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we would come up to these rafts and these boats
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that were in really dire shape and people would be pushed off
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and people would jump off
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and people would fall into the water
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and some of them couldn't swim.
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And so we found ourselves in this moment
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where we had a choice.
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We could film someone drown in front of us
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or we could put our cameras down
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and pull them out of the water.
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The following is a conversation with Sky Fitzgerald,
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a two time Oscar nominated documentary filmmaker
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who made the films Hunger Ward, about the war in Yemen,
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Lifeboat, about the search and rescue operations
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off the coast of Libya,
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and 50 Feet from Syria, about the war in Syria.
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This is the Lex Friedman podcast.
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in the description.
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Now, dear friends, here's Sky Fitzgerald.
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Nearly 811 million people worldwide are hungry today
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and 45 million people are on the edge of famine
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across 43 countries.
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How do you make sense of that many people suffering
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from hunger and famine in the world today?
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I don't know if I can make sense of it, Lex.
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I mean, I think it's deeply disturbing to me
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that as a global community, we've allowed this number
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of people to go hungry when the food to feed them exists
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and the resources to feed them exists.
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I think the thing that disturbs me most about those figures
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is that many of those who are starving today
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or going hungry today are the net result of war
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and intentional acts by leaders to starve entire populations.
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And that's the most deeply disturbing part to me.
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You know your history and we all know that deeply embedded
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in the Geneva Conventions post World War II,
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the intent of one of those articles was to ban the use
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of starvation as a weapon of war because of what Hitler did
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during World War II.
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That's been reiterated multiple times over the years
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in international humanitarian law, including in 2018
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because of the Saudi blockade over Yemen.
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And yet to this day, starvation as a weapon of war
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continues to be used in Ethiopia,
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obviously in Ukraine right now and in Yemen
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with the blockade over the country.
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And that disgusts me that the law is in place
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but it won't be enforced by the international bodies
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and the nation states that make up
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the international community.
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So when the starvation is a result of human actions,
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human decisions, that it's especially painful
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For me personally, yeah.
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I think that if you and I sit in here,
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didn't eat for three days and had to lay our head
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on the sidewalk for a couple nights,
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I think we would take hunger and homelessness
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a lot more seriously.
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And I think that's, for some reason,
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that's missing at this moment in history, tragically.
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And I think until that we can generate enough empathy,
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that's immediate for all of us to understand
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what that means to go hungry.
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I'm not sure we're gonna sort of marshal
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the global community to solve it.
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I did just that by the way, fasted for three days recently.
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It was fundamentally different, I think,
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because the thing that would be terrifying to me
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is not the fasting, but the hopelessness
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at the end of the fasting.
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Like I wouldn't know when the next meal is coming.
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I always had the freedom to have the meal.
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The fear, not just your own ability to eat and survive,
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but your family's.
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If there's loved ones, that's the other thing I don't have.
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So I feel like the worst suffering
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is watching somebody you love
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that you're supposed to be a caretaker of
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and you can't take care of them.
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And if all of that is caused by leaders
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as a weapon of war, that is especially painful.
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So how can we help?
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What are the ways to help?
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How do we alleviate this suffering?
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Well, I think on the humanitarian front,
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we have to be aggressive and attentive
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and intervene in significant ways.
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And I think on the political front,
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we have to hold players accountable for their actions.
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So the leaders that start the war.
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So when you say we have to speak up
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about the decisions and the humans making those decisions
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that lead to the starvation.
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For example, let's make it concrete.
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So when I was, I don't wanna jump ahead,
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but when I was filming Hunger Ward in Yemen,
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I met a mother who, when she gave birth, weighed 70 pounds.
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The mother weighed 70 pounds.
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And so her daughter was starved in the womb.
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When she was born, she was born into a world
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with no breast milk, very little formula.
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So she was starved before birth.
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She was born into a world where she continued to be starved
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by a mother who herself was starved.
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I watched that child, her name is Asila, die in front of me.
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Asila had no chance for all those things we hope for,
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for a child in this world.
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She didn't have a chance to grow up.
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She didn't have a chance to discover love.
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She didn't have a chance to have a career.
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She was robbed of all of those things
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because of the insidious nature of hunger
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that she was born into.
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She didn't have to die, she was not starving.
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Her mother was being starved
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because of the blockade over the country.
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Now, who instituted that blockade?
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MBS in Saudi Arabia with the reinforcement
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and sort of tacit approval of the United States,
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our own government here.
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And so there are people who are responsible
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for the starvation of children
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and I think we need to hold them accountable.
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Now, that's incredibly difficult to do,
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but just because it's difficult
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doesn't mean it ought not to be done.
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And we'll talk about many cases like these
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throughout history and going on today.
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Let's talk about Hunger Ward.
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You've been nominated for an Oscar twice.
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This is one of the times for a documentary.
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Can you please tell me what Hunger Ward,
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The Last Hope Between War and Starvation is about?
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Hunger Ward is a short documentary
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that really is an attempt to illustrate
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the effects of the conflict on Yemen,
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specifically on civilians.
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And we document it in both the north
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and the south of the country
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because it's a bifurcated country.
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The south is held by the globally recognized government
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in the south, which up until last week
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was run by, at least on the surface,
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by President Hadi holed up in Riyadh.
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He was essentially removed from office last week
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by, most people would agree,
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the Emiratis and the Saudis
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to put in place a presidential council.
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So we wanted to show that starvation was happening
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in very similar fashions, both in the south and the north.
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And we wanted to do this film
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because so few people in the west
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know anything about the conflict in Yemen,
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nor the US's complicity in it.
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And so my intent with the project
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was try to bring it to a larger western audience
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as an attempt to intervene
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and change the political status quo,
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which allows the use of starvation in Yemen to continue.
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So US complicity, who are the bad guys?
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Now, the world, unfortunately,
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cannot be painted in black and white
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of good guys and bad guys.
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But for the purpose of conversation,
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who is causing suffering in the world in this situation?
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Who started the war?
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And then, of course, the roots of war go back in history.
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But let's start at the top.
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Well, there are bad actors and there are less bad actors.
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I mean, I think that's always the case in war, probably.
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And everybody loses in war.
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Yeah, I concur with that statement.
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In the case of the status quo in Yemen right now,
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it's a completely asymmetrical war.
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And so the Saudi coalition,
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which is made up of primarily Saudi Arabia,
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the Emiratis, United States, France, Britain,
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supplying weapons, but it's really driven
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and catalyzed by Saudi Arabia.
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And it's asymmetrical to a great extent
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just because of the incredible firepower by air
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that the Saudis use continuously to pummel Northern Yemen.
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When I was there, the sheer volume of airstrikes
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is hard to describe.
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And we show the result of only one in the film, really.
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But it's an asymmetrical war.
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The de facto authorities of the North,
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Ansar Allah, also known as the Houthi rebel group,
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they don't have an air force, right?
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They have a drone force, but they don't have an air force.
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And so from a military standpoint,
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it's completely asymmetrical.
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The Saudis really don't commit troops to the ground.
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They use only proxies to fight on the ground.
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What is the narrative they use to justify war?
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So there's a story on every side in war.
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Some of it is grounded in truth.
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Some of it is not at all grounded in truth,
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also known as propaganda.
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What's the narrative used by the Saudis for this war?
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The Saudi line is essentially that the Houthis
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are an illegitimate government,
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and that it's really a proxy war between Iran,
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who supports the Houthis nominally,
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and the rest of the world.
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That's the Saudi narrative.
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The reality is something altogether different.
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While the Houthis do receive support from Iran,
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this is a war started by and sustained by MBS in Saudi Arabia.
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Mohammed bin Salman.
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He is the son of the ruler of Saudi Arabia.
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I'm asking basic dumb questions.
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He's the de facto ruler.
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Of the military and the...
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Yes, he seized control of the country several years ago,
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even though he, on the surface,
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is not the ruler of Saudi Arabia, he is.
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He's the crown prince.
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I'm sorry to interrupt often, but who is he as a man?
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What's your sense of the...
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Yeah, so I've never met him,
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and I likely will never meet him, hopefully.
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But he is, I know a lot about him through his actions,
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sort of in the MENA region,
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Middle East and North Africa region.
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And he is one of three, in my view,
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as an American sitting here in the US,
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three people in the world that I think
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has caused such an incredible volume of misery
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and suffering and murder on this planet
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that I think if he weren't around,
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the world would be a lot better place.
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And I'm not a violent person by nature,
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but there are three human beings
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that I think the world would be better off without.
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Do you mind, before I ask other questions,
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mentioning the three?
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Oh, yeah, Assad is one in Syria,
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and that comes out of an earlier project
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that I did in Syria and Turkey,
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and what I saw Assad as a ruler do to his own people.
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And Putin would be the third.
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Those three human beings are murderers on a scale
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On MBS, are you able to think as a documentary filmmaker,
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as a human being, as a scholar, as a thinker,
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with an open mind about a man like that
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who does evil onto the world,
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and what that must feel like
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to be inside the mind of that man?
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So basically, consider his worldview.
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With most evil people, with all people, probably,
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but with people who do evil onto the world,
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they think they're doing good.
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They're the hero of their own story.
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Right, and so to be able to place yourself,
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I feel like, for me, to understand a person,
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I have to literally, like the way actors
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kind of have to do, you know,
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live inside the body of the person they're trying to study.
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Inhabit the character.
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Inhabit the person.
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So are you able to do that, or because you
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are also studying the people who suffer
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as a result, as a consequence of their actions,
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you just, you put them in a box,
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and you say, I hate the person in that box.
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I'm going to move on.
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This goes back to your black and white statement
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at the beginning, right?
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It's like, the world as a whole, of course,
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you know, is every gradation of gray, right?
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My background is theater, Lex,
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and so I was trained long before I picked up a camera
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to inhabit other characters, right?
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I have two degrees in theater,
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and so that level of sort of like
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walking in other people's shoes
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and trying to understand and empathize
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with their worldview is fundamental
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to how I live my life and how I do my work.
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So in the case of those three that I named,
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Assad, MBS, and Putin, yeah, I can go there
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and think through how they came to be,
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who they are, right, from afar, right?
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And after I go through that process,
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I still don't think there's any way
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that one can justify what they've done.
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We're going to talk about each of those people, for sure.
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Well, I'm not an expert on any of them.
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Well, you're a human being,
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which makes you a partial expert on human nature
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because nobody's an expert.
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You're just as good as anyone else.
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Anybody who actually carries a camera
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and listens and observe others
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isn't especially an expert of human nature.
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Who's willing to take that leap
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and truly understand somebody of any level, not leaders.
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I feel like to understand a leader,
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you have to first understand humans,
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and to understand humans, you have to see humans
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at their worst and their best,
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which is something that you've definitely done.
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So let's stick on Hunger Ward.
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This lens that you've chosen to look at this
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is through a single, maybe you can speak to that.
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You've mentioned the starvation as a result of war.
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What is the documentary?
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Like, what is the lens you've chosen
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to give the world a peek at the results,
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at the suffering that's a result of this war?
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People a lot of times will ask me
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if they've seen Hunger Ward, you know.
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They ask where the hope is, right?
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You read the byline earlier, The Lost Hope.
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And what I try to focus on in many of my films,
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including Hunger Ward, is in the very difficult context
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of war, as the case is in Hunger Ward in Yemen,
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I look for hope, and I look for inspiration,
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and I do that through people who are doing incredible things
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under the most difficult circumstances.
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So when I set out to do a film
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about starvation in Yemen, right?
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I mean, just listen to that statement.
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Where's the hope there, right?
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And yet what I found, what I discovered,
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were human beings that we could tell the story through
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who are incredible, inspirational human beings
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doing amazing things every day.
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One of those is Makiya Maji, a nurse practitioner
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in the north of the country at a small rural clinic.
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And another is Dr. Aida Al Sadiq,
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who's a pediatrician in the south of the country.
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And so we chose to tell the story
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sort of through their experiences as caregivers,
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devoting their lives to try to save this entire cohort,
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this entire generation of children
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that has been born into starvation.
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And that's an incredible, difficult task,
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but equally inspirational to watch these human beings
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devote every minute of every day to save a child.
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I mean, in my view,
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nothing is more important than that action.
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Maybe on that point, real quick.
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So there is suffering at scale, starvation at scale.
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There's, I mean, the numbers,
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maybe you can mention in Yemen,
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what are the numbers in terms of people in starvation,
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but from a perspective of a nurse practitioner or a doctor,
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you always have, you're treating one person in front of you.
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So how do you make sense of that calculus,
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of like there's a huge number of people suffering,
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and then there's just the person in front of you?
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Is that all we can do as humans,
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is just to help one person at a time?
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Is that the right way to think and to approach these problems
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or can you actually make sense of the numbers?
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Speaking just as a human being,
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I think the scale of suffering is so great in Yemen
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that I think I'd be overwhelmed if I focused on that scale.
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You've probably heard that a child dies
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every 75 seconds in Yemen from hunger.
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So we've been sitting here, how long?
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That's a good handful of children
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that have already passed away.
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So to overcome sort of, I think,
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that danger of psychic numbing, which can happen
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when you think about suffering on such a large scale,
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as a filmmaker, as a human being,
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I have to focus in on the individuals,
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on those human beings in front of me.
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And I think that's exactly what Dr. Al Sadiq and Makiya do
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to keep going each day.
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And one of the amazing things
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about these two healthcare providers
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that we showcased in the film is that
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they treat anyone who shows up, right?
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They don't have to have money.
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They don't have to have any resources.
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They just have to get to the clinic or the hospital.
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And it's incredibly moving to see sort of the flexibility
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of their thinking in terms of how they make that work.
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Makiya, for example, I saw her in the north of the country.
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It's an incredibly rural clinic that she works at.
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So it's like a magnet for all the cases
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in the north of the country.
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People come from hundreds of kilometers away sometimes
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for specialty treatment of pediatric malnutrition.
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And one time I saw a child come in
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and it was a male relative that brought this young girl in.
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And just because of sort of the gender dynamics in Yemen,
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there had to be a parent or a relative there
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to stay with the child while they're at the clinic.
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And it was a male relative.
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And so what many doctors in that instance would do
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would just turn them away.
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And instead what Makiya did is she walked
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into one of the rooms, talked to one of the other mothers
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and convinced them to become the temporary guardian,
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essentially, of this child
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until a female relative could arrive.
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So, you know, she's flexible.
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She finds solutions rather than allowing the problems
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to deter solutions.
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One child at a time.
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Yeah, yeah, one child at a time.
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You mentioned that you saw a child die in front of you.
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So when you're filming this as a filmmaker,
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what's that like psychologically, philosophically,
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creatively as a filmmaker, as a storyteller?
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What do you do there as a human and as a filmmaker?
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Or what's that whole experience like?
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Because you get to, like you said,
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you take it to the whole journey
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of a starving mother giving birth to a starving child.
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It's not something I want to film.
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It's not something that I certainly wanted to happen
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or seek out, but it happened.
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And the sad truth is that it happens every week
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And so when it happened in this instance,
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I felt an incredible responsibility
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to do justice to that reality,
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to acknowledge that a child had just died
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of starvation related causes.
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And to find some way, if the parents wanted us to,
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to integrate that into this story
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we bring back to a Western audience.
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And I've filmed many difficult things over the years.
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And usually I really love filming.
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And I didn't love filming Hunger Ward.
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It was not a process that I enjoyed
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on any way, show, perform, sadly, because of the content.
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Because who wants to watch a child die in front of them?
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I don't, but I did.
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And when that happened,
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I felt an incredible responsibility again,
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to go deep, right?
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To go deep with that family,
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to tell the story of this hospital
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with every sort of ounce of focus and talent
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that I could bring to the story.
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Because people should know
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that children are dying of starvation right now
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And that that doesn't have to happen.
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And it is happening because of political dynamics
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that we can intervene on.
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Is there times you wanted to walk away,
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quit the telling of the story,
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come back to the United States
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where you can just appreciate
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the wonderful comfort you can have
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just sitting there and having food
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and freedom to do whatever you want,
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those kinds of things.
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Doesn't have to be in the United States.
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In a lot of places in the world.
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Well, that dynamic of sort of like survivor's guilt
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on some level definitely exists.
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One of the hardest things from Hunger Report actually
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was eating, right?
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Because we were in these malnutrition clinics,
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they're called TFCs, Therapeutic Feeding Centers,
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where over a long period of time,
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children lost the ability to eat normal food, right?
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And couldn't digest it and just were literally starving.
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And the practitioners were trying to bring them back
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to a state of thriving.
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But to leave those clinics, right?
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And to go to our camp or to go to our hotel
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and then to have access to food, right?
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Because we could buy food on the streets and in the hotels.
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I mean, it was a very intentional act
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throughout the course of the shoot
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to look at a piece of bread, right?
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Or to look at a bowl of rice and think about that child
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in the TFC and think about how the privilege
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of having that bowl of rice that I could eat and digest.
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So it certainly every day helped me appreciate, right?
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The privilege I had.
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Every bite you take.
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With every bite, absolutely.
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And so I wouldn't call it guilt.
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It wasn't exactly guilt,
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but it was definitely mindfulness, right?
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Meditate on the suffering of people who can't.
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That's right, exactly.
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So that knowledge sort of, it was catalytic in some ways.
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It sort of moved us forward really wanting
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to shape the most powerful story we could
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because we were surrounded by so much suffering.
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So much suffering every day.
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How did filming that movie change you as a man?
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You've filmed a few difficult documentaries.
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That one is a heavy one.
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When you think of the person you were before you filmed it,
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and now when you wake up every morning
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and look yourself in the mirror,
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how is that person different?
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Every documentary I do changes me in a different way.
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Like I am not static in that sense, right?
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And preformed, it's like I change with every project
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because so many of them are difficult and challenging, right?
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And so in order to do them,
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I have to allow myself to change and be changed by them.
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In the case of Hunger Ward,
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you may remember the girl Omeima,
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who's the 10 year old girl who we showcase in Auden
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in the south of the country.
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And we were there when she was admitted to the hospital.
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And when she was admitted,
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this 10 year old girl weighed 24 pounds
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and she could barely stand up.
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And we started with the permission of the family
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to start to document her treatment
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and to see what would happen with this young girl
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who is so severely malnourished.
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And we watched her be treated by the nurses
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and the doctors in Sadaka Hospital.
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And slowly over the course of a couple of weeks,
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we saw her change.
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We saw her start to sort of gain strength
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and start to recover.
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And she also watched the caregivers very carefully.
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And I watched her watch them.
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And I'll never forget there was a moment
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where about two and a half weeks, I think,
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into her treatment, we walked into a room
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and I saw her offering a cap full of water
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to another younger child who was also starving.
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The shot's actually in the film.
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And so to see Omeima, this child who's starving,
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giving sustenance to a younger, more vulnerable child
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who is also starving, moved me deeply.
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So I saw her learn from the caregivers around her.
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And as a human being, as a filmmaker,
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I was incredibly inspired by Omeima.
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That capacity for compassion is there.
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Even within a 10 year old girl who's starving.
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And so you asked what changed me.
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That's one moment, right?
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Rather than being crushed by such heavy content,
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it was actually the opposite,
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where I came away inspired by a 10 year old girl.
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And I didn't anticipate that.
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I didn't think that's what this content would do,
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but it's what it did.
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It reinforced for me sort of this incredible capacity
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we all have as human beings, right?
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To do good, right?
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To even within the most difficult circumstances,
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to choose who we become and what we do.
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And a 10 year old girl taught me that
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or reinforced that for me.
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Were you able to feel the culture of the people,
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so the language barrier,
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were you able to break through the language barrier,
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the culture barrier, to understand the people?
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Because even suffering has a language of sorts,
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depending on where you are.
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The way people joke about things,
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the way they cry, the way.
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This is an interesting thing I actually wanna ask you.
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Sorry, I'm asking a million questions.
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I find that the people,
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I've been talking to people in Ukraine and Russia,
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but in general, I've gotten a chance to talk to people
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who've been through trauma in their life.
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And there's a humor they have about trauma
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It depends on the culture, of course.
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Certainly, Russian speaking folk,
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I mean, the more suffering you've experienced,
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for some reason, the more they joke about it.
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It's almost like they're able to see something deep
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about humanity now that they have suffered
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and they're able to laugh at the absurdity,
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the injustice of it all.
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And you could also say it's a way for them to deal with it.
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But that humor has a kind of profound understanding
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within it about what it means to be human.
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That I just, and then you, to really understand it,
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you have to know the language.
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So I guess I'm asking, were you able to really feel
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the humans on the other side of the language?
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I'd like to think so.
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I mean, as you noted, there are universities
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and there are universals in life that transcend language.
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I mean, suffering is suffering.
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Compassion doesn't take place only through language.
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It's through actions.
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And so was there a language barrier?
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Did we try to bridge that through other means
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and sort of universal emotions and experiences?
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That's one of the things I always think about
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when I'm filming is how do we distill down to universals
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through imagery, through the vocabulary of cinema?
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Because I believe so deeply that
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that vocabulary should be visual.
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So the words, what's the most powerful way
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to express the universal?
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Is it visual or is it language words?
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I think it's visual.
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And we're talking about the human face
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or human face, human body, everything.
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Through actions as well.
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Actions, the dynamic.
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I'm thinking about a woman named Salha in the film
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who isn't named, but you see her multiple times
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throughout the film.
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And she's basically the matron of the ward in the South.
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And she's the gatekeeper for the ward.
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So no one enters that ward without her permission.
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She's literally the gatekeeper at the door.
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So no one comes in unless Salha allows them to come in.
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But then she also is sort of like
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the first point of contact for compassion in the ward.
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So when mothers and families are admitted,
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she forms relationships between the moms
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and the grandmothers, for example,
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who are admitted and who are living there on the ward.
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And she does it through hugging, right?
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She does it through bringing them food, right?
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And she forms these really rather quickly
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deep relationships of compassion with the families.
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And so it's amazing to watch
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and no language is needed, right, to bear witness to this.
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And she also suffers because of that, right?
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And so near the end of the film, if you recall,
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when another child dies and the mother is wailing,
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we actually cut away to Salha, who's in the hallway,
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who walks into another room and begins sobbing.
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She's not a family member,
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but she has a deep relationship with that family
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that she forged as soon as they stepped into the ward.
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So that's universal, right?
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To see a woman weep because a child has died,
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even if they're not related to that,
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that's a universal sort of emotional experience
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we can all relate to.
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So that's what I mean by visual vocabulary.
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And it's especially powerful
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because she has seen much of this kind of suffering
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and she's still, maybe she has built up some callous
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to be able to work day to day,
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but there's still an ocean underneath the ice.
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She's kept her heart open
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despite all the pain that she sees and feels every day.
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Somehow she's a human being who's able to do that,
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which is a very difficult thing to do, right?
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She still allows herself to be vulnerable.
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And maybe that's why she can do what she does.
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What lessons do you draw from other families in history?
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So for me personally, one that's touched my family
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and one of the great families in history is in Ukraine,
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Holodomor in the 30s.
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32, 33 with Stalin.
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Maybe you could speak to the universals of the suffering here.
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What lessons do you draw from those other famines
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if you looked at them or in general about famine
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that are manufactured by the decisions of,
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let's say, authoritarian leaders?
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Well, famine doesn't have to exist
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or the bulk of famines on this planet,
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I believe don't have to exist.
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And most of them, or at least a good number of them
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are manufactured by the leaders
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that choose to use famine as a weapon, right?
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And Ukraine is one of the obvious examples right now,
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with siege tactics that are happening
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in different parts of the country.
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And we built international humanitarian law for a reason,
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many years ago, and it continues to be written to this day.
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And it's there to prevent
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what's happening in Ukraine right now.
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It's there to prevent what's been happening in Yemen
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And yet there hasn't been any teeth behind it.
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And that's what disturbs me is that we can see
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how these famines are being used as weapons in war.
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And yet we aren't sort of using the levers of power
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that exist in order to, I think, to call out
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in important and powerful ways those who are causing them
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and to make sure that we hold them accountable
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on the global stage.
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Now, to some extent, that seems to be happening in Ukraine
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in a way that hasn't happened for a long time.
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And that gives me hope, right?
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And yet I don't believe we've done enough.
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And I think the national community needs to do far more
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than we are both in Yemen, in Ethiopia,
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and in Ukraine right now.
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There are certain kinds of things that captivate
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the global attention, and it seems like starvation
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is not always one of them.
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For some reason, murder and destruction
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gets people's attention more.
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The death, of course, is easy to enumerate,
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but it's the suffering that's the problem.
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Yeah, yeah, you know, when we went to film Hunger Ward,
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that was one of the creative questions
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that I was really concerned about because starvation,
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you know, it's not a quick action, right?
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It's a long, slow, insidious process, right?
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Just like hunger, right?
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And yet when you're hungry, right, it takes you over.
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It becomes the most important thing, right?
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It's just absolutely fundamental to life.
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It's like drawing breath.
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And so I really, before I filmed Hunger Ward,
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I struggled to sort of answer
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how we could creatively approach that
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because, you know, someone's sitting in a clinic, right?
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Starving or being treated for starvation, you know,
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that's a pretty static scene, right?
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And what we found was that because of the volume of cases
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and because of the nature of sort of how quickly
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how quickly people were coming and going
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is that it was more dynamic than we anticipated.
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And there's something also about starvation.
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It's almost like it's a quiet suffering.
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And by the way, there's something about
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when I think about dark times,
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I mean, you'll hear me chuckle, for example.
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I don't know what that is.
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That's almost like, it's almost like
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you have to kind of laugh at,
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you can't help but laugh at like the injustice
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and the cruelty in the world.
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Somehow that helps your mind deal with it.
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I mean, I see this all the time.
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Like when you're struggling, you can't feed your family.
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You lost your home.
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The last thing you have is jokes about.
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It's like, ah, the fucking man fucked me over again.
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And there's jokes all around that.
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And then you laugh and you drink vodka and you play music.
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I don't know what that is.
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I don't know what that is.
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It's gallows humor, right?
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It's a way of, I think, simultaneously acknowledging
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and allowing yourself to move forward, right?
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Beyond the pain and the suffering.
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So you mentioned Ukraine and you mentioned Putin.
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What are your thoughts about the humanitarian crisis
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and generally the suffering that's resulting
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from the war in Ukraine?
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Well, first off, I think the conflict
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is just gonna exacerbate, you know,
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sort of the global challenge we have with displacement.
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The last entire trilogy I did was about displacement
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to great extent due to war.
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And, you know, this is a huge displacement of human beings
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regardless of the cause.
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And that is gonna sort of have a ripple effect
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across the globe for many, many years to come
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regardless of even if the conflict ended today.
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That's gonna set up a whole nother strain
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on sort of the global sort of resources
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that come into play to deal with refugees.
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You know, there were 79 million displaced people
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on this globe prior to the Ukrainian conflict, right?
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You probably know the numbers better than I do
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in terms of what the current estimates are
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for displacement from Ukraine.
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It's four to six million.
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So what are we up to now?
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73, 74 million individuals on this planet now
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who are displaced?
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That's a significant bump.
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I wish that the levers of power were used differently
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in situations like Ukraine and Syria, for example.
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So what are the levers of power?
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Well, military might.
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Let's take that for one, right?
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So I have always felt after working in Syria and Turkey
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that we completely missed our opportunity
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as a player on the global stage with military capability
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to prevent the killing of hundreds of thousands
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of civilians in Syria.
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We had the ability and we didn't leverage that ability.
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You know, the fact that I talked with so many Syrians
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during the course of doing that project
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who told me their stories of living in their house, right?
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And having a Syrian helicopter fly over their house
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and drop a 55 gallon drum full of explosives
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and shrapnel in their neighborhood
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over and over and over again.
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Not focused on any military targets,
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only meant to kill and sow fear, right?
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And early in the conflict, we could have stopped that.
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Before Russia got involved, we could have intervened
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and created a no fly zone.
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That we, the United States or coalition
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that we were a part of, yeah.
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And we didn't do it and we could have.
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And I think that's an example where we have
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the military capability to actually do good
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in a situation like that.
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And we don't usually use it for those purposes.
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And I think that's what a military ought to be used for
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beyond just defending our borders is to save others
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with the privilege that that power affords.
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What do you think about the power of the military
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versus the power of sanctions
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versus the power of conversation?
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They're all different tools, right?
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To be used at different moments.
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But if words fail, if sanctions fail, right?
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I think there are moments in history
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where power is justified, right?
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And I think Syria was one of them.
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I think when barrel bombs were dropping
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on civilian neighborhoods for months and months and months
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with no intent to do anything
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other than kill Syrian civilians,
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that's an instance I think where might is justified
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to shoot those helicopters out of the sky.
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Here's the difficult thing.
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We've talked about Yemen.
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Where's the line between good and evil
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for US intervention in different countries
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and conflicts in the world?
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It's easy to look back 10, 20, 30 years
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to know what was and wasn't a quote unquote just war.
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In the moment, how do we know?
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I think it's incredibly difficult to answer that, right?
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And I think that's why leaders make the wrong choices
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Is they second guess themselves.
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I think you take all the data at your fingertips,
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all the intelligence that you have, right?
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And you look at it all very carefully
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and you make a decision, right?
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There are some instances though
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where it's very clear what's happening, right?
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And leaders still don't act, right?
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In Yemen right now, for example,
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it's very clear what's happening, right?
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Children are being starved because of a blockade.
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All the US would have to do is ensure that blockade,
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now there's a two month ceasefire in place now,
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but remains lifted beyond the ceasefire
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and children will stop starving.
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That's pretty simple.
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You can trace, it's a direct connection.
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And we haven't had the sort of the moral wherewithal
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to make that decision because we're too interested
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in maintaining positive ties with Saudi Arabia
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where oil flows from and so much influence
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because Saudi Arabia has so much influence
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throughout the MENA region.
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We want to keep that relationship tight
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despite sort of the moral wounds that come from that.
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About half the world is under authoritarian regimes
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and everybody operates under narratives.
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And there's a narrative in the United States
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that freedom is good, democracy is good.
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I have fallen victim to this narrative.
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I'm saying this jokingly, but not really
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because who knows the truth of anything in this world?
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I eat meat, factory farm meat,
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and I seem to not be intellectually
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and philosophically tortured by this, and I should be.
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There's a lot of suffering there.
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What do we do to lessen the suffering
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of the people under authoritarian regimes?
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Again, the same question.
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Military conflict, diplomacy, sanctions,
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all those kinds of things.
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Does that lessen suffering or increase the suffering
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for what you see in Yemen?
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Is it something that has to be healed across generations
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or can be healed on a scale of months and years?
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I'm just a guy with a camera, Alex, you know?
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But as a guy with a camera,
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I've seen a lot of things in a lot of places
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and I've seen the effects these decisions made
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by authoritarian leaders have on their own citizens.
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And that's what drives my thinking on this.
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And that's what drives and motivates me each day
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to raise the red flag through my films
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and say, listen, Biden,
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you campaigned for president in part on a platform
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that said that we would regain our prominence
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on the moral stage of the world
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and that we would prioritize sort of a moral paradigm
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over relationships with authoritarian regimes,
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Saudi Arabia being one.
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And yet when the CIA report came out
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that clearly articulated in detail
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that MBS was responsible for Khashoggi's murder
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and for cutting his body into pieces
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and probably burning it in the backyard of the embassy,
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what did Biden do?
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He didn't really make a pariah out of MBS
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like he said he was going to, right?
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What if he'd done something else
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and actually done what he said he was gonna do,
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which was make MBS?
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What if he had removed the ability for MBS
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to fly to the United States, for example?
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Now that's a sanction, right?
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That's a sanction that's individual and concrete
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and would be hugely embarrassing for MBS.
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That would have been Biden saying,
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this is unacceptable behavior, right?
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This is something which because you executed
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such a horrendous act on someone living in the United States,
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we are not going to give you a stage here at least, right?
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Within the borders of our country.
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Those are the things that leaders can do
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that I don't think they do often enough.
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And certainly our leader right now isn't doing it
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in the way I wish he were.
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He certainly has taken a different stand on Ukraine
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and been very vocal.
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But there's so many instances we could talk about
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where I feel like the political game and ship, right?
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Often falls into maintaining relationships
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like with MBS and Saudi Arabia
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rather than doing the right thing.
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Rather than as a nation, a leader of a nation saying,
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this is unacceptable.
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We have a higher standard than this.
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Cause I think when leaders do that,
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it becomes aspirational, right?
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It becomes aspirational for other leaders
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in the progressive world at least.
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And also it rings the alarm bells
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for other authoritarian leaders and says,
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you know what, there are lines, right?
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There are things that can't be done
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or there will be significant consequences.
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Like you will not be able to fly into our airspace anymore.
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And sanctions I think need to be concrete and individual
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to some, in addition to the larger scope.
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But when they're concrete and individual,
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I think often they're felt in a different way.
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You mean felt obviously by the individuals.
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And so the ripple effects of that
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might have the power to steer the direction of nations.
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Because of the nature of authoritarian regimes, right?
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Individuals have so much power.
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So if Putin is put on trial in the Hague at some point,
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or at least there's the threat of that, right?
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Now that's likely never to happen of course
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because someone has to be in custody to go on trial, right?
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And he's never gonna allow that to happen.
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But just knowing that that danger exists
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is going to change his travel plans in the future, right?
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MBS not being able to fly to the US,
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he's gonna feel that and be embarrassed by that.
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So I think they have a special meaning and consequence
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in authoritarian regimes because of that.
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So you said you're just a guy with a camera.
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I would say you're a brilliant guy with a camera.
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I'm also a kind of guy with a camera.
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You're a guy with a couple cameras.
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A couple mics too.
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You got a couple mics, a couple cameras, robot over here.
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When you can't beat them with quality,
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you bring the quantity.
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So to me, that's also an interest partially
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because I also speak Russian and a bit Ukrainian.
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I wanna study that part of the world.
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I wanna talk to a lot of people.
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I wanna talk to the leaders.
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I wanna talk to regular people.
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To be honest, and I would love to get your comments on this,
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the regular quote unquote people
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are way more fascinating to me.
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As a filmmaker, how do you figure out how to tell this story?
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I'm sure a guy with a camera,
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you're looking at war in Ukraine,
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but also what's going on in Yemen and Syria
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and other places in the world.
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I mentioned North Korea.
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That's a super interesting one.
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Hard to bring cameras along.
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China, in Canada, the truckers.
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There's all kinds of fascinating things
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happening in the world.
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So you as a scholar of human suffering
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and human flourishing,
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how do you choose how to tell the story?
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How do I choose a story?
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How do I choose how to tell a story?
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Both a story and how, I assume those are coupled.
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So how do you choose which story to tell?
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And how do you choose how to tell that story?
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Well, in terms of how to choose which story,
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it's a bit of a mystery potion for me, frankly.
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I go often on instinct,
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but there's also a highly intentional piece of it
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And the intentional piece is,
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I guess I'd call it the do I care threshold,
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or the so what threshold.
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You personally, just something in your heart
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just kind of gets excited or hurts or just feels something.
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So one of the things that disturbs me
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about American culture, Lex,
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is that we seem to be a people
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that's fascinated by reality television, for example.
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Like look at how many of us here in America
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watch reality television, right?
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That deeply disturbs me.
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Not that I've never watched an episode,
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I've shot a whole season of it once to make a living, right?
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So it's like I know it, right?
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But I feel like the things we should be paying attention to
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are the things, personally,
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are the things I choose to film, right?
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As a human being, as a dad, as a filmmaker,
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I think we should be paying attention
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to the fact that children are being starved in Yemen.
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I think we should be paying attention
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to the fact that Ukrainians are being displaced
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So there's this so what threshold that I use.
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And I feel like it has to be a topic
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that if we don't cover and we don't put out in the world
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in the largest possible way,
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in the hope of intervening,
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in the hope of marshaling maximum resources
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and attention to solving the problem,
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that's what I'm dedicated to as a filmmaker.
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Because I didn't pick up a camera initially
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to film puppy dogs, right?
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To make people smile.
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I believe the camera is a tool for change.
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I believe the camera is a powerful tool
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that we can use to raise awareness and marshal resources
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and help people understand the impact
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that these geopolitical decisions have
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on real people's lives.
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And that's the intent I create each film with.
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Now, how I choose each story,
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that's the magic potion piece of it, right?
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And often one flows rather organically
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into another, frankly.
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So you just kind of, like you said,
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you go with instinct a little bit.
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To some extent, but oftentimes I choose the next project
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based on relationships I've developed in the last film.
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And so one often flows into another
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through relationships I develop.
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And then a colleague will share a detail
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about something that's happening in a certain place.
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And I'll go, hmm, really, I didn't know that, right?
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And usually it's before it's hit the world stage
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And so I start to do due diligence.
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And often that, it reveals it to be a much bigger
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and more pressing topic that I wanna learn more about.
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Before I talk to you about Syria and Lifeboat,
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you mentioned a camera is the best weapon.
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Maybe just, well, I can't take out a tank, right?
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But it's a good weapon.
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Second, top three.
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I love the humor throughout this.
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I really appreciate it.
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We were talking about such dark topics.
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It resets the mind in a way that allows me to think.
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As a filmmaker, I almost wanna talk
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about the technical details.
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How do you choose to shoot stuff?
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Again, so maybe you can explain to me.
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I work with incredible folks that care about lenses
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and equipment and so on.
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And I tend to be somebody that just wants to kinda go
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as like a gorilla shooting, like not plan too much,
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just go with gritty.
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I'm trying to come up with words that sound positive.
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Do a positive spin on what I try to do.
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But like gritty, don't over plan, use,
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like we had a big discussion if you see this light.
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It's on a stand that's a very ghetto stand.
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You need a sandbag on that, man.
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So no sandbag and like the stand is actually bending
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under the weight of that thing.
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It could fall on us.
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It probably won't reach us, but it could fall.
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But the danger, live under that danger.
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Embrace that danger.
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Because that thing is easier to transport
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than a heavier one.
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Sandbag, that's extra weight.
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So if you keep, like people tell me
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there's the right way to do stuff.
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Like here's these giant cases with all the kinds of padding
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for transporting stuff.
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I transport most of the equipment in a garbage bag.
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So that's just a preference because that's somehow
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that chaos allows me to ignore all the stupidity
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of loving the equipment and focusing on the story.
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So that said, I've never shot anything like worthwhile.
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Like there is power to the visual.
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And so finding a certain angle, a certain light
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whether it's natural light or additional artificial lighting
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just capturing a tear, capturing when the person forgets
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themselves for a moment and looks out into the distance
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missing somebody, thinking about somebody.
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All of those like moments you can capture a lens,
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a camera can do magic with that.
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I don't even know the question I'm asking you
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but how do both technical and philosophical,
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how do you capture the visual power that you're after?
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So, so many of my films I think are built
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on the premise of access, right?
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Built on this notion that the biggest hurdle
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to the story is getting there, being there in the room
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or being there on the boat while a crisis is unfolding.
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And that access typically is really nuanced
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and difficult to gain.
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And then trust flows from that, right?
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Cause usually it takes a long time to gain that access
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because that access is so hard fought.
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It necessarily informs how we film, right?
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To be in a room at Sadaka Hospital in Southern Yemen
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I can't have five people in that room, right?
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I can't have a boom mic over a scene.
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I want in creatively the opposite of that as well.
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So it's not just a logistical question,
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it's also a creative question to capture intimate moments
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where families are dealing with suffering children
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and dying children and caretaking is active
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and ongoing all the time.
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You don't want to interrupt that moment.
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And so that informs how I do things.
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So we go fleet and nimble and small.
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Those are all really good words.
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But so it's logistical on the one hand,
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but it's also a creative choice, right?
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So when we filmed Hunger Ward,
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two people were filming the entire film, right?
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Me and my director of photography.
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That was the two people in the room?
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Two people in the room.
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The whole film, right?
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We had a field producer as well in this part of the country,
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but in terms of camera, it's just two people
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and we're doing everything.
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And we have lenses that are long enough
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that we don't have to move to camera.
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We don't have to move to capture the film.
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So we can tuck into a corner sometimes, right?
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And so just what's long mean?
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That means they're standing farther away
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and they can look.
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Zoom lens, it's not a prime lens.
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So it's not a fixed focal length, right?
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Because a fixed focal length,
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you have to move a lot more in order to capture action.
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With a zoom lens, maybe a 105 at the long end,
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I can tuck into a corner and just film from 15 feet away
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instead of having to get right up on someone, right?
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So you're less likely to interrupt the scene
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and you can kind of become the fly on the wall sometimes.
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So I'm very intentional about that piece of it
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so that we can capture those vulnerable moments
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and not interrupt them.
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That's really fascinating too, because the access,
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I don't often think about this,
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but that's probably true for me as well.
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Part of the storytelling is to be in the room.
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And that's the hard part.
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For me, most of my films, that's the hardest part.
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Actually, as hard as Hunger Ward and Lifeboat were to film
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and 50 Feet From Syria,
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the getting there piece of it for the last two
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Yeah, and it's also, it's a creative act.
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It's, I don't know if it is for you,
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but it's the kind of people you talk to.
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It's like how you live your life.
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Like the kind of people I talk to right now,
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they steer the direction of my life
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and steer the direction of things I'll film.
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So it's not just like you're trying to get access.
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It's like, it's everything.
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It builds, it builds and builds and builds and builds.
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It builds on itself, yeah, yeah.
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I mean, part of the thing, even saying,
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talking about some of these leaders
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and conversations with them,
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it's almost like steering your life
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into the direction of the difficult,
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of like taking the leap.
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And if you're a good human being
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and a lot of people know who you are as a human,
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like not as a name, but as really who you are,
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that like putting that attention out there,
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it's somehow the world opens doors
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where the access becomes,
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the access that once seemed impossible becomes possible.
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And then all of that is a creative journey
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to be in the room.
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I think that probably is,
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I mean, it's true even for fiction films probably,
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is like everything that led to that,
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like to be in the room, the journey to be in the room
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and to shoot the scene is maybe more important
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than the scene itself.
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And like really focus on the creative act of that.
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Yeah, that's really fascinating.
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And especially, I mean, with a documentary,
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Yeah, you can't say, hey, reset, right?
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Yeah, yeah, exactly.
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Ah, that is so interesting.
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As you were in some of the most difficult parts of the world
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in the room with some of the most difficult stories
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And yet, I think that's why I keep doing these stories.
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Because once you have that lived experience for me,
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It moves me to bear witness
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to these inspiring people under difficult circumstances.
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And I can't come back to the US afterwards
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and walk down the grocery aisle
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where there's 50 different choices for canned peas, right?
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And not sort of feel that lived tension, right?
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That lived tension of the privilege
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that I have here in the US.
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And then I have a choice about what to do
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with that privilege, right?
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And the last thing I wanna do is start
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doing stories about dandelions, right?
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There's far more important things to do
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on this very limited time that I have on the planet.
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And I think that's catalytic for me.
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Like I feel that mortality each day.
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And my goal is to tell as many of these stories
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Could you speak to the getting access?
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Is this just, you know, is there interesting stories
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of how a weird or funny or profound ways
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that led you to get access to a room?
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Each one is a different adventure.
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And it's definitely an adventure.
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It's an adventure.
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Everyone's an adventure, yeah.
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Probably one of the easiest ones I ever had
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in the recent past was for 50 Feet from Syria
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where I literally broke my hand in a bicycle race.
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And after many months of trying to get an appointment
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with an orthopedic hand surgeon, a specialist,
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I finally did and he was Syrian American.
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And the Syrian conflict had just begun
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and we just started talking about it.
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And after he looked at my hand in the first five minutes,
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he's like, yeah, you need surgery, great.
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But then somehow we started talking about Syria
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and like five minutes in, he just stood up
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and like put the privacy curtain around us,
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supposed to be a 15 minute appointment or so.
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And we talked for an hour, right?
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So, you know, those moments
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of sort of mysterious confluence happen, right?
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And I think you have to be open to them when they do happen
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because I'm a storyteller, I'm always looking as well, right?
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So, because he then contacted me later and said,
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Skye, I am going back to the Syrian border to volunteer
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as a surgeon, do you want to come with me?
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That was an easy one.
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That's probably the easiest one I could give you.
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But it came out of this interesting moment,
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very personal moment, right?
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Lifeboat and Hunger Ward are completely different.
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And I had to really work hard to gain access
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So you intentionally thought like what,
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I want to get access to the story.
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And then what are the different ideas?
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And they often might involve a doctor or a dentist
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or just being maybe intentionally and aggressively open
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to experiences that lead you into the room.
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So it's funny you mentioned the doctor
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because I have similar experiences now.
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I've just gotten access to all kinds of fascinating people
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They're all around us.
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They're all around us.
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You just have to look.
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It's like there's fascinating people everywhere
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who are doing incredible things,
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but we have to be open and keep our eyes open
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and realize that there are amazing human beings everywhere.
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Yeah, there's networks that connect people
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just through life.
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You meet people, you share a beer or a drink
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or just you fall in love
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or you share trauma together.
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You go through a hard time together.
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And those little sticky things connects us humans.
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And if you just keep yourself open
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and embrace the curiosity.
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And then also the persistence, I suppose.
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Like how long have you chased access?
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Does it take days, weeks, months, years?
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Lex, I'm not the most talented filmmaker in the world.
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I'm not the smartest guy in the world.
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I think if there's qualities
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that have served me well in my career,
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it's persistence and tenacity, right?
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I've always been sort of a slow burn human being.
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Like I would never hit a home run,
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but I hit a first, right?
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A single to first,
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and then I'd hit another single to first.
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So I ran a marathon when I was 18.
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And I think that is illustrative
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of sort of how my career has been.
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I just keep going.
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And I believe in this notion of incremental evolution
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that with each project, I try to learn from it
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and take away lessons learned and improve my craft, right?
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And improve how I leverage that craft
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and improve how I tell the story
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from a narrative standpoint each time.
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So that on the next project, it's a little bit better.
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And that's the arc of my career
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is learning, learning, evolving, evolving,
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so that I can make a little better film the next time.
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How do you gain people's trust?
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Like for example, there's a line between journalists
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and documentary filmmakers.
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Nobody really trusts journalists.
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Yeah, right, exactly.
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But a documentary filmmaker,
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of course I'm joking, half joking.
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I don't know which percentage joking, but some truth.
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But documentary filmmaker is a kind of storyteller,
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an artist, and somehow that's more trustworthy
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because you're on the same side in some way.
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Maybe on the same side, yeah.
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Is there something to be said
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how you gain the trust of people to gain access?
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Are you just trying to be a good human being?
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Is there something to be said there?
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Well, so I do draw a distinction
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between journalism and filmmaking
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because I think you're right, they're different.
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And there are some filmmakers who do hue
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to sort of the journalistic tenets
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of who, what, where, when, why,
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fair and balanced on both sides, right?
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Make sure everyone has a voice.
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If you say fair and balanced,
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you're rarely either fair or balanced.
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I've seen that with journalists.
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Journalists often, unfortunately, in my perspective,
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sorry to interrupt you rudely and go on a rant,
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but they seem to have. Go on a rant, do it.
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They seem to have an agenda.
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As opposed to seeking to truly tell a story
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or to truly understand,
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especially when they're talking to people
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who have some degree of evil in them.
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Well, we all have an agenda, right?
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I think in anything we do,
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whether it's like to seek truth
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or some larger principle,
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I always have an agenda.
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I chose to work with civilians and caretakers in Yemen
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on Hunger Ward rather than to go interview MBS, right?
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That's what I'm interested in
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is bringing that to the world, right?
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But in terms of building relationships and trust,
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it's really, I think about transparency
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as much as anything else
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and going in in a collaborative sense.
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So I don't think of the people
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that I film with as subjects, for example.
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I think of them as collaborators.
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So it's a different mindset that I go into projects with.
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And it's based on relationships, right?
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You have to build relationships with other human beings,
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however you can, and that takes time
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and it takes listening and it's active.
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So I've talked about the notion of consent before,
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which is so important in nonfiction film.
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And I hew to this idea that
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you don't just slide a piece of paper in front of someone,
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have release form and have them sign it, right?
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And then you're done.
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That's not the nature of true consent in my mind.
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It's you have to work on a foundation of active consent
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every single day that you're working with someone.
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And that's based on relationship, right?
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And it's based on dialogue.
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So it's trust that I'm always aiming for.
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It's the building of relationships,
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which I'm always aiming for,
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which is why yesterday I got a bunch of photos
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from Dr. Al Sadiq in the South of Yemen.
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And she sends me photos all the time
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of the children that she's currently treating
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because we have an active relationship
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that's continues on and probably will
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for many years to come.
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So it's going to continue.
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And that's the only way that I can do these kinds of films.
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Let me ask you about silly little details of filming.
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Before we go to the big picture stories,
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cameras, lenses, how much do those matter?
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You mentioned director of photography.
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What's your, how much do you love the feel,
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the smell of equipment that does the visual filming?
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You know, there's some people, they're just like,
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ah, they love lenses.
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How much do you love that or versus how much
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do you focus on the story or the access
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and all those kinds of things?
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I'm not a tech geek, but because during the bulk
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of my career, I've worked as a director of photography
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myself for other people in order to pay the bills
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over the years, you know, I know the technical side of it
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because I've had to know it and I've had to train myself
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So I see them as necessary tools.
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And again, because I believe, you know,
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film and cinema is and should be visually driven
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and not verbally driven.
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I want the best tools possible within my means, right?
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And within the logistical ability of the project
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because we have to go so small, right?
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I can't afford nor can I bring a huge $100,000 lens.
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So if I gave you a trillion dollars.
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A trillion dollars?
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There's still huge constraints that have nothing
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Like you just said.
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So what cameras would you use?
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You know what I'd do with a trillion dollars?
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I could do a lot with a trillion dollars.
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You're not allowed.
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You're only allowed to fund the film and no corrupt stuff
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where you like use the film to actually help children.
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No, you're not allowed to do any of that.
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What I would do with a trillion is I wouldn't invest in it.
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Well, I guess I would invest in current.
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I would increase capacity to do more films.
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So I would buy basically the perfect little,
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you know, mini equipment set, right?
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But then I would train three teams maybe
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to do the same thing that I've been doing
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so we could multiply and scale up.
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More and more stories.
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Yeah, that's what I would do with the money.
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But the actual setup.
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Would remain small and nimble.
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And what about lighting?
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Do you usually use natural light?
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I mean, sorry for the technical questions here,
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but highlighting the drama of the human face.
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That's the visual.
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That's like, to reveal reality at its deepest is art.
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And do you use lighting?
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Lighting's such a big part of that.
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Do you ever do artificial lighting?
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Do you try to do natural always?
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You know the best lighting instrument in the world?
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At the right moment of the day.
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And so I predominantly use natural light
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at certain moments and just shape natural light
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during the course of these small human rights stocks.
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That's not to say we don't bring instruments sometimes,
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but when we do, they're very small and again, compact.
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So for example, I have this small little tube kit
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that's just three instruments, right?
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That you can charge with USB.
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Because electricity is often a major issue where we go.
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So there's just three little tube lights with magnetic backs
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that if we find in a situation where, you know,
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we can't get enough exposure for a hallway or something,
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and we have the time to throw it up,
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we'll throw it up if people are walking,
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if collaborators are walking down that hallway a lot,
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for example, at night, just so we can see them, right?
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So it's instances like that.
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Or if we do do an interview, which we don't do very often,
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but if we do, just so we have a key light on the face, right?
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And always bring a reflector or two, you know,
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just to shape natural light as well in ways.
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But it's about shaping rather than producing light for us.
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Got it, as we sit surrounded by black curtains
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in complete natural light.
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So just so you know, this room is like a violation
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of the basic principles of using the sun.
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So behind the large curtains are giant windows.
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Should I rip them open?
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Should I rip open the curtains real quick?
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How much of the work is done in the edit?
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That's another question I'm curious about.
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And how much do you sort of anticipate that?
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Like when you're actually shooting,
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are you thinking of the final story as it appears on screen
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or are you just collecting, as a human,
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collecting little bits of story here and there
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and in the edit is where most of the storytelling happens?
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I've developed this sort of mental paradigm
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for myself over the years that speaks to that.
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And I call it the three creations, right?
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And so when I'm doing a film, the first creation for me
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is my preconception or visualization
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of what the film is going to be before I shoot it, right?
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So I have this entire vision of what a film's gonna be.
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And sometimes it can be pretty specific.
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Like I'll think through the scenes
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if I know the locations and everything,
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and I'll have this idea of what I'm gonna create, right?
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And then I'm there filming, right?
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And always without fail, reality is something
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altogether different than what I thought it would be.
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But it's still good to have the original idea.
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Yeah, yeah, but if I tried to hold to that original vision,
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right, and to create a film out of that idea,
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they'd be crap, all the films would be crap.
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So I have to adapt, I have to evolve my approach
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and then embrace what is actually occurring
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with the people actually doing it and then reenvision.
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So that reenvision is very active
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during the entire filming process.
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And so that's the second creation,
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that's the rethinking and revisualizing
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based on what we're actually experiencing and seeing
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what this film is going to be.
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And then I finished filming, right?
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And we bring the hard drives back
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and we plug in the hard drives in the edit bay.
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And oftentimes, because it's two of us filming
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most of the time, I haven't seen all the footage.
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Because in the field, it's all about just filming, right?
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And then just transferring the footage
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and getting on safely, you know, clone to multiple drives.
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I don't have a chance to review everything.
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I can't do rushes like you do on a large feature.
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So because I'm filming half of it,
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I know what I've filmed, right?
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But I haven't seen everything
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the director of photography has filmed, right?
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So the next stage for me is reviewing every single frame
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of what's been filmed.
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And that's where discovery happens the third time, right?
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Or the second time rather is,
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wow, now I thought we'd filmed this,
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but actually there's this over here.
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And then I have to open up this second vision
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and turn it and transform it into a third vision
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for the film based on what's actually on the hard drive.
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So is this like a daily process?
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So what I do, my process is that
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if it's a really difficult project,
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I'll take a break before I go through this
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just for healing, you know,
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and some space away and fresh eyes.
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And usually that's about a month.
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And then once I reengage, I reengage whole hog,
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I reengage fully and I review every single frame.
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And as I do that, I create a spreadsheet.
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And for Hunger War, that spreadsheet was,
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I don't know, 1500 lines long or something
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where it's basically log notes.
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And I watch every scene and I take notes
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and I know really what we have.
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And once I've gone through that process
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that takes about a month
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and I really know what we came back with,
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I create an outline for the film from that.
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And that's the third visioning, right?
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That's usually completely different
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than my original vision for the film to some extent, right?
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But I have to stay open to that entire process
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or I'd be trying to create something
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that I can't really create.
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So I think those are the three creations for me.
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That's so cool to know what we have,
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just to lay it all out and to load it in into your mind.
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Cause like, this is the capture of reality we have.
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It's a very kind of scientific process too.
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Cause you know, in science,
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you collect a bunch of data about a phenomena
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and now you have to like analyze that data,
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but now your phenomena is long gone.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah, right, right.
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Now you just have the data.
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Just the data and you have to write a paper about it,
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like analyze the data, it's similar things.
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You have to like load it all in.
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Where's the story?
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How do you, that last probably profound piece
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of doing the editing, like in your mind,
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like how to lay those things out?
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Well, it's almost like the scientific process, right?
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I have a hypothesis, a creative hypothesis, right?
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Not a scientific one.
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But then I'm testing the hypothesis
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during the course of filming, right?
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And I have to stay true to what the data tells me
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in the end creatively.
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So it's very similar to the scientific processes.
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I don't know what we should, we should probably coin that.
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Yeah, that's pretty good.
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Creative scientific process or something like that.
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But then you actually do the edit and then you watch,
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that's also iterative in a sense,
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because maybe when you have a film,
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that's 20, 30, 40 minutes, or if it's feature length,
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like do you ever have it where it sucks?
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Like it's not at all.
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Is there a stage where it sucks?
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Like a stage where, right, right.
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Like it's where it's like, no, this is not,
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this is not what I was, like when it's all put together
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in this way, this doesn't, this is not working right.
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This is not right.
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Or do you, is it always like an incremental step
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towards better and better?
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Yeah, it's incremental.
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Yeah, and there's always some moment in the editing process
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where there's a breakthrough,
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where suddenly I understand how it fits together more fully.
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And you have to be, like you said, resilient.
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You have to be patient that that moment will come.
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Are you ultra self critical
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or are you generally optimistic and patient?
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I don't think those are mutually exclusive.
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Right, so you just oscillate
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or are they like dance partners or something?
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They're dance partners, yeah.
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Definitely dancing all the way through the process.
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By way of advice, you know, to young filmmakers,
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how to film something that is recognized
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by the world in some way.
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I would say, you know, first off, learn your craft, right?
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Because I think craft is incredibly foundational, right?
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To creating a powerful story.
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And sorry to interrupt, but when you say craft,
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do you mean just the raw technical,
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the director of photography, like the filming aspect?
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Is it the storytelling, is it the access, the whole thing?
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I think craft is more than just knowing
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how to push record on a camera or what lens to use, right?
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That's part of it, right?
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But I think at least in nonfiction,
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you know, I'm a product to some extent
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of having to know how to do it all, right?
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Having to teach myself how to do it all.
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Because I didn't go to film school, you know?
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But I became so enamored of telling stories through a camera.
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What was the leap, by the way,
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from theater to storyteller?
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Oh, I just needed an extra class in grad school.
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I was in a MFA directing class
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and I needed an extra class and I just sort of like
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talked my way into a television directing class
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and fell in love with it.
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And the actor became the director.
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Well, yeah, I mean, I wasn't an actor,
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but I had to act and I had to know the craft of acting
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because I was in the theater, you know,
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to work with actors. Did you love it, though?
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Did you love acting? The theater?
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The first, yeah, as an undergraduate, yeah.
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But then I learned pretty quickly
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that I was pretty bad at it, or at least not very good,
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and that my skills lay elsewhere
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in more sort of behind the scenes and shaping a story.
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When you started taking a class,
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but also telling stories as a director,
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did you quickly realize that you're pretty good at this
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or was it a grind?
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That's a good question, Max.
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I think, I definitely knew right away
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that it was more my wheelhouse, right?
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And I think part of that was because
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I grew up in sort of a world of imagination.
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And I think that active imagination as a child
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really lent itself well to the skillset
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that a director needs, right?
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To shape story, to shape narrative, to shape performances.
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So I think it was a much more natural fit for me.
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Was I excellent at the beginning?
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Heck no, no, I think few people are, but I learned.
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Where was the biggest struggle for you?
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Is it, so your imagination clearly was something
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that you worked on for a lifetime.
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So I'm sure that was pretty strong.
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Books, came from books.
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But the actual conversion of the imagination,
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you said shape the story.
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Where was the skill most lacking
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in the shaping of the story initially?
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Just technical side.
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Yeah, like, you know,
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cause I taught myself everything.
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What kind of microphone should I use, right?
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What kind of camera?
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What does this lens do?
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What's that lens do?
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I didn't know any of that.
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And so I essentially was,
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I have been self taught, technically.
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How do you get good technically,
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would you say, when you're self taught?
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Just doing it over and over again.
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And what kind of stories were you telling?
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I began shooting local commercials for.
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For money, yeah, yeah.
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So you're doing professional projects?
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And so I kind of learned on the job as I did it.
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How many hobby projects did you do,
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just for the hell of it?
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Or were you trying to focus on the professional?
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Well, I was trying to make money, right?
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Right out of grad school, just to pay the rent.
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And that's a forcing function to,
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I mean, I personally love having my back to the wall
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or financially you're screwed if you don't succeed.
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I mean, I lived out of the trunk of my car
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for a couple of years after grad school,
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just freelancing, just like,
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but that couple of years really helped me learn fast
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because I had to learn fast.
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So I did a couple of voyages around the world
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for this group called Semester at Sea,
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that is a floating university
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that where they go out three and a half months at a time
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with about 500 college level students
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and about 35 professors.
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And so you're shooting every day for three and a half months
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in like nine different countries.
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And so that really was like instrumental to me
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becoming a pretty good camera person pretty quickly.
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And you were doing most of the work yourself?
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One man, one man band, yeah.
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The second voyage, I at least had an editor with me.
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Yeah, but I was shooting everything.
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Yeah, what's the perfect team?
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Is it two people for nonfiction asking for a friend?
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Some kind of interested in some storytelling,
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not of the level and the sophistication that you're doing,
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I think you have to allow the story
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to dictate what the size of the film should be.
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For these small human rights docs I do,
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I think two or three, it means you work your butt off,
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because you're doing everything, right?
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But it allows you to tell intimate stories
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and have that access.
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I'm doing a film this summer that's a scripted piece
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where we'll probably have 25 crew people.
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So it's a completely different endeavor altogether.
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But doing it yourself, what do you think about that?
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Even though you have that trillion dollars.
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Oh, I have that trillion dollars again?
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Sweet, you can write that check before I leave, right?
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I've never seen a check for that big.
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It's gonna be interesting.
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How many zeros is that?
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I write them so often, I've lost track.
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Or the United States government sure as heck
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writes them often.
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Okay, anyway, I mean, is there an argument
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can you steel man the case for a single person?
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Not for me, not for me, and here's why.
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What I've found is that by being a team of two filming
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with a field producer, by two people filming,
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it allows us to double our footage first off, right?
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So we have twice as much footage in the time
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we're filming to come back with as opposed
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to one person filming.
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So you're each manning a camera?
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And how much, sorry to keep interrupting,
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how much interaction and interplay there is?
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Sometimes the director of photography is in another room
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filming a different scene, if it makes sense.
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Sometimes we're cross shooting in the same room, right?
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Just depends on the needs of the moment.
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So we come back with double the footage is one thing.
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But as a director, so that's, you know,
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given how access is sometimes shaped by the events
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so that we can only, something, you know,
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in Lifeboat, for example, you know,
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a rescue operation may only happen three days, right?
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So you want as much footage of that as you can.
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But the other piece of it that's really critical for me,
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I found is that by having another human being
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I'm filming with, who I'm co shooting with,
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it frees me up as a director to not always
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have to be shooting either.
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I can do all the other work to build relationships, right?
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To have side conversations with people,
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to sort out the right way to tell a story, right?
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Or to transfer footage, knowing that the director
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of photography is still filming during all that.
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So it frees me up to think of as a director
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rather than just an image acquirer.
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Yeah, cause there's also, I don't know how distracting it is.
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You've obviously done it for years, but setting stuff up,
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it preoccupies your mind.
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Like pressing the record button,
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and like framing stuff and all that,
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that still takes up some part of your mind
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where you can't think freely.
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That's my choice, right?
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That's how I work best.
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That said, the caveat there would be
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that's not the only way to do it, obviously, right?
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Like one of my favorite documentaries of all time
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is a documentary called A Woman Captured, shot in Hungary,
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by a single filmmaker with a single camera
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with a single lens, right?
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And it's brilliant, and powerful,
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and moving, and interventional.
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It's incredible filmmaking, and it was a single human being
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who created that film with a collaborator or subject.
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So it can be done, it's just not how I work best.
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Yeah, how much personally would the other person,
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how important is the relationship with them
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outside of the filming?
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With the director of photography?
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The director of photography, say.
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Like, how much drinking, and if you don't drink,
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whatever the equivalent of that is,
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do you have to do together?
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How much soul searching?
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Or is it more like two surgeons getting together?
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Is it surgeons, or is it a jazz band?
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Well, it could be either, right?
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Hopefully not at the same time, though,
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because I don't think surgeons and jazz bands
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go well together, probably.
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They're both good with fingers, I suppose.
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Exactly, but I'd rather maybe not play jazz
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while they operate on me.
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But I think, for me, I think there are moments of both,
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but usually not at the same time, right?
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There are surgical moments where the moment is so pressing,
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you really have to be that task driven, right?
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To capture as thoroughly as possible
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whatever's unfolding, right?
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But I think there's other times
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where you do improvise like jazz, right?
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And where you have a lot of choices ahead of you,
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and you're doing maybe a dance
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with the other camera person, right?
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In order to capture a scene as creatively
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and fully as possible during a fixed duration.
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How much, you said shaping, because it is nonfiction.
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But I feel like there's so many ways
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to tell the same nonfiction,
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that is bordering on fiction.
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Well, it's storytelling.
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And how much shaping do you see yourself as doing?
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Like how important is your role?
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How you tell the story?
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I suppose the question I'm asking is,
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how many ways can you really screw this up?
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Every day you can screw it up.
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I mean, that's really the,
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I think what you're asking about
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is really the ethos of documentary filmmaking, right?
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I allow a lot of things to guide my choices.
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One of them being, am I being fair, right?
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Not balanced, but am I being fair to what I'm witnessing?
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Does the camera capturing in a fair way
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the truth of the reality?
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Some fundamental truth of it.
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And it also speaks to consent, right?
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Am I being fair in a sense of consent?
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Do I have active consent in this moment, right?
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Regardless of whether I have a signed piece of paper.
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I always find some way to document it,
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whether it's just direct address to camera
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or a translated release.
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So there's, actually that's an interesting little,
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so they say something to the camera that they consent
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or they sign the thing.
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Yeah, so for example, the large broadcast companies
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have this formalized process
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where they present a piece of paper, right?
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And the subject reads it and they sign it
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and then you have permission and that's irrevocable, right?
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So it'll hold up in court.
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That's not how I operate, right?
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And so it's just, for example, that doesn't work
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if someone's illiterate
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and can't read that piece of paper, right?
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What if they don't know how to sign their name, right?
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So instead you have to have a conversation,
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ask questions, have them ask questions,
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come to a complete understanding
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before you even know whether they understand
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what you're asking, right?
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And then in that case, if someone's illiterate,
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then you have that conversation,
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you just sit down and it takes a long time sometimes,
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but you have to do it.
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And then if they still wanna participate
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and they give you their consent,
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they can't sign a piece of paper, right?
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So then you just do in their native language, right?
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Direct consent to camera in their language.
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Interesting, but also you're speaking to the consent
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that's just a human placing trust in you.
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You make a connection like this.
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That's the most important consent, yeah.
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I hate papers, I hate papers and lawyers
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because they, exactly for that reason,
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yeah, okay, great, but you should be focusing
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on the human connection that leads to the trust,
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like real consent and consent day to day,
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minute to minute, because that can change.
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Absolutely, and it does change.
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You mentioned A Woman Captured.
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I'm sure you can't answer that, but I will force you.
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What are the top three documentaries of all time,
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short or feature length?
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This is not your opinion, this is objective truth.
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Maybe top one, what's the greatest?
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We got, let's see, March of the Penguins.
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That's probably number one for me.
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No, I'm just kidding, I don't know.
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I do seem to, the metaphor of penguins
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huddling together in hard, cold,
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like in the harsh conditions of nature,
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that's something that's kind of beautiful.
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I don't love all nature documentaries,
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but something about March of the Penguins.
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I think Morgan Freeman.
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Yeah, he narrated it.
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Narrates it, so maybe everything,
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just any documentary with Morgan Freeman,
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I'm a sucker for that.
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Warner, Herzog, The Life and the Taiga, The Simple People.
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I love Grizzly Man, I love Grizzly Man.
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I think that's one of his best works.
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Yes, I think that's Joe Rogan's favorite documentary.
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It's both comedy and, I mean it's.
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Tragic comedy, yeah.
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Is there something that stands out to you,
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I mean I'm joking about best,
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something that was impactful to you?
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Just to put it out there,
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I don't think there's any way to say
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that they're objectively the best three documentaries
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of all time, but for me,
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and you may find this interesting given your background,
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is that I think my top three are all
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from the Eastern Bloc, actually.
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So Aquarella by Viktor Kosokovsky is one of my favorite,
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and it's a couple years old now,
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which is sort of a meditation on the place water has
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on our planet and on our lives.
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I think A Woman Captured that I mentioned,
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which was shot in Hungary.
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Is it a feature length one?
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Both are feature lengths, yeah.
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It is just brilliant,
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and it I think has yet to find distribution here in the U.S.
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But it's the perfect example of what they call verite,
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or direct nonfiction filmmaking.
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A European woman, this is the synopsis,
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a European woman has been kept by a family
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as a domestic slave for 10 years,
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drawing courage from the filmmaker's presence.
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She decides to escape the unbearable oppression
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and become a free person.
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Wow, so the filmmaker is part of the story.
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Part of the story, it didn't start that way,
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but during the course of the story,
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the filmmaker comes to understand
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that this is actually modern day slavery.
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And rather than just allow it to be,
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actually enables and assists this woman
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to free herself from slavery and become a free woman.
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I wonder, sorry, on a small tangent
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before we get to number three,
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like Icarus is interesting too.
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How often do you become part of the story,
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or the story is different because of your presence?
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Like you changed the tide of history.
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Yeah, well, back to just like one person at a time
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that we keep talking,
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we keep coming back to that theme on some level.
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So this could tie in interesting
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to one of my favorite films actually.
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So the last two films that I would mention
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for my top four list would be,
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the third Eastern Bloc one
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would be a film called Immortal in 2019,
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which was shot in Russia by a Russian woman
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that sort of examines the place of the state
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in shaping individuals to be vehicles for the state.
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I mean, that's my own synopsis,
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but that's one of my takeaways
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from the brilliant 60 minute doc or so.
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Again, Russian filmmaking is really quite good and powerful.
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The fourth one would be a Frederick Wiseman film,
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Titicate Follies, which was filmed in the US decades ago,
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inside basically the bowels of an insane asylum
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or a mental health institution.
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And I bring up Wiseman because he is really the godfather,
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so to speak, of direct cinema or cinema verite.
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And when early in my career,
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I really believed in what he expressed
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as the place of the verite filmmaker,
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which is simply fly on the wall,
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which is only observational in nature, right?
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And I believe that that's how I should be
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as a nonfiction filmmaker,
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that I was there only to bear witness, to observe,
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and not to intervene in any way, shape, or form.
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And that was the sort of foundation
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for how I operated for many, many years.
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And then some things happened.
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So one of those things that happened was I filmed Lifeboat.
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And during the course of filming Lifeboat,
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which covered rescue operations in the Mediterranean
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off the coast of Libya,
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in the first three days of that rescue mission,
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we came upon over 3,000 people, asylum seekers,
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floating in flimsy rafts in the water.
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And we were on the Zodiacs and we were filming.
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And within the first couple hours,
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we would come up to these rafts and these boats
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that were in really dire shape,
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and people would be pushed off, and people would jump off,
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and people would fall into the water,
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and some of them couldn't swim.
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And so we found ourselves in this moment
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where we had a choice.
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We could film someone drown in front of us,
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or we could put our cameras down
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and pull them out of the water.
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And so that's what we did.
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We put our cameras in the bottom of the water,
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bottom of the Zodiac,
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and just started pulling people out of the water.
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And if I was Wiseman, according to his paradigm,
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then we should have just filmed.
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And I didn't anticipate that moment beforehand.
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I had no sort of foreknowledge
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that I was gonna find myself faced
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with that dilemma of the moment as a documentarian.
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But there was no question in my mind
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that I had to put my camera down
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and pull that fellow human being out of the water.
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And I don't regret it at all.
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So I've come to a different place.
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I've evolved to what I believe for the kind of film
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that I do is more appropriate.
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I can go to sleep at night knowing that,
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regardless of how the film would have been different
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if I hadn't made that choice,
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I made the right choice as a human being.
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So I think of it as being a human being first
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and a filmmaker second in moments like that.
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That's beautifully put, but I also think
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you could be a human being in small ways too,
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like silly ways, and put a little bit of yourself
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I tend to see that as really beautiful.
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Like the meta piece of it?
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Yeah, just put yourself into the movie a little bit.
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Because break that third, fourth, whatever the wall is,
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is realize that there's a human behind the camera too.
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For some reason, me as a fan, as a viewer,
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that's enjoyable too.
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I think there's a real authenticity there
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behind the story, especially with these hard stories
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that you're doing that there's a human being struggling to.
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Like observing the suffering
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and having to bear the burden
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that this kind of suffering exists in the world
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and you're behind that camera living that struggle.
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And there's small ways to show yourself in that way.
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As you know, I don't do that in a big way.
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But I actually, there are subtle moments
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where I allow that presence to live just for a second.
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Like I hate belly button docs, that's what I call them.
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What's a belly button doc?
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A belly button doc is navel gazing, right?
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Where it's sort of a narcissistic filmmaking
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where someone just studies their own place in the world.
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I think my, I'm more concerned
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with how I can intervene, right?
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Yeah, well, you're trying to really deeply empathize.
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So like, if you do empathize, who am I?
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I don't wanna center myself in these stories.
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It's not about me, right?
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I am so unimportant.
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What is important is what's happening,
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what's unfolding in the world that we need to act upon.
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And I think it's selfish and narcissistic
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to push myself into these stories unnecessarily.
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Now that said, I think there is some small value
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in what you're saying just to remind viewers
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that there's obviously a filmmaker at play.
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So sometimes the way that I do that
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is just like through a question on camera.
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I'd allow the audio to live of a question
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or during a conversation I'm having with someone
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so they can just hear how it's posed, for example, right?
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And to me, that's enough.
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I do like moments when people recognize that you exist.
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They look at the filmmaker past the camera
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and yes, you ask the question in an interview
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or something like that and they respond to that.
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Like they respond to this like new perturbation
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into their reality that was created by this other human.
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I especially like when those questions
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or those perturbations are like a little bit absurd
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and like add something very novel to their situation
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and that novelty reveals something about them.
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So as opposed to capturing the day to day reality
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of their life, you do that plus the perturbations
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of like something novel.
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But of course, there's all kinds of ways to do this.
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Let me, what was number five, by the way?
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I only gave you four.
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I'm just gonna stay at four.
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There's a short doc I like, I mentioned,
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they're called The Toxic Pigs of Fukushima.
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It's a great title though, right?
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It's a great title.
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Yeah, great title.
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No one's seen it, but it's great.
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It says what it sounds like.
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Yeah, yeah, it's exactly what it sounds like,
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but really brilliantly executed.
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Well, let me ask you about Lifeboat
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because it's extremely, I don't.
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It's a really moving idea.
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Just the fact that this exists in the world,
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that there's, as a metaphor, as a reality,
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that there is a set of people trying to flee desperately.
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It's the desperation of it.
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And now with these refugees, the desperation of that,
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of trying to escape towards a world
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that's full of mystery, uncertainty, doubt,
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could be hopeless at times,
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and you're willing to do a lot for your own survival
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and for the survival of your family
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and all those kinds of things.
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That's kind of the human spirit,
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and you just capture it in Lifeboat.
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Can you tell me the story behind this film
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as you started to already tell?
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Can you tell me what is it about?
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So Lifeboat really seeks to sort of lift up
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and showcase the asylum seeker crisis in the Mediterranean
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when it was at its height in 2016.
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And it came to be for many reasons,
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but one of those reasons is colleagues
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in the NGO community really shared with me
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that when the borders between Greece and Turkey
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were shut down, that the flow of Syrian asylum seekers
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that was initially going across from Turkey to Greece
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was going to shift westward across the Mediterranean.
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So I started to research that
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and discovered that was exactly the case,
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and then further stumbled upon the fact
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that nation states hadn't really stepped up to address it
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and that there were hundreds of asylum seekers
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often drowning in these flimsy crafts
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that were pushed off from the shores of Libya
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because the EU wasn't doing its duty
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to patrol those waters from a humanitarian standpoint.
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And so the net result of that was that
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this whole sort of like humanitarian community sprung up
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and it was civil society based
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that tried to meet the needs of those asylum seekers
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to just ensure that fellow human beings
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weren't drowning, simply put.
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And one of those was the small little NGO called Sea Watch,
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which when they discovered what was happening,
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just cobbled together a coalition of volunteers,
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bought a research vessel, retrofitted it,
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and motored down off the coast of Libya
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to start pulling people out of the water.
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And again, I found that inspiring, right?
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I found that inspiring that this group of volunteers
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was doing something that our leaders wouldn't, right?
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And it was something as basic and simple
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as saving human beings.
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And I thought there was an inspiring story there.
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And as it turned out, there was.
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Have you ever saved someone's life
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as part of making these documentaries directly?
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And directly, I think you probably have countless lives,
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but directly, were you put in that position?
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I don't wanna, I mean, I certainly poured people
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out of the water who couldn't swim, I did that.
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And that's again, speaking to the basic humanity,
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put down the camera and help, yeah.
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So this is people coming from Libya,
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trying to make it across the Mediterranean Sea
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on a crappy, tiny boat.
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From a filmmaker perspective, how do you film that?
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Was there decisions to capture the desperation?
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Well, we were going back to this idea of access
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and how that's so fundamental to my approach.
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And we were bound by the strictures of the rescue operation
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on this Sea Watch vessel, which was 30 meters long.
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And we were two of a crew of 15, right?
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So we had to multitask all the time
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because the only reason we were on that boat
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was by agreeing that if needed,
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we would do whatever necessary, right?
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And so it was very active on multiple levels
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and we were making decisions each and every day
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that were not only filmmaking and creative decisions,
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but also decisions about how to live that duality, right?
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Of being a humanitarian and a filmmaker simultaneously.
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And the greatest example I can share of that was,
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or with my director of photography in that project,
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Kenny Allen, Kenny's a big guy.
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It's like, he's got like arms like tree trunks.
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And he, because he was so physically able and strong,
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the head of mission really tasked him
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to be on the Zodiacs to pull people out of the water
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because he could literally with one arm reach down
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and just oftentimes pull someone out, right?
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Whereas usually it would take two or three people, right?
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And so when we were at the height of triage
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and there were people in the water all over
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and rafts were sinking,
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Kenny was out pulling people out of the water.
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And this went on for like 24 hours, right?
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And at the end of that first day,
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I remember like looking over on the deck
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and seeing Kenny like help people up from the ladders
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to walk them back, right?
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And his camera was nowhere to be seen, right?
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And so I walked over to him
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and I just grabbed him by the shoulders and said,
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Kenny, where's your camera?
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And he didn't know.
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He had no idea where his camera was, right?
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And so I just said, Kenny,
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we're here to do what you're doing,
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but we're also here to film it, right?
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To make sure that we document
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what is unfolding in front of us
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so that we have a record of it, right?
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So we can bring it to a larger audience.
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So you need to go find your camera
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so we can also document it.
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And that kind of pulled him out
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and he went and got his camera and started filming again,
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but that gives you a sense of sort of this world
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that we had to live in in order to get the story done.
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But I think to be a great director of photography,
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to be a great director,
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you have to lose yourself like that in the story too.
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But usually with a camera in your hand, right?
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But sometimes you forget the camera.
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I mean, there's a,
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I feel like if you're obsessed with the camera too much,
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you can lose the humanity of it.
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You get obsessed with the film and the story.
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It can become clinical.
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Yes, it can become clinical.
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Absolutely, and it's, you know, yeah, absolutely.
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And we don't wanna become,
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I don't wanna become clinical in my film, certainly.
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Let me ask you a strange and perhaps edgy question.
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So some filmmakers believe it's justified
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to break the rules in order to tell a powerful story.
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Warner Herzog, I read this somewhere,
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teaches young filmmakers to pick locks
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and forge documents and so on.
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Oh, I didn't know that, interesting.
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What do you think about that?
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Bending the rules in service of telling a story.
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You would, of course, never break the law,
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but is there, does that, just generally speaking,
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speaking, bending the rules and so on?
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You know, just to elaborate on this question, perhaps,
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I'm distinctly aware that there's parts in the world
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where the rule of law is not, like,
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enforced as cleanly as it is in the United States,
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as fairly as it is in the United States,
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that there's a kind of, there's a lot of bribery,
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there's a lot of, like, you don't really know to trust,
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you don't know if you can trust the cops
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or basically anybody.
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So, like, the rules are a very hazy kind of concept.
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And a lot of them, especially, like, it's funny,
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but authoritarian regimes often have
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a giant bureaucracy buildup that's full of rules.
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There's more rules than you know what to deal with,
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and you can't actually live life
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unless you break the rules.
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Anyway, laying that all out on the table,
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do you ever contend with that,
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on what are the rules I can break or should break
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to keep to the spirit of the story?
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I think you have to ask yourself, are the rules just,
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and why are they in place, right?
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So, for example, coming into the airport
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in southern Yemen, right?
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If I just tried to walk through the airport
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with all my equipment, even with all the permissions
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beforehand, like we had, without having a fixer
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at the airport beforehand to make sure
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we didn't go through the standard line, right?
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We would have been caught up for three hours at least
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negotiating over our equipment and eventually paying
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a bribe to get it through, right?
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That's just reality in a place like Yemen.
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And so, of course, knowing that, right?
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Having talked to colleagues who had taken
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that path previously, I took a different path, right?
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Where we hire a fixer beforehand to sort it out
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beforehand, right?
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Rather than spending three hours of our time
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and paying a series of bribes, right?
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Instead, we're going to get it fixed beforehand
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so that we can walk through a different line
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and have no one look at any of our equipment.
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That's a pretty good trade off in my mind.
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What about security when you're traveling in these places?
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Do you ever have bodyguards?
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Well, several questions around that.
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Are you ever afraid for your life
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when you're filming in a war zone?
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Is there any way to lessen the probability of death?
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I don't have a death wish.
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I try to mitigate risk however I can, however I can.
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But one of the ways I can't do it in a conflict zone
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is by having armed security with me.
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And the reason for that is because,
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especially in a place like Yemen, right?
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If you have armed security, you become a target
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in a way that if you're operating under sort of
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the auspices of international humanitarian law,
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I actually have more protection.
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So I don't bring security.
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If you're working in Northern Yemen, for example,
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you're going to have someone from the de facto authorities
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with you anyway the entire time you're there.
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So the authorities are with you in form anyway.
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Regarding fear, yeah, of course.
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I mean, fear is a natural human emotion, right?
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And I think we have a weird mindset,
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this sort of heroic mindset surrounding fear in the US,
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which I don't pay tribute to.
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I believe as a natural human emotion,
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it's an alarm bell that I need to pay attention to.
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And I think rather than pretending to be brave,
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I think you have to just acknowledge that fear has a place
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to keep you alive.
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And I think it's a matter of not letting the fear arrest you
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and allowing the fear to live and then acting anyway.
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Don't you think as a documentary filmmaker,
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the fear is a really good signal
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for potentially a good thing to do
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because there's a story there?
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So is fear is an indicator that you shouldn't do it
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or is it an indicator that you should do it?
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It's probably an indication you should do it, right?
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And strangely, I think that's why,
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I think that if there's something unusual
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about the work I do in some part,
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it's because of these types of stories, right?
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They're hard to access, but you also have to have
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a threshold of willingness to do them when you can't,
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there is no guarantee of physical safety, right?
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And maybe that's why you should do them.
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I'm very much motivated by the things that scare me.
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They seem to direct the things that are worth doing
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in this all too short life.
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How often do you interact with our friendly friends
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at the police departments of various locations?
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Like, because of the humanitarian nature of your work,
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are you able to avoid all such friendly conversations
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or are you often making friends with our?
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I try to avoid the friendly police people
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all over the world as much as possible,
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but in some instances, it's important to be proactive,
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right, and make sure that they know what you're doing
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So it's all about the context and the situation.
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For example, working in Northern Yemen,
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you couldn't film for five minutes
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if you didn't have paperwork,
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because you'd be taken away.
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So you have to make sure you have all those permissions
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50 Feet from Syria, I would love to talk
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at least a little bit about this film.
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First, can you, high level, can you tell
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what this documentary is about?
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Yeah, it was early in the Syrian uprising,
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and we returned to the Syrian Turkish border
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with a Syrian American orthopedic surgeon
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who was volunteering, operating on refugees
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as they float across the border from Syria into Turkey.
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And it was an attempt at the time,
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before a lot of films had come out about the conflict,
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to really show again the effects of the war on civilians.
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You've heard me echo that sentiment multiple times now,
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but people knew there was a major conflict in Syria,
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but didn't really understand the form that that was taking
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and the impact it was having.
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And so we embedded into the,
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at the time it was the only clinic in Turkey
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that was sanctioned by the Turkish government
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to treat Syrian refugees.
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And so we filmed there with surgeons
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as they operated on war victims.
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And we also went into Syria into some of the camps as well.
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So in this film, there's a man who crosses the border
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every day to retrieve the wounded
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and fair them safety and care.
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And you also mentioned about heroism in the United States.
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Can you tell me about this man and just people like him?
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Like what's the heroic action
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in some of these places that you've visited?
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So in that instance, you know,
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I thought of him as the Turkish Schindler, right?
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Because he was a human being who of his own volition,
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no one was paying him to do this,
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but he was spending much of his time.
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He was just a local businessman
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who really saw the need in the camps
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right across the border 10 K away.
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And he saw the medical need in particular
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and how hard it was to get people
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in desperate medical conditions across the border
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where there was a clinic just right across the border.
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But because of the security and the layers of security,
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they couldn't get out by themselves.
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So he took it upon himself as a Turkish person
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to build relationships with the Turkish guards,
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which was relatively easy.
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And then he built relationships
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with sort of the guards in the no man's land
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between the Syrian guards
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and sort of those who lived in the middle area.
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And then also with the Syrian guards at the camp.
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And he would drive out there daily and bring them food,
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Talk them up and build relationships.
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And so every day he would bring these guards food
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and build relationships with them.
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And what that meant was eventually, right?
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He had this avenue of access to and from the camps.
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And so he started using it
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and he would drive this avenue of access
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through the three layers of guards each day.
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And then they would open the gates for him
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because he had made himself trustworthy in their eyes.
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And he would receive the most desperate medical cases
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that were coming from all over Northern Syria, right?
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To receive medical treatment.
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And he would, as you see in the film,
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he would ferry them into the back of his car, right?
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And then drive them to the hospital
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where they would receive operations.
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And then he would bring them back if they wanted
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after they'd healed and recovered back to Syria,
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if they wanted to return out post recovery.
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And he didn't get paid for that.
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He was spending his own money to do it
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because he saw other human beings in need.
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And it's like we were talking about earlier.
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That's heroic, right?
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That's aspirational for me, right?
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Here's someone who is spending their time on the planet
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doing something of value and good to other human beings.
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I mean, if you draw parallels to Schindler,
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I feel like the fascinating thing about Schindler
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is that he's kind of a flawed human
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and is not the kind of human that does these things usually.
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But he just can't help it.
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And that's like the basic humanity.
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Despite who you are, the basic humanity shines through.
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I think the whims of war test people in those ways, right?
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They ask of you things that you may not even know
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were going to be asked of you.
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And then it speaks to who you are fundamentally
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They reveal who you are as a human being, just as you said.
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Let me ask a kind of stupid technical question
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about publications of movies and so on.
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I've been recently becoming good friends with Thomas Tall,
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who was the producer.
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His company, Legendary, funded some of the big
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sort of blockbuster films and so on.
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And so obviously money is part of filmmaking,
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but also the release of movies.
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And me as a consumer, with Netflix, with YouTube,
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that's one of the reasons I'm a huge fan of YouTube
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is it's like out in the open.
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Access, especially historical access.
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Like over time, you can look back years later.
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If you pay some money, you can watch
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some of the great films ever made.
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YouTube, Hulu, Netflix, I don't know what other services
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there are, HBO, Paramount.
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Anyway, there's all these platforms.
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I understand they want to create paywalls and so on.
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It makes sense, but I'm a huge fan of openness
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and I'm really kind of torn by this whole thing.
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Anyway, that's a discussion for perhaps another time.
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But the short question is why is it so hard
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to watch your documentaries and other films,
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other incredible films on the internet?
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If I want to pay unlimited amount of money,
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I want to pay a lot of money to watch it.
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Why is it so hard?
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Well, Lifeboat is streaming free on the New Yorker.
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Yes, I saw that, which is interesting.
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That doesn't make any sense.
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And then also Hunger Ward is on Paramount Plus,
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but also it's also streaming free.
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So you can either go through a paywall
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or you can watch it with ads with Big Macs interspersed.
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Yeah, the contrast.
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Well, no, it really reveals the power of the documentary.
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No, but it's still not, even those platforms are,
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I mean, they're not as easily accessible
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because you have to like, you have to use,
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you have to think and you have to chase a particular.
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You have to chase it, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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I guess from an economic standpoint,
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the answer to that is pretty clear, right?
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It may not be what people want to watch.
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Maybe people want to watch reality.
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Maybe people want to watch animal rescue shows
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here in the US, which is exactly why in part,
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I think it's so vital that we continue to do stories
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on things that aren't about flowers and puppy dogs, right?
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I would push back on that.
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So there's TikTok and you could say,
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well, look, humans just want to watch really short content
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because they seem to be addicted to that kind of thing.
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That's partially true.
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But they also watch two, three, four, five hour podcasts.
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No, there's different platforms for that.
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It's a place called YouTube, I'll teach you about it.
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Okay, yeah, I've never heard of it.
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It's a good place to publish documentaries, I think.
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Humans are interested in a lot of things
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and I've seen many times a thing that you think
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is a niche thing become a very big thing.
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But for them to become mainstream,
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they have to have a platform
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that allows for the mainstream to happen.
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The access, the dumb, simple, frictionless access.
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The frictionless access is a really important thing.
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Paywalls create friction and not just because of the money.
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It can be free, but if you have to click on a thing
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or maybe sign up or put your email,
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it prevents you to enjoy the thing you would really enjoy
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and you know you would enjoy,
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but your baser human nature prevents you from enjoying
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because you can just open up TikTok and keep scrolling.
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So that's just something to say about platforms
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because I think the things that need platforms the most
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are things like your films.
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The things that I think a lot of people would love watching.
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They're very important and they can have viral impact
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on the world that is fundamentally positive.
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You know, it's just, it makes me sad
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that there's not a machine for celebrating those films.
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There are lots of machines to celebrate them,
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but they're just not as always accessible as YouTube, right?
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I mean, as soon as you write me that check
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for a trillion dollars when I walk out of here,
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then I'm gonna put all my films on YouTube
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because then I won't have to worry about, you know,
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selling them in order so I can make the next film
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because you know, film is not just an art.
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It's also an industry, right?
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And that tension between the two is a constant interplay
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that is a reality for me.
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So I always have to think about
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how can I access the largest audience,
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but also, right, go out and shoot the next film, right?
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So that longevity question is also an issue
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and the finances are part of that sort of equation
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that I constantly have to rewrite over and over again.
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How often, as a creative mind,
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do you feel the constraints, the financial constraints?
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I wish I could do a lot more films
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that I can't always because of financial constraints.
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So it's the number of films.
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And is a film that you do currently,
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is a film that you do at any one time
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as you're filming it already funded
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or is it the funding from previous stuff
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that you're trying to use?
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Before Hunger Ward,
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I would just take a flyer on my films, right?
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Where I would just say this meets the so what threshold.
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This is a story that has to be told and I want to tell it.
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And then I could just go shoot it.
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And usually on credit, usually on a credit card, right?
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So based on a belief that Lifeboat was done that way.
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50 Feet from Syria was done that way.
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So you're on a boat, broke.
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Yeah, but it's free food, right?
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And free lodging because there's a bunk on the boat.
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But I do that not intending to stay broke, right?
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But based on a foundational belief
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that if I bring to bear
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all of my sort of quiver of creative arrows to it, right?
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That I can create something of value, right?
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In the world, but hopefully also financially
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that then I can sell to someone.
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And you know, every time I've done that Lex,
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I've gotten into the black.
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So it's a risk and I have to have a certain risk threshold
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financially to do that.
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But I believe so deeply in these stories
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that I'm willing to do that.
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I didn't have to do that with Hunger Ward.
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Luckily I had funders for that film.
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Yeah, take risks in this life.
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It's gonna pay off.
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Which reminds me of, let me ask you,
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I already asked you for advice about,
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for a filmmaker, how to win an Oscar.
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Well, I haven't won an Oscar.
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How to get nominated for an Oscar, that's true.
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Or just how to make great documentaries,
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how to make great film.
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But let me ask, even zoom out bigger.
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You mentioned some of these things,
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doing the things that you think matters.
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What advice would you give to young people,
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high school, college,
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dreaming of living a life worth living?
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What advice would you give them about career
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or maybe just life in general?
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How to have a life they can be proud of?
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Yeah, I don't know how you're gonna react to this
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given sort of your expertise.
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But I would say put down the smartphone,
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step away from the monitor, right?
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Because real life is not a screen, right?
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I believe that sort of the foundational skills
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which are conducive and important to success
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aren't necessarily those technical skills
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which we're going to learn in trade schools or university.
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I think they're more foundational than that.
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They're learning how to interact and listen.
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With humans, yeah, to really see and listen, right?
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And observe, right?
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And how to step out of your door
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and if the electricity goes out, right?
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And you're five miles away from your house,
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you don't need a smartphone to get home
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because you've set visual markers for yourself
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on how to get back to where you live, right?
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I think we're in danger right now
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of living in a world where
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if the satellites stop functioning, right?
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Then a whole lot of people
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have become completely dysfunctional, right?
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Because we're so reliant upon the screens in our lives.
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So I think there's a lot of foundational skills
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that have nothing to do with technology
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that we need to learn and everything rests upon those.
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So I would say learn those foundations,
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learn how to write well.
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Read a lot, right?
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It's a different kind of knowledge and wisdom
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that comes out of that.
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So reading is kind of the equivalent of listening
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and observing and writing is
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kind of integration of all of that
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that you've observed and listened to
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and tried to express something with that.
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So I think my training in the theater
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has served me so well in the documentary world, right?
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Because it's all about interaction
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and listening and talking and dialogue, right?
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And that's what I do in documentaries, right?
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Yeah, we mentioned fear.
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Being an introvert, I'm very afraid of people
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but I'm drawn to them and fascinated by them
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Enjoy listening to them.
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And observing them.
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And you mentioned reading.
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You mentioned books as a catalyst,
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as a stimulator of your imagination.
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Is there books in your life, a couple, one, two, three,
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that kind of left an impact
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or a little bit of a spark of inspiration
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early on in life that stand out from your memory?
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I was given The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran
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as a graduation present from my high school
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And I still have that book in a special place
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on my bookshelf because I think it speaks
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to the nature of human experience, right?
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And I return to it all the time
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because there's wisdom there, you know?
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But there's many, many books.
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Fiction or nonfiction, what connects with you usually
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in the past, for the imagination?
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I read mostly nonfiction most of the time.
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Ten Points is a book I love a lot.
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What is Ten Points?
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Ten Points is, I think his name is Bill Strickland.
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He was the editor of, I think, Bicycle Magazine.
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And it's sort of his personal memoir
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of his experience growing up with a lot of abuse
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and how that transformed him as a human being.
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You know, one instrumental book for me
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that I bumped into in my early 20s,
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boy, these are all nonfiction,
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except for The Princess Bride.
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Have to mention, it's an outlier.
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No, no, The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People.
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I read that in my early 20s,
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and I found so many of the principles in that book.
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What are the habits from that one?
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Seek first to understand, then to be understood
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is one of them, you know?
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The notion of proactivity is one of them.
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It's really, and so I've held onto some of those principles
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through my life as well, for sure.
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What have been, you've observed
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suffering darker aspects of human nature
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in your own personal life.
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What has been some of the darkest moments in your life,
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darkest times in your life?
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Is there something that you went through
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and then perhaps you carry it through your work?
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Yeah, probably one of the darkest moments
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was an experience that I had, again, in my early 20s,
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and I was living in Southern California,
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and the Pacific Coast Highway
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that goes north and south along the beach,
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and there's that little concrete path
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that people jog and ride their bikes,
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and I was riding my bike on the PCH,
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and I was coming up to a corner on it,
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and I heard this tremendous crash, and it was really loud,
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and I came around the corner,
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and it was a car accident, a car crash.
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It was a multiple vehicle crash,
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and what had happened is that a Volvo had hit another car,
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and then when it hit it, it went over the top of the car
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and hit a Volkswagen van,
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and it peeled away the top of the Volkswagen van
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when it hit it and then landed.
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So three vehicles, and it just happened,
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and lying in the middle of the road
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was a body decapitated,
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and there was another person from one of the cars
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lying in the middle of the road, still alive,
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and then on the hood of the Volvo
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was this woman who had come through the windshield,
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just a mess, blood everywhere, moaning back and forth,
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and a bystander ran into the middle of the road
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and started administering first aid
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to the person lying in the road,
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and I stood there watching the scene
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and every fiber of my being,
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wanted to run to the woman on the hood of the Volvo
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and do something, anything, right, just to be there,
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and it was obvious to me that she was gonna die,
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but I felt like at least if I ran there,
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I could offer some comfort for her last moment,
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and right then, the sirens started to blare,
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and I knew that there'd be paramedics there
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within minutes, that people would come to help,
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and I froze, and I was scared,
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and I didn't do anything,
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and I watched while this woman died on the hood of the Volvo,
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and that experience is sort of seared into my consciousness,
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the fact that I watched and didn't act,
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I feel is one of the great failures of my life,
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that I wasn't able to act in a moment of need,
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no matter how small,
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and from that, I made a decision out of that experience
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that if I ever found myself in a situation
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where I had the ability to act and I could act
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to help another human being,
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I would act to help another human being in such need
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that I would act, that I wouldn't let fear freeze me.
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Instead, I would allow that fear to catalyze me into action
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and do something and intervene in whatever way I could,
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even if I didn't have the skillset.
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And in some ways, all of that echoes in your documentaries.
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I'm not gonna let fear stop you from trying to help.
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I think that experience, that experience of failure,
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what I framed as just human failure on my part
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is foundational probably to my work.
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I don't want that to happen again, Lex.
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I don't want to be that person who watches.
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I want to do what I can when I can.
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If we zoom out, you were just one human
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that witnessed that, that trauma.
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One human that witnessed so much suffering
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in different parts of the world.
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And as we zoom out across space and time and look at Earth,
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why do you think we're here on this Earth?
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What's the meaning of human civilization?
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What's the meaning of your life, of individual human life?
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And broadly speaking, what is the meaning of life?
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For me, I can speak personally on that only.
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And that's that I believe that the meaning of my life
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is to try to make the world a little bit better before I go.
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You know, I, when I was in theater in grad school,
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I directed a play called Shadowlands by C.S. Lewis.
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And there's a quote from that, it goes like this.
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We are like blocks of stone
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out of which the sculptor carves the forms of men.
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The blows of his chisel, which hurt us so much,
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are what make us perfect.
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Now, I would take away the perfect part, right?
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But I think I've remembered that quote for so many years
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because I believe in the underlying notion
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that the blows of the chisel,
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which are the experiences that we go through,
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shape us, right, necessarily so,
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and hopefully shape us into a better human being.
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And in my case, a human being that I hope
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can make the world a little better,
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you know, through those blows.
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Yeah, before it's over.
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Before you go, as you said, do you think about that?
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Do you think about the going part, your mortality?
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You ever think about that?
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You said you don't have a death wish,
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you try to minimize risk, but eventually it's gonna be over.
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Yeah, for all of us, absolutely.
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Well, speak for yourself.
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Well, you've got other plans as well.
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I tend to merge, you know,
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you've got other plans as well.
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I'm going to merge with robots, embody, no, not at all.
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Yes, for all of us, unfortunately or fortunately,
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or who the heck knows.
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But do you ponder your mortality?
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Are you afraid of it?
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I live with my mortality, knowing that it's fleeting,
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that my life is fleeting and that I'm gonna go
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into the ground, just like everyone else,
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or maybe as ashes, you know?
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So I live with that knowledge every day,
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but I don't allow it to stop me or hold me up.
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Rather, I really, it drives me, right?
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It drives me to try to get as much done
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as I can before I go, right?
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Yeah, so the knowledge of your death
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is a kind of dance partner,
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and you try to dance beautifully.
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This guy, you're an incredible human,
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incredible artist and filmmaker,
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and it's a huge honor that you would sit
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and spend your really valuable time with me today.
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I really, really enjoyed this conversation.
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I did too, thanks for having me, Lex,
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and thanks for doing what you do.
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Thanks for listening to this conversation
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with Sky Fist Gerald.
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And now, let me leave you with some words
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The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
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The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
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The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
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And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.
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Thank you for listening, and hope to see you next time.