way.
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It's, I think it's my favorite book I've ever read.
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It's also a really interesting number, zero.
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And I wasn't aware that the number zero had to be discovered.
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I didn't realize that it caused a revolution in philosophy and the end just tore up math
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I mean, it builds modern society, but it, it wrecked everything in its way.
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It was an unbelievable disruptor and it was so difficult for society to get their heads
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And so zero is, of course, the representation of a zero's principle thinking, which is,
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it's the caliber and consequential nature of an idea.
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And so when you talk about what kind of ideas have civilization transforming properties,
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oftentimes they fall in the zero's category.
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And so in thinking this through, I, I was wanting to find a quantitative structure on
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how to think about these zero's principles.
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And that's, so I came up with that to be a coupler with first principles thinking.
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And so now it's a staple as part of how I think about the world and the future.
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So it emphasizes trying to identify the lens on that word impossible, like what is impossible,
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essentially trying to identify what is impossible and what is possible.
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And being as, how do you, I mean, this, this is the thing is most of society tells you
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the range of things they say is impossible is very wide.
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So you need to be shrinking that.
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I mean, that's the whole process of, of this kind of thinking is you need to be very rigorous
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in, in trying to be, trying to draw the lines of what is actually impossible because very
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few things are actually impossible.
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I don't know what is actually impossible, like it's the Joe Rogan is entirely possible.
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I like that approach to, to science, to engineering, to entrepreneurship.
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It's entirely possible, basically shrink the impossible to zero, to a very small set.
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Life constraints favor first principles thinking because it, it enables faster action with
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higher probability of success.
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Pursuing zero's principle optionality is expensive and uncertain.
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And so in a society constrained by resources, time and money and a desire for social status
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of cops and et cetera, it minimizes zero's principle thinking.
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But the reason why I think zero's principle thinking should be a staple of our shared
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cognitive infrastructure is if you look through the history of past couple of thousand years
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and let's just say we arbitrarily, we subjectively try to assess what is a zero level, zero level
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idea and we say how many have occurred on what time scales and what were the contextual
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I would argue that if you look at AlphaGo when it, it played go from another dimension
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with the, the human go players, when it saw AlphaGo's moves, it attributed it to like
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playing with an alien, playing go with AlphaGo being from another dimension.
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And so if you say computational intelligence has an attribute of introducing zero like
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insights, then if you say what is going to be the occurrence of zero's in society going
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And you could recently say probably a lot more than have occurred and probably more
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So then if you say what happens if you have this computational intelligence throughout
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society that the manufacturing, design and distribution of intelligence is now going
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to heading towards zero, you have an increased number of zero's being produced with a tight
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connection between humans and computers.
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That's when I got to a point and said we cannot predict the future with first principle thinking.
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We can't, that cannot be our imagination set.
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It can't be our sole anchor in the situation that basically the future of our conscious
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existence 20, 30, 40, 50 years is probably a zero.
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So just to clarify, when you say zero, you're referring to basically a truly revolutionary
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Yet something that is currently not a building block of our shared conscious existence either
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in the form of knowledge, it's currently not manifest in what we acknowledge.
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So zero's principle thinking is playing with ideas that are so revolutionary that we can't
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even clearly reason about the consequences once those ideas come to be.
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Or for example, like Einstein, that was a zero, I would categorize it as a zero's principle
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You mean general relativity, space time, that was the course.
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Basically, building upon what Newton had done and said, yes, also, and it just changed
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the fabric of our understanding of reality.
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And so that was unexpected, it existed.
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We just, it became part of our awareness.
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And the moves AlphaGo made existed, it just came into our awareness.
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And so to your point, there's this question of what do we know and what don't we know?
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Do we think we know 99% of all things or do we think we know 0.001% of all things?
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And that goes back to no known, no knowns and unknown unknowns.
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And first principles and zero's principle thinking gives us a quantitative framework
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to say, there's no way for us to mathematically try to create probabilities for these things.
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Therefore, it would be helpful if they were just part of our standard thought processes
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because it may encourage different behaviors in what we do individually, collectively as
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a society, what we aspire to, what we talk about, the possibility sets we imagine.
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I've been engaged in that kind of thinking quite a bit and thinking about engineering
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I think it's feasible.
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I think it's possible in the language that we're using here.
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And it's very difficult to reason about a world when inklings of consciousness can be
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engineered into artificial systems.
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Not from a philosophical perspective, but from an engineering perspective, I believe
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a good step towards engineering consciousness is creating, engineering the illusion of consciousness.
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I'm captivated by our natural predisposition to anthropomorphize things.
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And I think that's what we, I don't want to hear from the philosophers, but I think that's
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what we kind of do to each other, that consciousness is created socially, that much of the power
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of consciousness is in the social interaction.
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I create your consciousness by having interacted with you, and that's the display of consciousness.
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It's the same as the display of emotion.
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Emotion is created through communication.
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Language is created through its use.
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And then we somehow humans, especially philosophers, the heart problem of consciousness really
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want to believe that we possess this thing that's like, there's an elf sitting there
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with a hat or a name tag says consciousness, and they're feeding this subjective experience
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to us, as opposed to it actually being an illusion that would construct to make social
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communication more effective.
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And so I think if you focus on creating the illusion of consciousness, you can create some
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very fulfilling experiences in software.
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And so that to me is the compelling space of ideas to explore.
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And I think going back to our experience together with our interfaces on, you could imagine
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if we get to a certain level of maturity.
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So first let's take the inverse of this.
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So you and I text back and forth and we're sending each other emojis.
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That has a certain amount of information transfer rate as we're communicating with each other.
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And so in our communication with people via email and text and whatnot, we've taken the
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bandwidth of human interaction, the information transfer rate, and we've reduced it.
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We have less social cues.
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We have less information to work with.
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There's a lot more opportunity for misunderstanding.
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So that is altering the conscious experience between two individuals.
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And if we add interfaces to the equation, let's imagine now we amplify the dimensionality
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of our communications.
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That to me is what you're talking about, which is consciousness engineering.
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Perhaps I understand you with dimensions.
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So maybe I understand your hat when you look at the cup and you experience that happiness,
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you can tell me you're happy.
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And I then do theory of mind and say, I can imagine what it might be like to be Lex and
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feel happy about seeing this cup.
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But if the interface could then quantify and give me a 50 vector space model and say, this
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is the version of happiness that Lex is experiencing as he looked at this cup, then it would allow
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me potentially to have much greater empathy for you and understand you as a human of this
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is how you experience joy, which is entirely unique from how I experience joy, even though
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we assumed ahead of time that we were having some kind of similar experience.
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But I agree with you that we do consciousness engineering today in everything we do when
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we talk to each other, when we're building products, and that we're entering into a stage
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where it will be much more methodical and quantitative based and computational in how
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we go about doing it, which to me, I find encouraging because I think it creates better
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guardrails for to create ethical systems on versus right now, I feel like it's really
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a wild, wild West on how these interactions are happening.
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And it's funny you focus on human to human, but that this kind of data enables human
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Interaction, which is what we're kind of talking about when we say engineering consciousness.
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And that will happen, of course, let's flip that on its head.
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Right now, we're putting humans as the central node.
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What if we gave GPT3 a bunch of human brains and said, hey, GPT3, learn some manners when
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you speak and run your algorithms on humans brains and see how they respond so you can
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be polite and so that you can be friendly and so that you can be conversationally appropriate.
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But to inverse it to give our machines a training set in real time with closed loop feedback
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so that our machines were better equipped to find their way through our society in polite
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and kind and appropriate ways.
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Or better yet, teach it some, have it read the finding documents and have it visit Austin
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And so that when you ask, when you tell it, why don't you learn some manners, GPT3 learns
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And learns what it means to be free and a sovereign individual.
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So it depends what kind of a version of GPT3 you want.
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One that's free, one that behaves well with the social revolution.
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You want a socialist GPT3, you want an anarchist GPT3, you want to polite like you take it
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home to visit mom and dad GPT3 and you want like party and like Vegas to a strip club
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You want all flavors.
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And then you've got to have goal alignment between all those.
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They don't want to manipulate each other for sure.
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So that's, I mean, you kind of spoke to ethics, though, one of the concerns that people have
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in this modern world, the digital data is that of privacy and security, but privacy,
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you know, they're concerned that when they share data, it's the same thing with you when
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we trust other human beings in being fragile and revealing something that we're vulnerable
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about, vulnerable about, there's a leap of faith, there's a leap of trust that that's
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going to be just between us as a privacy to it.
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And then the challenge is when you're in the digital space, then sharing your data with
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companies that use that data for advertisement, all those kinds of things, there's a hesitancy
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to share that much data, to share a lot of deep personal data.
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And if you look at brain data, that feels a whole lot like it's richly deeply personal
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So how do you think about privacy with this kind of ocean of data?
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I think we got off to a wrong start with the internet where the basic rules of play for
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the company that be was if you're a company, you can go out and get as much information
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on a person as you can find without their approval, and you can also do things to induce
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them to give you as much information.
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And you don't need to tell them what you're doing with it.
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You can do anything on the backside, you can make money on it.
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But the game is who can acquire the most information and devise the most clever schemes to do it.
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That was a bad starting place.
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And so we are in this period where we need to correct for that.
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And we need to say, first of all, the individual always has control over their data.
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It's not a free for all.
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It's not like a game of hungry hippo, but they can just go at it and grab as much as
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So for example, when your brain data was recorded today, the first thing we did in the kernel
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app was you have control over your data.
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And so it's individual consent, it's individual control, and then you can build up on top
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But it has to be based upon some clear rules of play.
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Everyone knows what's being collected, they know what's being done with it, and the person
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has control over it.
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So transparency and control.
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So everybody knows what does control look like, my ability to delete the data if I want.
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Yeah, delete it and to know who is being shared with under what terms and conditions.
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We haven't reached that level of sophistication with our products of if you say, for example,
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hey Spotify, please give me a customized playlist according to my Neurome.
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You could say you can have access to this vector space model, but only for this duration
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of time, and then you've got to delete it.
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We haven't gotten there to that level of sophistication, but these are ideas we need to start talking
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about of how would you actually structure permissions?
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And I think it creates a much more stable set for society to build where we understand
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the rules of play and people aren't vulnerable to being taken advantage.
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It's not fair for an individual to be taken advantage of without their awareness with
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some other practice that some companies doing for their sole benefit.
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And so hopefully we are going through a process now where we're correcting for these things
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and that it can be an economy wide shift that because really these are fundamentals we need
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It's kind of fun to think about like in Chrome when you install an extension or like install
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an app, it's ask you like what permissions you're willing to give and be cool for in
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It's just like you can have access to my brain data.
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I mean, it's not unimaginable in the future that the big technology companies have built
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a business based upon acquiring data about you that they can then create a view to model
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of you and sell that predictability.
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And so it's not unimaginable that you will create with a kernel device, for example,
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a more reliable predictor of you than they could.
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And that they're asking you for permission to complete their objectives and you're the
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one that gets to negotiate that with them and say, sure, but so it's not unimaginable
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that might be the case.
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So there's a guy named Elon Musk and he has a company in one of the many companies called
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Neuralink that has that's also excited about the brain.
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So it'd be interesting to hear your kind of opinions about a very different approach
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that's invasive that require surgery that implants a data collection device in the brain.
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How do you think about the difference between kernel and Neuralink in the approaches of
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getting that stream of brain data?
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Elon and I spoke about this a lot early on.
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I had started kernel and he had an interest in brain interfaces as well.
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And we explored doing something together, him joining kernel.
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And ultimately it wasn't the right move.
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And so he started Neuralink and I continued building kernel.
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But it was interesting because we were both at this very early time where it wasn't certain
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what, if there was a path to pursue, if now was the right time to do something, and then
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the technological choice of doing that.
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And so we were both, our starting point was looking at invasive technologies.
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And I was building invasive technology at the time, that's ultimately where he's gone.
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Little less than a year after Elon and I were engaged, I shifted kernel to do noninvasive.
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And we had this Neuroscientist come to kernel we were talking about.
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He had been doing Neurosurgery for 30 years, one of the most respected Neuroscientists
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And we brought him to kernel to figure out the ins and outs of his profession.
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And at the very end of our three hour conversation, he said, you know, every 15 or so years,
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a new technology comes along that changes everything.
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He said, it's probably already here, you just can't see it yet.
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And my jaw dropped.
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I thought, because I had spoken to Bob Greenberg, who had built a second site, first on the
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optical nerve, and then he did an array on the optical cortex.
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And then I also became friendly with NeuroPace, who does the implant for seizure detection
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And I saw in their eyes what it was like to take something through an implantable device
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through for a 15 year run.
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They initially thought it was seven years, ended up being 15 years, and they thought
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it'd be 100 million, you know, 300, 400 million.
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And I really didn't want to build invasive technology.
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It was the only thing that appeared to be possible.
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But then once I spun up an internal effort to start looking at noninvasive options, we
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said, is there something here?
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Is there anything here that, again, has the characteristics of, it has the high quality
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data, it could be low cost, it could be accessible?
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Could it make brain interfaces mainstream?
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And so I did a bet the company move.
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We shifted from noninvasive to noninvasive.
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So the answer is yes to that.
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There is something there, that's possible.
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The answer is we'll see.
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We've now built both technologies.
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And they're now, you experienced one of them today.
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We were applying, we're now deploying it, so we're trying to figure out what values
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But I'd say it's really too early to express confidence.
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I think it's too early to assess which technological choice is the right one on what time scales.
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Yeah, time scales are really important here.
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Because if you look at the invasive side, there's so much activity going on right now
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of less invasive techniques to get at the neuron firings, which what Neuralink is building,
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it's possible that in 10, 15 years when they're scaling that technology, other things have
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come along and you'd much rather do that, that thing starts to clock again.
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It may not be the case.
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It may be the case that Neuralink has properly chosen the right technology and that that's
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exactly what they want to be.
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And it's also possible that the path we've chosen at noninvasive falls short for a variety
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It's just it's unknown.
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And so right now, the two technologies we chose, the analogy I'd give you to create
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a baseline of understanding is, if you think of it like the internet in the 90s, the internet
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became useful when people could do a dial up connection and then the paid and then as
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bandwidth increased, so did the utility of that connection and so did the ecosystem approve.
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And so if you say what kernel flow is going to give you a full screen on the picture of
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information, but as you're going to be watching a movie, but the image is going to be blurred
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and the audio is going to be muffled.
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So it has a lower resolution of coverage.
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Kernel flux, our MEG technology is going to give you the full movie and 1080p.
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And Neuralink is going to give you a circle on the screen of 4K.
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And so each one has their pros and cons and it's give and take.
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And so the decision I made with Kernel was that these two technologies, flux and flow,
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were basically the answer for the next seven years.
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And they would give rise to the ecosystem, which would become much more valuable than
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the hardware itself and that we would just continue to improve on the hardware over time.
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And you know, it's early days.
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So it's kind of fascinating to think about that, you know, it's very true that you don't
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know both paths are very promising.
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And it's like 50 years from now, we will look back and maybe not even remember one of them.
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And the other one might change the world.
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It's so cool how technology is.
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I mean, that's what entrepreneurship is like.
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It's the Earth principle is like you're marching ahead into the darkness, into the fog, not
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It's wonderful to have someone else out there with us doing this because if you if you look
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at brainer faces, anything that's off the shelf right now is inadequate.
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It's had its run for a couple of decades.
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It's still in hacker communities.
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It hasn't gone to the mainstream.
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The room size machines are on their own path.
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But there is no answer right now of bringing brainer faces mainstream.
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And so it both they and us, we've both spent over $100 million.
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And that's kind of what it takes to have a go at this because you need to build full
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I mean, Colonel, we are from the photon and the atom through the machine learning.
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We have just under 100 people.
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I think it's something like 36, 37 PhDs in these specialties, these areas that there's
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only a few people in the world who have these abilities.
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And that's what it takes to build next generation, to make an attempt at breaking into brainer
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And so we'll see over the next couple of years, whether it's the right time or whether we
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were both too early or whether something else comes along in seven to 10 years, which
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is the right thing that brings it mainstream.
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So you see Elon as the kind of competitor or a fellow traveler along the path of uncertainty
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It's a fellow traveler.
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It's like at the beginning of the internet is how many companies are going to be invited
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to this new ecosystem, like an endless number.
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Because if you think that the hardware just starts the process, and so, okay, back to
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your initial example, if you take the Fitbit, for example, you say, okay, now I can get
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measurements on the body.
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And what do we think the ultimate value of this device is going to be?
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What is the information transfer rate?
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And they were in the market for a certain duration of time and Google bought them for
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They didn't have ancillary value add.
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There weren't people building on top of the Fitbit device.
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They also didn't have increased insight with additional data streams.
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So it was really just the device.
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If you look, for example, at Apple and the device they sell, you have value in the device
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that someone buys.
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But also, you have everyone who's building on top of it, so you have this additional
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And then you have additional data streams that come in, which increase the value of the product.
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And so if you say, if you look at the hardware as the instigator of value creation, you know,
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over time, what we've built may constitute 5% or 10% of the value of the overall ecosystem.
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And that's what we really care about.
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What we're trying to do is kickstart the mainstream adoption of quantifying the brain.
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And the hardware just opens the door to say what kind of ecosystem could exist.
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And that's why the examples are so relevant of the things you've outlined in your life.
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I hope those things, the books people write, the experiences people build, the conversations
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you have, your relationship with your AI systems, I hope those all are feeding on the insights
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built upon this ecosystem we've created to better your life.
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And so that's the thinking behind it, again, with the Drake equation being the underlying
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And the people at Kernel have joined not because we have certainty of success, but because
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we find it to be the most exhilarating opportunity we could ever pursue in this time to be alive.
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You founded the payment system brain tree in 2007 that acquired Venmo in 2012, and that
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same year was acquired by PayPal, which is now eBay.
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Can you tell me the story of the vision and the challenge of building an online payment
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system and just building a large successful business in general?
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I discovered payments by accident.
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As I was, when I was 21, I just returned from Ecuador living among extreme poverty for two
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I was in the U.S. and I was shocked by the opulence of the United States, and I thought
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this is, I couldn't believe it, and I decided I wanted to try to spend my life helping others.
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That was the life objective that I thought was worthwhile to pursue versus making money
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and whatever the case may be for its own right.
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And so I decided in that moment that I was going to try to make enough money by the age
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of 30 to never have to work again.
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And then with some abundance of money, I could then choose to do things that might be beneficial
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to others but may not meet the criteria of being a standalone business.
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In that process, I started a few companies, had some small successes, had some failures.
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In one of the endeavors, I was up to my eyeballs in debt, things were not going well, and I
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needed a part time job to pay my bills.
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One day I saw in the paper in Utah where I was living, the 50 richest people in Utah,
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and I emailed each one of their assistants and said, you know, I'm young, I'm resourceful,
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I'll do anything, I'll just want to, I'm entrepreneurial, I try to get a job that would be flexible and
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And then I interviewed a few dozen places, nobody would even give me the time of day.
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It wouldn't want to take me seriously.
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And so finally, it was on monster.com that I saw this job posting for credit card sales
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door to door commission.
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I did not know the story.
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I love the head drop.
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That's exactly right.
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So it was the low points to which we're going like.
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So I responded and, you know, the person made an attempt at suggesting that they had some
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kind of standards that they would consider hiring, but it's kind of like if you could
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fog a mirror, like come and do this because it's a hundred percent commission.
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And so I started walking up and down the street in my community selling credit card processing.
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And so what you learn immediately in doing that is if you, you walk into a business,
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first of all, the business owner is typically there and you walk in the door and they can
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tell by how you're addressed or how you walk, whatever their pattern recognition is.
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And they just hate you immediately.
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It's like, stop wasting my time.
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I really am trying to get stuff done.
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I don't want us to do a sales pitch.
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And so you have to overcome the initial get out.
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And then once you engage, when you say the word credit card processing, the person's
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like, I already hate you because I have been taken advantage of dozens of times because
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you're all our weasels.
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And so I had to figure out an algorithm to get past all those different conditions because
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I was still working on my other startup for the majority of my time.
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I was doing this part of time.
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And so I figured out that the industry really was built on people on deceit, basically people
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problems and things that were not reality.
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And so I'd walk into a business, I'd say, look, I would give you $100, I'd put $100
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bill and say, I'll give you $100 for three minutes of your time.
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If you don't say yes to what I'm saying, I'll give you $100.
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And then you usually crack a smile and say, okay, what do you got for me, son?
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And so I'd sit down, I just opened my book and I'd say, here's the credit card industry.
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Here's how it works.
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Here are the players.
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Here's what they do.
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Here's how they deceive you.
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I'm no different than anyone else.
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It's like, you're going to process your credit card, you're going to get the money in the
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You're just going to get a clean statement.
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You're going to have someone who answers the call when someone asks and, you know, just
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like the basic, like you're okay.
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And people started saying yes.
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And then of course I went to the next business and be like, you know, Joe and Susie and whoever
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And so I built a social proof structure.
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And I became the number one salesperson out of 400 people nationwide doing this.
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And I worked, you know, half time still doing this other startup.
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And that's a brilliant strategy, by the way.
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It's very well, very well strategized and executed.
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I did it for nine months.
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And at the time my customer base was making, was generating around, I think it was sick.
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If I remember correctly, $62,504 a month were the overall revenues.
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I thought, wow, that's amazing.
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If I built that as my own company, I would just make $62,000 a month of income passively
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with these merchants processing credit cards.
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So I thought, hmm.
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And so that's when I thought I'm going to create a company.
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And so then I started Braintree.
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And the idea was the online world was broken because PayPal had been acquired by eBay around
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I think 1999 or 2000 and eBay had not innovated much with PayPal.
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So it basically sat still for seven years as the software world moved along.
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And then authorize.net was also a company that was relatively stagnant.
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So you basically had software engineers who wanted modern payment tools, but there were
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none available for them.
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And so they just dealt with software they didn't like.
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And so with Braintree, I thought the entry point is to build software that engineers
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And if we can find the entry point via software, make it easy and beautiful and just a magical
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experience and then provide customer service on top of that would be easy.
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That would be great.
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What I was really going after though was it was PayPal.
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They were the only company in payments making money because they because they had a relationship
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with eBay early on, people created a PayPal account.
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They'd fund their account with their checking account versus their credit cards.
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And then when they'd use PayPal to pay a merchant, PayPal had a cost of payment of zero versus
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if you have coming from a credit card, you have to pay the bank the fees.
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So PayPal's margins were 3% on a transaction versus a typical payments company, which may
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be a nickel or a penny or a dime or something like that.
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And so a new PayPal really was the model to replicate, but a bunch of companies had tried
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They tried to come in and build a two sided marketplace to get consumers to fund the
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checking account and the merchants to accept it, but they'd all failed because building
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a two sided marketplace is very hard at the same time.
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So my plan was I'm going to build a company and get the best merchants in the whole world
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to use our service.
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Then in year five, I'm going to have, I'm going to acquire a consumer payments company
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and I'm going to bring the two together.
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And so focus on the merchant side and then get the payments company that does the customer,
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So the other side of it.
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This is the plan I presented when I was at the University of Chicago and weirdly it happened
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exactly like that.
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So for four years in our customer base included Uber, Airbnb, GitHub, 37 signals, not Basecamp.
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We had a fantastic collection of companies that represented the fastest growing some
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of the fastest growing tech companies in the world.
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And then we met up with Venmo and they had done a remarkable job in building product.
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There's not then something very counterintuitive, which is make public your private financial
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transactions with people previously thought were something that should be hidden from
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others and we acquired Venmo.
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And at that point we now had, we replicated the model because now people could fund their
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Venmo account with their checking account, keep money in the account, and then you could
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just plug Venmo as a form of payment.
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And so I think PayPal saw that, that we were getting the best merchants in the world.
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We had people using Venmo, they were both the up and coming millennials at the time
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who had so much influence online.
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And so they came in and offered us an attractive number.
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And my goal was not to build the biggest payments company in the world.
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It wasn't to try to climb the Forbes billionaire list.
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It was, the objective was I want to earn enough money so that I can basically dedicate my
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attention to doing something that could potentially be useful on a society wide scale.
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And more importantly, that could be considered to be valuable from the vantage point of 2050,
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So thinking about it on a few hundred year timescale.
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And there was a certain amount of money I needed to do that, so I didn't require the
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permission of anybody to do that.
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And so that, what PayPal offered was sufficient for me to get that amount of money to basically
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And that's when I set off to survey everything I could identify an existence to say of anything
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in the entire world I could do, what one thing could I do that would actually have
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the highest value potential for the species.
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And so it took me a little while to arrive at brainer faces, but you know, payments in
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themselves are revolutionary technologies that can change the world.
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Like let's not, let's not sort of, let's not forget that too easily.
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I mean, obviously you know this, but there's quite a few lovely folks.
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Who are now fascinated with the space of cryptocurrency.
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And where payments are very much connected to this, but in general just money.
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And many of the folks I've spoken with, they also kind of connect that to not just purely
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financial discussions, but philosophical and political discussions.
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And they see Bitcoin as a way, almost as activism, almost as a way to resist the corruption
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of centralized centers of power and sort of basically in the 21st century, decentralized
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in control, whether that's Bitcoin or other cryptocurrencies, they see that's one possible
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way to give power to those that live in regimes that are corrupt or are not respectful human
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rights and all those kinds of things.
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What's your sense, just all your expertise with, with payments and seeing how that changed
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the world, what's your sense about the lay of the land for the future of Bitcoin or other
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cryptocurrencies in the positive impact they may have on the world?
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To be clear, my communication wasn't suggest, wasn't meant to minimize payments or to denigrate
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It was an attempted communication that when I was surveying the world, it was an algorithm
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of what could I individually do?
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So there are things that exist that have a lot of potential that can be done.
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And then there's a filtering of how many people are qualified to do this given thing.
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And then there's a further characterization that can be done of, okay, given the number
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of qualified people, will somebody be a unique outperformer of that group to make something
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truly impossible to be something done that otherwise couldn't get done?
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So there's, there's a process of assessing where can you add unique value in the world?
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And some of that has to do with, you're being very, very formal and calculative here, but
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some of that is just like, what do you sense, like part of that equation is how much passion
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you sense within yourself to be able to drive that through, to discover the impossibilities
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and make them possible.
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And so we, we were a brain tree, I think we were the first company to integrate Coinbase
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into our, I think we were the first payments company to formally incorporate crypto if
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For people who are not familiar, Coinbase is a place we can trade cryptocurrencies.
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Which was one of the only places you could.
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So we were early in doing that and of course this was in the year 2013.
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So an attorney to go and in cryptocurrency land.
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I concur with the, the statement you made of the potential of the principles underlying
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cryptocurrencies and that many of the things that they're building in the name of money
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and of, of moving value is equally applicable to the brain and equally applicable to how
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the brain interacts with the rest of the world and how we would imagine doing goal alignment
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So it's, to me, it's a continuous spectrum of possibility.
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And we're taught, your question is isolated on the money.
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And I think it just is basically a scaffolding layer for all of society.
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So you don't see this money as particularly distinct from the money?
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It's, I think we, we at Kernel, we will benefit greatly from the progress being made in cryptocurrency
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because it will be a similar technology stack we will want to use for many things we want
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And so I'm bullish on what's going on and I think it could greatly enhance brain interfaces
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and the value of the brain interface ecosystem.
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Is there something you could say about, first of all, bullish on cryptocurrency versus fiat
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So do you, do you have a sense that in 21st century cryptocurrency will be embraced by
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governments and changed the, the, the face of governments, the structure of government?
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It's the, it's the same way I think about my diet, where previously it was conscious
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Brian looking at foods in certain biochemical states on my hungry and my irritated on my
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And then I choose based upon those momentary windows.
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Do I eat at night when I'm fatigued and I have low willpower, am I going to pig out
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And the current monetary system is based upon human conscious decision making and politics
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and power and this whole mess of things.
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And what I like about the building blocks of cryptocurrency is it's methodical, it's
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structured, it is accountable, it's transparent.
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And so it introduces this scaffolding, which I think again is the right starting point for
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how we think about building next generation institutions for society.
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And that's why I think it's much broader, much broader than money.
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So I guess what you're saying is Bitcoin is the demotion of the conscious mind as well.
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In the same way you were talking about diet is like giving less priority to the, the ups
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and downs of any one particular human mind, in this case your own, and giving more power
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to the sort of data driven.
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Yes, yeah, I think that is accurate that cryptocurrency is a version of what I would
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call my autonomous self that I'm trying to build.
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It is an introduction of an autonomous system of value exchange and value, and the process
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of value creation in society, yes, there's similarities.
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So I guess what you're saying is Bitcoin will somehow help me not pig out at night or the
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equivalent of speaking of diet.
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If we could just linger on that, that topic a little bit, we already talked about your,
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your blog post of I fired myself, I fired Brian the evening, Brian who is too willing
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to not not making good decisions for the long term well being and happiness of the entirety
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Now, basically you were like picking out at night and but it's interesting because I
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do this, I do the same.
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In fact, I often eat one meal a day and like I have been this, this week actually, especially
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when I travel and it's, it's funny that it never occurred to me to just basically look
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at the fact that I'm able to be much smarter about my eating decisions in the morning and
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the afternoon than I am at night.
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So if I eat one meal a day, why not eat that one meal a day in the morning?
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Like, I'm not, it never occurred to me, this revolutionary until, until you've, you've
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So maybe can you give some details and what this is just you, this is one person, Brian
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arrives at a particular thing that they do, but it's fascinating to kind of look at this
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one particular case study.
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So what works for you diet wise?
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What's your actual diet?
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How often do you eat?
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My current protocol is basically the result of thousands of experiments and decision making.
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So I've, I do this every 90 days, I do the tests, I do the cycle throughs that I measure
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again and then I'm measuring all the time and so what I, I of course, I'm optimizing
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for my biomarkers.
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I want perfect cholesterol and I brought perfect by blood glucose levels and perfect
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DNA methylation, you know, processes.
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I also want perfect sleep.
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And so for example, recently in the past two weeks, my resting heart rate has been at 42
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when I sleep and when my resting heart rate is at 42, my HRV is at its highest and I wake
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up in the morning feeling more energized than any other configuration.
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And so I know from all these processes that eating at roughly 830 in the morning, right
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after I work out on an empty stomach creates enough distance between that completed eating
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and bedtime where I have no almost no digestion processes going on in my body.
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So my resting heart rate goes very low and when my resting heart rate is very low, I
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sleep with high quality.
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And so basically I've been trying to optimize the entirety of what I eat to my sleep quality.
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My sleep quality then of course feeds into my willpower so it creates this virtuous cycle.
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And so what I at 830, what I do is I eat what I call super veggie, which is it's a pudding
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of 250 grams of broccoli, 150 grams of cauliflower and a whole bunch of other vegetables that
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I eat what I call nutty pudding, which is make the pudding itself.
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Like what you call it, like a veggie mix, whatever thing.
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You can be made in a high speed blender.
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But basically I eat the same thing every day, a veggie bowl as in a form of pudding
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and then a bowl in the form of nuts.
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So that's fat and that's fat and carbs and that's the protein and so on.
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Does it taste good?
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I love it so much.
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And then I have a third dish, which is it changes every day.
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Today it was kale and spinach and sweet potato.
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And then I take about 20 supplements that hopefully make constitute a perfect nutritional
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So what I'm trying to do is create the perfect diet for my body every single day.
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Or sleep as part of the optimization.
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You're like one of the things you're really tracking at me.
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Well, I have a million questions, but 20 supplements, like what kind are like, would you say are
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Because I only take, I only take athletic, athleticgreens.com slash what.
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That's like the multivitamin essentially.
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That's like the lazy man.
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You know, like if you don't actually want to think about shit, that's what you take.
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And then fish oil and that's it.
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That's all I take.
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Yeah, you know, Alfred North Whitehead said, civilization advances as that extends the
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number of important operations it can do without thinking about them.
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And so my objective on this is I want an algorithm for perfect health that I never have to think
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And then I want that system to be scalable to anybody so that they don't have to think
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And right now it's expensive for me to do it.
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It's time consuming for me to do it.
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And I have infrastructure to do it, but the future of being human is not going to the
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grocery store and deciding what to eat.
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It's also not reading scientific papers, trying to decide this thing or that thing.
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It's all N of one.
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So it's devices on the outside and inside your body assessing real time what your body
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needs and then creating closed loop systems for that to happen.
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So right now you're doing the data collection and you're being the scientist, it'd be much
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better if you just did the data collection or it was being essentially done for you and
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you can outsource that to another scientist that's doing the N of one study of you.
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That's right because every time I spend time thinking about this or executing spending
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time on it, I'm spending less time thinking about building kernel or the future of being
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And so we just all have the budget of our capacity on an everyday basis and we will scaffold
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our way up out of this.
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And so yeah, hopefully what I'm doing is really, it serves as a model that others can also
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That's why I wrote about it, is hopefully people can then take and improve upon it.
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I hold nothing sacred.
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I change my diet almost every day based upon some new test results or science or something
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Can you maybe elaborate on the sleep thing?
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Why is sleep so important?
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And why, presumably, what does good sleep mean to you?
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I think sleep is a contender for being the most powerful health intervention in existence.
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I mean, it's magical what it does if you're well rested and what your body can do.
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And I mean, for example, I know when I eat close to my bedtime and I've done a systematic
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study for years looking at 15 minute increments on time of day and where I eat my last meal,
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my willpower is directly correlated to the amount of deep sleep I get.
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So my ability to not binge eat at night when Rascal Bryan's out and about is based upon
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how much deep sleep I got the night before.
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There's a lot to that, yeah.
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And so I've seen it manifest itself and so I think the way I summarize this is in society
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we've had this myth of we tell stories, for example, of entrepreneurship where this person
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was so amazing, they stayed at the office for three days and slept under their desk.
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And we say, wow, that's amazing, that's amazing.
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And now I think we're headed towards a state where we'd say that's primitive and really
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not a good idea on every level.
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And so the new mythology is going to be the exact opposite.
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By the way, just to sort of maybe push back a little bit on that idea.
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Did you sleep under your desk, Lex?
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Well, yeah, a lot.
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I'm a big believer in that actually.
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I'm a big believer in chaos and not giving it, like giving it to your passion and sometimes
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doing things that are out of the ordinary that are not trying to optimize health for
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certain periods of time in lieu of your passions is a signal to yourself that you're throwing
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So I think what you're referring to is how to have good performance for prolonged periods
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I think there's moments in life when you need to throw all of that away.
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All the plans away, all the structure away.
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So I'm not sure I have an eloquent way of describing exactly what I'm talking about,
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but it all depends on different people, people are different.
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But there's a danger of over optimization to where you don't just give in to the madness
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of the way your brain flows.
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I mean, to push back on my pushback is nice to have where the foundations of your brain
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are not messed with.
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So you have a fixed foundation where the diet is fixed, where the sleep is fixed, and all
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And the chaos happens in the space of ideas as opposed to the space of biology.
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But I'm not sure if that requires real discipline in forming habits.
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There's some aspect to which some of the best days and weeks of my life have been sleeping
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under a desk kind of thing.
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And I'm not too willing to let go of things that empirically worked for things that work
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So again, I'm absolutely with you on sleep.
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Also I'm with you on sleep conceptually, but I'm also very humbled to understand that
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for different people, good sleep means different things.
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I'm very hesitant to trust science on sleep.
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I think you should also be a scholar of your body, again, the experiment of N of 1.
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I'm not so sure that a full night's sleep is great for me.
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There is something about that power nap that I just have not fully studied yet.
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But that nap is something special.
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I'm not sure I found the optimal thing.
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So there's a lot to be explored to what is exactly optimal amount of sleep, optimal
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kind of sleep, combined with diet and all those kinds of things.
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That all maps the data, at least the truth, exactly what everything you're referring to.
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Here's a data point for your consideration.
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The progress in biology over the past, say decade, has been stunning.
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And it now appears as if we will be able to replace our organs, zero externa transplantation.
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And so we probably have a path to replace and regenerate every organ of your body, except
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You can lose your hand and your arm and a leg, you can have an artificial heart.
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You can't operate without your brain.
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And so when you make that trade off decision of whether you're going to sleep under the
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desk or not and go all out for a four day marathon, there's a cost benefit trade off
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of what's going on, what's happening to your brain in that situation.
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We don't know the consequences of modern day life on our brain.
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We don't, it's the most valuable organ in our existence.
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And we don't know what's going on in how we're treating it today with stress and with
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sleep and with dietary.
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And to me, then if you say that you're trying to, you're, you're trying to optimize life
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for whatever things you're trying to do.
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The game is soon with the progress in anti aging and biology, the game is very soon going
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to become different than what it is right now with organ rejuvenation, organ replacement.
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And I'm, I would conjecture that we will value the health status of our brain above
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Everything you're saying is true, but we die, we die pretty quickly.
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And I'm one of those people that I would rather die in battle than, than stay safe at home.
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It's like, yeah, you look at kind of, there's a lot of things that you can reasonably say,
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these are, this is the smart thing to do that can prevent you, that becomes conservative,
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that can prevent you from fully embracing life.
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I think ultimately you can be very intelligent and data driven and also embrace life.
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But I err on the side of embracing life.
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It's very, it takes a very skillful person to not sort of that hovering parent that
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says, no, you know what?
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There's a 3% chance that if you go out, if you go out by yourself and play, you're going
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to die, get run over by a car, come to a slow or a sudden end.
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And I am more a supporter of just go out there.
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If you die, you die.
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And that's a, it's a balance you have to strike.
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I think long, there's a balance of strike and longterm optimization and short term freedom.
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For me, for a programmer, for a programming mind, I tend to over optimize and I'm very
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cautious and afraid of that to not over optimize and thereby be overly cautious, suboptimally
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cautious about everything I do.
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And then the ultimate thing I'm trying to optimize for it is funny you said like sleep
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and all those kinds of things.
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I tend to think this is a, you're being more precise than I am, but I think I tend to want
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to minimize stress, which everything comes into that from your sleep and all those kinds
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But I worry that whenever I'm trying to be too strict with myself, then the stress goes
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up when I don't follow the strictness.
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And so you have to kind of, it's a weird, it's a, there's so many variables in an objective
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function as it's hard to get right.
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And sort of not giving a damn about sleep and not giving a damn about diet is a good
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thing to inject in there every once in a while for somebody who's trying to optimize everything.
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But that's me just trying to, like it's exactly like you said, you're just a scientist, I'm
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a scientist of myself, you're a scientist of yourself.
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It'd be nice if somebody else was doing it and had much better data than because I don't
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trust my conscious mind and I pigged out last night at some brisket in LA that I regret
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There's no point to anything I just said.
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What, what is the nature of your regret on the brisket?
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Is it, do you wish you hadn't eaten it entirely?
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Is it that you wish you hadn't eaten as much as you did?
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I think, well, most regret, I mean, if we want to be specific, I drank way too much
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My biggest regret is like having drank so much diet soda, that's the thing that really
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I had trouble sleeping because of that because I was like programming and then I was editing
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and so I stayed up late at night and then I had to get up to go pee a few times and it
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A mess of a night.
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Well, it's not really a mess, but like it's so many, it's like the little things.
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I know if I just eat, I drink a little bit of water and that's it and there's a certain,
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all of us have perfect days that we know diet wise and so on that's good to follow, you
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I know what it takes for me to do that.
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I didn't fully do that and thereby because there's an avalanche effect where the other
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sources of stress, all the other to do items I have, pile on my failure to execute on some
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basic things that I know make me feel good and all of that combines to create a mess
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But some of that chaos, you have to be okay with it, but some of it I wish was a little
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bit more optimal and your ideas about eating in the morning are quite interesting as an
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experiment to try.
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Can you elaborate, are you eating once a day?
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In the morning and that's it.
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Can you maybe speak to how that, you spoke, it's funny, spoke about the metrics of sleep,
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but you're also, you know, run a business, you're incredibly intelligent, you have to,
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mostly your happiness and success relies on you thinking clearly.
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So how does that affect your mind and your body in terms of performance?
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Not really, but actually like mental performance.
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As you were explaining your objective function of, for example, in the criteria you are including,
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you like certain neurochemical states, like you like feeling like you're living life,
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that life has enjoyment, that sometimes you want to disregard certain rules to have a
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moment of passion, of focus.
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There's this architecture of the way Lex is, which makes you happy as a story you tell,
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as something you kind of experience, maybe the experience is a bit more complicated,
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but it's in this idea you have, this is a version of you.
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And the reason why I maintain the schedule I do is I've chosen a game to say, I would
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like to live a life where I care more about what intelligent, what people who live in
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2000, the year 2500, think of me than I do today.
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That's the game I'm trying to play.
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And so therefore, the only thing I really care about on this optimization is trying
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to see past myself, past my limitations, using zeroes principle thinking, pull myself out
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of this contextual mesh we're in right now and say, what will matter 100 years from now
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and 200 years from now?
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What are the big things really going on that are defining reality?
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And I find that if I were to hang out with Diet Soda Lex and Diet Soda Brian were to
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play along with that, and my deep sleep were to get crushed as a result, my mind would
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not be on what matters in 100 years or 200 years or 300 years, I would be irritable,
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I would be, you know, I'd be in a different state.
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And so it's just gameplay selection.
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It's what you and I have chosen to think about.
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It's what we've chosen to work on.
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And this is why I'm saying that no generation of humans have ever been afforded the opportunity
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to look at their lifespan and contemplate that they will have the possibility of experiencing
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an evolved form of consciousness that is undoneifiable, that would fall into the zeroes category
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That to me is the most exciting thing in existence.
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And I would not trade any momentary neurochemical state right now in exchange for that.
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I would, I'd be willing to deprive myself of all momentary joy in pursuit of that goal
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because that's what makes me happy.
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But I'm a bit, I just looked it up, I'm with a, I just looked up Braveheart speech in
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William Wallace, but I don't know if you've seen it.
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Fight and you may die, run and you'll live at least a while and dying in your beds many
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Would you be willing to trade all the days from this day to that for one chance?
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Just one chance, picture of Mel Gibson saying this, to come back here and tell our enemies
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that they may take our lives with growing excitement, but they'll never take our freedom.
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I get excited every time I see that in the movie, but that's kind of how I approach life.
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Do you think they were tracking their sleep?
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They were not tracking their sleep and they ate way too much brisket and they were fat,
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unhealthy, died early and were primitive, but there's something in my eight brain that's
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attracted to that even though most of my life is fully aligned with the way you see yours.
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Part of it is for comedy, of course, but part of it is like I'm almost afraid of over optimization.
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Really what you're saying though, if we're looking at this, let's say from a first principles
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perspective, when you read those words, they conjure up certain life experiences, but you're
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basically saying, I experienced a certain neurotransmitter state when these things are
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That's all you're saying.
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So whether it's that or something else, you're just saying you have a selection for how your
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state for your body, and so if you as an engineer of consciousness, that should just be engineerable.
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That's just triggering certain chemical reactions.
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So it doesn't mean they have to be mutually exclusive.
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You can have that and experience that and also not sacrifice long term health.
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I think that's the potential of where we're going is we don't have to assume they are
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trade offs that must be had.
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I guess from my particular brain, it's useful to have the outlier experiences that also
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come along with the illusion of free will where I chose those experiences that make me feel
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like it's freedom.
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Listen, going to Texas made me realize I spent, so I was, it's still am, but I lived at Cambridge
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at MIT and I never felt like home there.
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I felt like home in the space of ideas with the colleagues, like when I was actually discussing
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ideas, but there is something about the constraints, how cautious people are, how much they value
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to also material success, career success.
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When I showed up to Texas, it felt like I belong.
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That was very interesting, but that's my neurochemistry, whatever the hell that is, whatever, maybe
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probably is rooted to the fact that I grew up in the Soviet Union, it was such a constrained
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system that you really deeply value freedom and you always want to escape the man and
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the control of centralized systems.
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I don't know what it is, but at the same time, I love strictness.
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I love the dogmatic authoritarianism of diet, of the same habit, exactly the habit you have.
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I think that's actually when bodies perform optimally, my body performs optimally.
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So balancing those two, I think if I have the data, every once in a while, party with
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some wild people, but most of the time, eat once a day, perhaps in the morning, I'm going
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That might be very interesting, but I'd rather not try it.
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I'd rather have the data that tells me to do it, but in general, you're able to eating
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once a day, think deeply about stuff like this.
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Concern that people have is like, does your energy wane, all those kinds of things?
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You find that it's, especially because it's unique, it's vegan as well.
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So you find that you're able to have a clear mind, a focus, and just physically and mentally
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And I find my personal experience in thinking about hard things is like oftentimes, I feel
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like I'm looking through a telescope and like I'm aligning two or three telescopes and you
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kind of have to close one eye and move back and forth a little bit and just find just
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the right alignment thing.
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You find just a sneak peek at the thing you're trying to find, but it's fleeting.
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If you move just one little bit, it's gone.
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And oftentimes what I feel like are the ideas I value the most are like that.
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They're so fragile and fleeting and slippery and elusive.
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And it requires a sensitivity to thinking and a sensitivity to maneuver through these
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If I concede to a world where I'm on my phone texting, I'm also on social media, I'm also
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doing 15 things at the same time because I'm running the company and I'm also feeling terrible
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from the last night, it all just comes crashing down and the quality of my thoughts goes to
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I'm a functional person to respond to basic level things, but I don't feel like I am
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doing anything interesting.
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I think that's a good word, sensitivity, because that's what thinking deeply feels like is
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you're sensitive to the fragile thoughts and you're right.
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All those other distractions kind of dull your ability to be sensitive to the fragile
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It's a really good word.
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Out of all the things you've done, you've also climbed Mount Kilimanjaro.
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What do you, why and how and what do you take from that experience?
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I guess the backstory is relevant because in that moment, it was the darkest time in
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I was ending a 13 year marriage, I was leaving my religion, I sold brain tree and I was battling
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depression where I was just like at the end and I got invited to go to Tanzania as part
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of a group that was raising money to build clean water wells.
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I had made some money from brain tree and so I was able to donate $25,000.
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It was the first time I had ever had money to donate outside of paying tithing in my
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religion and it was such a phenomenal experience to contribute something meaningful to someone
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else in that form and as part of this process, we were going to climb the mountain and so
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we went there and we saw the clean water wells we were building.
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We spoke to the people there and it was very energizing and then we climbed Kilimanjaro
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and I came down with a stomach flu on day three and I also had altitude sickness but
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I became so sick that on day four, we are somebody on day five, I came into the camp,
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base camp at 15,000 feet, just going to the bathroom on myself and following all over.
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I was just a disaster, I was so sick.
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So stomach flu and altitude sickness.
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Yeah, and I just was destroyed from the situation and plus psychologically one of the lowest
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Yeah, and I think that was probably a big contributor.
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I was just smoked as a human, just absolutely done and I had three young children and so
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I was trying to reconcile whether I live or not is not my decision by itself.
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I'm now intertwined with these three little people and I have an obligation whether I
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like it or not, I need to be there and so it did.
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It felt like I was just stuck in a straight jacket and I had to decide whether I was going
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to summit the next day with the team and it was a difficult decision because once you
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start hiking, there's no way to get off the mountain and a midnight came and our guide
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came in and he said, where are you at?
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And I said, I think I'm okay, I think I can try and so we went and so from midnight to
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I made it to the summit at 5am.
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It was one of the most transformational moments of my existence and the mountain became my
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It became everything that I was struggling with and when I started hiking, the pain
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got so ferocious that it was kind of like this.
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It became so ferocious that I turned my music to Eminem and he was the only person in existence
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that spoke to my soul and it was something about his anger and his vibrancy in his multi
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He's the only person who I could turn on and I could say, I feel some relief.
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I turned on Eminem and I made it to the summit after 5 hours but just a hundred yards from
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I was with my guide Ike and I started getting very dizzy and I felt like I was going to
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fall backwards off this cliff area we were on and I was like, this is dangerous.
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And he said, look Brian, I know where you're at.
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I know where you're at and I can tell you you've got it in you so I want you to look
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up, take a step, take a breath and then look up, take a breath and take a step and I did
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And so I got there and I just sat down with him at the top and I just cried like a baby.
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I just lost it and so he let me do my thing and then we pulled out the pulse oximeter
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and he measured my blood oxygen levels and it was like 50 something percent and it was
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a danger zone so he looked at it and I think he was really alarmed that I was in this situation.
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And so he said, we can't get a helicopter here and we can't get you emergency evacuated
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you've got to go down, you've got to hike down to 15,000 feet to get base camp.
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And so we went out on the mountain, I got back down at base camp and again that was
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pretty difficult and then they put me on a stretcher, this metal stretcher with this
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one wheel and a team of six people wheeled me down the mountain.
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And it was it was pretty tortuous.
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I'm very appreciative they did also the trail is very bumpy so they'd go over the big rocks
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and so my head would just slam against this metal thing for hours and so I just felt awful
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plus again my head slammed every couple of seconds.
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So the whole experience was really a life changing moment and that's it.
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That was the demarcation of me basically building your life of basically I said I'm going to
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reconstruct Brian, my understanding of reality, my existential realities, what I want to go
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after and I try, I mean as much as that's possible as a human but that's when I set
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out to rebuild everything.
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Was it the struggle of that?
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I mean there's also just like the romantic poetic it's a fricking mountain is a man in
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pain psychological and physical struggling up a mountain but it's just struggle just
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in the face of just pushing through in the face of hardship or nature to something much
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Is that was that the thing that just clicked?
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For me it felt like I was just locked in with reality and it was a death match.
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It was in that moment one of us is going to die.
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So you were pondering death like not surviving.
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And that was the moment and it was the summit to me was I'm going to come out on top and
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I can do this and giving in was it's like I'm just done and so it did, I locked in and
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that's why mountains are magical to me.
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I didn't expect that.
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I didn't design that.
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I didn't know that was going to be the case.
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It would not have been something I would have anticipated.
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But you are not the same man afterwards.
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Is there advice you can give to young people today that look at your story that's successful
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in many dimensions?
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Advice you can give to them about how to be successful in their career successful in
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life and whatever path they choose.
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Yes, I would say listen to advice and see it for what it is, a mirror of that person
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and then map and know that your future is going to be in a zero principle and so what
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you're hearing today is a representation of what may have been the right principles to
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build upon previously, but they're likely depreciating very fast.
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And so I am a strong proponent that people ask for advice, but they don't take advice.
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So, how do you take advice properly?
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It's in the careful examination of the advice.
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It's actually, the person makes a statement about a given thing somebody should follow.
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The value is not doing that.
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The value is understanding the assumption stack they built, the assumption of knowledge
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stack they built around that body of knowledge.
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It's not doing what they say.
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Concerning the advice, but digging deeper to understand the assumption stack, like
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I mean, this is deep empathy, essentially, to understand the journey of the person that
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arrived at the advice and the advice is just the tip of the iceberg that ultimately is
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not the thing that gives you.
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The right thing to do, it could be the complete wrong thing to do, depending on the assumption
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So you need to investigate the whole thing.
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Is there some, are there been people in your startup, in your business journey that have
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served that role of advice giver that's been helpful?
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Or do you feel like your journey felt like a lonely path, or was it one that was, of course,
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for all, while they're born and die alone, but do you fundamentally remember the experiences
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when you leaned on people at a particular moment or a time that changed everything?
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The most significant moments of my memory, for example, like on Kilimanjaro, when Ike,
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some person I'd never met in Tanzania, was able to, in that moment, apparently see my
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soul when I was in this death match with reality.
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And he gave me the instructions, look up, step.
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And so there's magical people in my life that have done things like that.
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And I suspect they probably don't know.
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I probably should be better at identifying those things and, but yeah, hopefully the,
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I suppose like a wisdom I would aspire to is to have the awareness and the empathy to
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be that for other people and not a retail advertiser of advice, of tricks and for life,
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but deeply meaningful and empathetic with a one on one context with people that it really
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could make a difference.
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Yeah, I actually kind of experienced, I think about that sometimes, you know, you have like
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an 18 year old kid come up to you, it's not always obvious, it's not always easy to really
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listen to them, like not, not the facts, but like see who that person is.
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I think people say that about being a parent is, you know, you want to consider that you
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want to be the authority figure in a sense that you really want to consider that there's
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a special unique human being there with a unique brain that may be brilliant in ways
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that you are not understanding that you'll never be and really try to hear that.
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So when giving advice or something to that, it's a both sides should be deeply empathetic
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about the assumption stack.
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I love that terminology.
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What do you think is the meaning of this whole thing of life?
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Why the hell are we here?
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Alright, Johnson, we've been talking about brains and studying brains and you had this
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very eloquent way of describing life on earth as an optimization problem of the cost of
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intelligence going to zero at first through the evolutionary process and then eventually
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through building through our technology building more and more intelligent systems.
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You ever ask yourself why is doing that?
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Yeah, I think the answer to this question, again, the information value is more in the
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mirror it provides of that person, which is a representation of the technological, social,
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political context of the time.
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So if you ask this question 100 years ago, you would get a certain answer that reflects
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Same thing would be true for 1000 years ago.
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It's difficult for a person to pull themselves out of their contextual awareness.
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And offer truly original response.
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And so knowing that I am contextually influenced by the situation, that I am a mirror for our
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reality, I would say that in this moment, I think the real game going on is that evolution
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built a system of scaffolding intelligence that produced us.
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We are now building intelligent systems that are scaffolding higher dimensional intelligence
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that's developing more robust systems of intelligence.
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In doing in that process with the cost going to zero, then the meaning of life becomes
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goal alignment, which is the negotiation of our conscious and unconscious existence.
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And then I'd say the third thing is if we're thinking that we want to be explorers, is
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our technological progress is getting to a point where we could aspirationally say we
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want to figure out what is really going on.
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Because does any of this really make sense?
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Now we may be 100, 200, 500, a thousand years away from being able to poke our way out of
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whatever is going on, but it's interesting that we could even state an aspiration to
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say we want to poke at this question.
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But I'd say in this moment of time, the meaning of life is that we can build a future state
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of existence that is more fantastic than anything we could ever imagine.
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The striving for something more amazing.
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And that defies expectations that we would consider bewildering and all the things.
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And I guess the last thing, if there's multiple meanings of life, it would be infinite games.
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James Kars wrote the book, finite games, infinite games.
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The only game to play right now is to keep playing the game.
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And so this goes back to the algorithm of the Lex algorithm of diet soda and brisket
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and pursuing the passion.
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What I'm suggesting is there's a moment here where we can contemplate playing infinite
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Therefore it may make sense to err on the side of making sure one is in a situation to
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be playing infinite games if that opportunity arises.
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So the landscape of possibility is changing very, very fast.
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And therefore our old algorithms of how we might assess risk assessment and what things
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we might pursue and why those assumptions may fall away very quickly.
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Well, I think I speak for a lot of people when I say that the game you, Mr. Brian Johnson,
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have been playing is quite incredible.
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Thank you so much for talking to me.
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Thanks for listening to this conversation with Brian Johnson.
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And now let me leave you with some words from Diane Ackerman.
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Our brain is a crowded chemistry lab bustling with nonstop neural conversations.
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Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.